I can’t live in safety.
The monsters who call themselves the human race do not have a heart in them to recognise these truths
- I have suffered too much already
- More than this I’ve been forced to suffer and endure against my will too much suicidal thoughts and feelings already. Not ordinary feelings I’ve already been forced to suffer and endure against my will already but suicidal thoughts and feelings
- I have been suicidal too long
- I’ve spent too much of my life being suicidal already
- I face the will to achieve unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and this is what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do well by denying me my right to use my death to stop them
They can’t do anything else. They only have evil at their cores and no heart to stop them.
What I am victim of is the sadistic and brutal things one man can do to another that’s never changed. To this day this sadistic nature of human nature has never changed so my continued suicidality is an acceptable consequence.
The barbaric nature of human nature refuses to end my suicidality.
It is because the monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.
For centuries the medical suicide experts in this civilisation of monsters have never recognised the harms and abuses done to suicidal individuals are to be protected against. The medical profession have utterly failed their duty of expertise
The monsters who call themselves doctors and other mental health professionals believe the worst harm that can be done to a suicidal individual is us dying. They have no other concept of what’s harms and abuses so the laws that affect suicidal individuals are so brutal and heartless. The monsters who are suicide experts have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so neither do the law makers or the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race.
Thus what is protected is the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. What the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about is the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and these freedoms are so important to the monsters who call themselves the human race that assisted suicide is a crime.
When the humane protections for suicidal individuals fail then assisted suicide is a protection without equal. But there are no humane protections for suicidal individuals throughout the history of psychiatry. There’s never been anything that resembles humane care for suicidal individuals and that’s why I’m still suicidal.
It’s so cruel what the monsters who call themselves the human race think that is care for suicidal individuals. There’s just the disempowerment of suicidal individuals and we’re stripped of the protection of the law and human rights so the monsters who call themselves the human race can do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual. This need to do so much cruelty to suicidal individuals is so profound in the monsters who call themselves the human race that they think it’s killing me by my consent that’s the crime. Not the unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty that’s only ever possible by denying a suicidal individual death.
It’s what happens when the monsters who call themselves the human race are still and always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Thus their basis for care for suicidal individuals is with absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual. So devoid of even the most basic empathy for suicidal individuals the monsters think the worst harm and the only harm to a suicidal individual is successful suicide.
It defines what the laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for and against in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil.
Look at the purpose of the health and safety laws that do try to protect against the risk of a broken hand. But no such purposes are served by the laws that affect suicidal individuals so the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die prevails. Because the monsters are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.
Consider the hate crime laws that legislate a worse crime when done out of hatred. But there are no humane protections for we who face the worst state of conscious existence and the worst state of mental suffering.
Consider the domestic abuse laws that legislate for a higher crime because of the awfulness of domestic abuse is recognised and recognised as something to be protected against. But the laws that affect suicidal individual legislate for unlimited harms and abuses and unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty to be forced on suicidal individuals. There’s no concept of what’s harms and abuses suicidal individuals are meant to be protected against. Because the monsters who call themselves the human race are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.
Every single law and legal precedent against being forced to suffer against one’s will the law makers are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel that the purpose of these protections is utterly irrelevant for them when they attempt to care about suicidal individuals. The purpose of the laws against suffering without consent and being forced to suffer against one’s will are so irrelevant to the protection of suicidal individuals in the minds of the law makers that they believe assisted suicide is a crime.
Do you recognise what I say when I say when the protections of suicidal individuals fails then the protection of assisted suicide is without equal? Do you recognise no humane protections for suicidal individuals exist yet not even assisted suicide…and why?
Do you understand? So unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime to the monsters who call themselves the human race. So unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel the monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so the laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. The laws that protect suicidal individuals in a civilisation of monsters legislate for the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. They legislate for the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.
Do you even recognise these truths about what suicidal individuals face and the monsters who call themselves the human race are devoid of a heart to guide the humane protections to exist?
Even the acts of deliberately forcing a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die those who want to do this have the law and the law makers on their side. The law and the law makers are clearly not on the side of suicidal individuals.
Do you think I face cruelty or care?
Mostly what I face is control and cruelty when I’m suicidal. I wake into hell every single day. For longer than a decade I wake into a life worse than death. For over a decade I am forced to exist far beyond the limit to what I can endure. For over a decade I am forced to suffer and endure against my will – not ordinary feelings but suicidal thoughts and feelings.
In all this time I face the brutality that one man can do to another that’s never changed in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race. I face the barbaric and sadistic nature of human nature that is what is constant and immutable.
Do you think I face cruelty or care?
Every single day is only more proof I can’t live in safety. Every single day is only more proof why I need the right to use my death. Every single day it’s the proof that my worst failures are when I failed to kill myself. Every single day is just more proof that the best decision I ever made was to protect myself by killing myself. Because that’s how I can stop being suicidal. That’s how I’ll be safe.
Safe from all of you who always believe my suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts are acceptable consequences. Only ever acceptable consequences when they don’t happen to you but the monsters who call themselves the human race have never protected a suicidal individual before by even the most basic empathy.
