* You don’t pay the worst cost of being forced to live so you keep on doing it. You have to pay a cost equal to mine then you’ll kill me gladly. But you love betraying my humanity too much to let me use my death to stop you.

I do not believe the monsters who call themselves the human race recognise the inherent cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to live.

I’m fact I do not trust the monsters who call themselves the human race to even recognise the cause of why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal is because of the prevail of evil and cruelty.

An obvious truth about basic empathy is yet to prevail and that’s the truth about how awful it is to become suicidal and stay suicidal. The monsters think a decade of forcing me to live to keep me suicidal and keep on making me want to die is the success of care. It’s not. It’s the success of truly sadistic nature.

The nature of the human race is the nature of monsters and that’s why a decade of me being suicidal – not the totality of my life I’ve been suicidal but it’s a over decade I’ve been continuously suicidal – is bearable to the monsters who call themselves the human race. It’s a punishment too cruel to do to anyone to force prolonged, furthered and worsened suicidality for a decade. But the monsters who call themselves the human race are so cruel they actually think they do it because they care about me.

How can they force me to suffer and endure against my will for so long? I think it’s because the monsters who call themselves the human race love to betray my humanity and they’re so so good at it. To have mercy for me gets in the way of their complete betrayal of my humanity so I face a decade of being continuously suicidal and it’s about fifteen years of my life I’ve spent a prolonged time feeling suicidal. Still the evil at their cores isn’t satiated so I have to fight for empathy and understanding and care based on humanisation.

It is inherently cruel to force suffering and such forced suffering against consent is even worse when it’s done to a suicidal individual. I think many suicidal individuals like me can recognise one cause of suicidality is being forced to suffer and endure beyond one’s limit to what can be endured. Then we get forced to live to face exactly what we’re choosing to use our deaths to escape from having to face and endure.

Imagine your will to live gets shattered by poverty and you want to use your death to escape from this then you are forced to live to face the poverty you want to die to escape from. Being forced to live is being forced to suffer against your will and against your consent and it’s not just ordinary suffering you are forced to suffer against your will but it’s worse than death to you. It is cruelty.

Yes it’s also care to force suicidal individuals to live in this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race. It’s still a necessary evil though.

It’s care to force a suicidal individual to live in the short term because the suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts might be short lived and might get better and the will to live might be restored. Nonetheless the cruelty inherent in the acts of forcing someone to live remain cruelty because they are the acts of forcing suffering without consent and they are more cruel when done to a suicidal individual because it’s worse than death what we face and we are choosing to use our deaths to escape from it.

It’s such a basic empathy for suicidal individuals to recognise the cruelty inherent in acts of forcing someone to live. Suicidal individuals suffer a huge and substantial personal cost when forced to live. It’s a significant personal cost to become suicidal and it’s only multipled by the acts of forcing someone to live.

The monsters who call themselves the human race weigh these personal costs to suicidal individuals so lightly they can’t care. It’s a bold assertion but I am confident in this assertion thanks to so many personal experiences the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me in what can only be done to a suicidal individual when the sadistic nature of monsters prevails.

The proof of this assertion is the proof of the criminalisation of assisted suicide. The criminalisation of assisted suicide is absolutely essential for many reasons but all the purposes revolve around protecting the pursuit of sadistic cruelty and the will to reach to achieve pure evil. Again i speak from so much personal experience the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me of the protection of their sadistic nature by depriving me of my right to use my death. (So cruel are the monsters who call themselves the human race that no such right exists because they really do believe in depriving suicidal individuals of protections such as the protection of human rights.)

The purpose of forcing someone to live has a purpose yet it is still cruelty. But to criminalise assisted suicide is truly evil and sadistic. It is designed to force everyone to live and deprive everyone of a good death of one’s choosing.

It’s the will to take the cruelty in forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will and want to make this cruelty unlimited. That’s why the criminalisation of assisted suicide protects the pursuit of sadistic cruelty and the will to reach to achieve pure evil. It takes the cruelty of forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will – and this is even more cruel when done to a suicidal individual because we face what’s worse than death already – and makes it unlimited.

To deny the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide only serves such objectives as unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. It’s to begin with the monsters who call themselves the human race making your victim want to die then never stop inflicting, prolonging and worsening suicidality that’s a punishment too cruel to do to anyone. It’s to take the worst state of mental suffering and conscious existence and want to make it unlimited that’s how pure evil is achieved.

It’s to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity that is what is served by denying me my death. It’s this will to deny me my death and my right to use my death that’s obviously so important when the monsters who call themselves the human race love to betray my humanity. Let me reiterate again just how generous the monsters who call themselves the human race are when they’re giving me so many personal experiences of just how much they love to betray my humanity even after I become suicidal and even after they inflict the cruelty inherent in the acts of forcing me to live.

If it was just prolonging my suicidality for a decade then it’s the perfect betrayal of my humanity. But just like what’s protected by the criminalisation of assisted suicide so is the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die protected.

They don’t recognise the magnitude of the personal cost suicidal individuals bear. They do ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal. They think they care by doing this cruelty of ignoring the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals. They’ve never cared by recognising the magnitude of the personal cost every suicidal bears so heavily.

To face that day when you face what’s worse than death. It is a personal cost that would break you you who are not suicidal. It’s a personal cost that would crush you and destroy you to become suicidal.

Then all in this civilisation of monsters born and bred evil bear this personal tragedy so easily. The monsters who call themselves the human race so easily bear the magnitude of the personal cost suicidal individuals pay when we become suicidal like it’s nothing too cruel or awful to happen to anyone.

But that’s the just the beginning to the complete betrayal of my humanity the monsters who call themselves the human race love to do. Because the monsters bear the magnitude of the personal cost suicidal individuals pay so lightly.

So little empathy prevails and it defines how easily the personal cost of being forced to live is beared by the sadistic nature of monsters. That’s a basis for care or the basis of the complete betrayal of the humanity of every single suicidal individual before me?

So I have so much personal experience the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me of what’s the true purpose of denying the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide. It’s not care but it’s the protection of the pursuits of sadists. It’s not humane but it’s essential to deny me my death to reach to achieve pure evil.

A decade of protecting the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. What do you think this is? That’s not the totality of the proof I have of just how much a species of monsters born and bred evil loves to betray my humanity.

It’s the purpose of the criminalisation of assisted suicide to serve evil never satiated when making a suicidal individual want to die as well as many other purposes that are all about the protection of the pursuit of sadistic cruelty and the will to reach for pure evil. I speak from all the personal experiences the monsters who call themselves the human race do so generously give me that the purpose of denying me my death is their love of betraying my humanity.

The criminalisation of assisted suicide benefits the monsters who call themselves the human race as does the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die as does the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. When they love to betray the humanity of suicidal individuals that’s what exists.