My free will is to be ignored. My consent is irrelevant. The limit to what I can suffer and endure has always been there to be ignored. I am stripped of the protection of human rights. I have zero protections against being forced to suffer and endure against my will. My needs always fall so low on the agenda whereas the freedom to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual is what is so high in the agenda of psychiatric and mental health care.
Do you think I face cruelty or care?
The law and the law makers legislate for the unlimited harms and abuses the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to suicidal individuals. They legislate for unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty not against it.
This is how the monsters who call themselves the human race think they save suicidal individuals.
What do you think a life worse than death is? When the monsters who call themselves the human race think the only harm and the worst harm that can be done to a suicidal individual is ending our suicidality by a good death?
Look at everything built to protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. You don’t feel the despair of facing such cruelty when this prevails. But I face this every single day. Because the brutality one man can do to another has never changed when it’s the barbaric and sadistic cruelties that can be done to a suicidal individual.
The health and safety laws protect the weak. The domestic abuse laws protect the weak. All the laws that legislate against being forced to suffer against one’s will they protect the weak.
But the monsters who call themselves the human race do not protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.
When did you recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race are too evil to care about suicidal individuals? When do you recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and that’s why I’m denied my death?
They don’t have the objective of making suicidality avoidable. They don’t have the methods of care that end suicidality. They don’t even have the most basic empathy to protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected. Instead suicidal individuals are expected to have so much taken from us and we are expected to gladly accept the sacrifices expected from us.
I can’t change this. You can’t change this. But do you yet recognise how I do why assisted suicide is never a crime? If for no other reason than the monsters who call themselves the human race have no heart to stop them.
This is all about the truth I face every single day. What happens to me if I don’t kill myself.
The first time I decided to die this is the best decision I ever made. To be safe from what the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to me without remorse or mercy. My worst failures are when I failed to kill myself. I failed to protect myself from the evil at the cores of the monsters who call themselves the human race.
I can depend on the monsters who call themselves the human race to do evil and pure evil to me and do this well. The very purpose of denying access to assisted suicide to achieve unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering the monsters who call themselves the human race prove this truth every single day they force me to live. Their will to achieve pure evil is what’s protected by denying me my death.
What you think I face care by what the monsters who call themselves the human race do to me instead of killing me? You obviously have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual and that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race call care for suicidal individuals. What they do to me instead of killing is cruelty and sadistic cruelty protected by the laws that affect suicidal individuals and the law makers. It’s the choices of the monsters who call themselves the human race to make certain my suffering is unlimited and their cruelty is unlimited – the very purpose of denying anyone the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide.
The monsters who call themselves the human race only ever cared about getting whatever they want from a suicidal individual. Never cared about the protection of the weak. Never cared about what’s important to a suicidal individual. Never cared about what are unacceptable consequences to suicidal individuals. Never affected by how suicidal individuals feel so they only succeed in achieving control and cruelty not care.
That’s why I only face the barbaric cruelty one man can do to another that’s never changed throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race. The monsters who call themselves the human race have never cared about a suicidal individual before. They’re too evil by nature. Too evil to know when to stop making me want to die or why.
So evil they don’t care about making suicidality is made avoidable. Thus assisted suicide is a crime. So utterly devoid of any care about what’s important to a suicidal individual. So the cruelty of care so ineffectual when ending suicidality is matched by the cruellest thing and that’s the expectations that suicidal individuals should get used to being suicidal. Thus assisted suicide is a crime. So devoid of even the most basic empathy for suicidal individuals and that’s what defines psychiatric and mental health care. Thus it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime. So devoid of understanding of the suicidal mind that your law makers are not on the side of suicidal individuals. Thus it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime. Because a species of monsters born and bred evil really does believe that the expectations that suicidal individuals should get used to being suicidal – so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel the monsters who call themselves the human race think this expectation has anything in common with care.
Do you think I face cruelty or care? They have already taken more from me than they can take from someone you care about. But they take so much from me when I’m suicidal already and in return all they protect is the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely.
It is this barbaric cruelty and they’re utterly devoid of a heart to recognise these truths.
- I have suffered too much already
- More than this I’ve been forced to suffer and endure against my will too much suicidal thoughts and feelings already. Not ordinary feelings I’ve already been forced to suffer and endure against my will already but suicidal thoughts and feelings
- I have been suicidal too long
- I’ve spent too much of my life being suicidal already
- I face the will to achieve unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and this is what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do well by denying me my right to use my death to stop them
I speak to you as an individual. You want to be part of all of this or do you want to end my suicidality? You care about what you get from me or you care about me?
Support the legalisation of assisted suicide because that’s the protection against unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty that’s what you want when you face unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. There’s no other protection of the weak how suicidal individuals are meant to be protected yet.
Else you will face the barbaric cruelty one man can do to another that’s never changed in the history of suicidal individuals in this civilisation of monsters. So devoid of any concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual that the law makers actually think the only harm is a successful suicide.
You have the choice to make a difference. Support the legalisation of assisted suicide and my death.
This is the short version of this attempt to make you the monsters who call themselves the human race have remorse and mercy.
Here’s more for you if you still can’t recognise what is the difference between cruelty and care.
a thing that defines the competency to care 