I don’t know what is the path the monsters who call themselves the human race have to take to understand the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering. Except being forced to suffer and endure against their will until they recognise the truth that it’s not killing me by my consent that’s the crime.
Even the minds of psychologists are like the minds of monsters all devoid of empathy and understanding because of the prevail of psychiatry and the lie the medical profession have at the foundation of this medical speciality.
If the institution of psychiatry and the mental health system was destroyed today it wouldn’t make a difference. The damage has already been done.
For the centuries psychiatric and mental health care the monsters who call themselves the human race have never cared. What’s done in the name of psychiatric and mental health care is too cruel to be called care.
It’s what psychiatric and mental health care is care without understanding or empathy. Because what empathy and understanding can come from the lie of mental illness, that certain types of mental suffering and mental diversity are the product of a brain defect?
I often cite the will of the monsters who call themselves the human race to endlessly and completely and utterly betray my humanity as one reason to die to be safe from all who want to betray me so much that’s what they force me to live to perfect.
But they don’t recognise they’re completely betraying me and my humanity. They actually think they do it to me because they have the competency to care.
I read something someone wrote to me today. It typifies the will to completely betray my humanity that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about. They said something like “I’m sorry you’re still suicidal” not “I can’t bear you to still be suicidal”. Then they told me to get help from those who are complicit in torturing this suicidal individual, to recommend I get care from those who never protected me with even the most basic empathy or understanding.
It’s already worse than death. I’ve been so forced to exist so far beyond the limit to what I can suffer and endure for so long – too long by any humane standard – for the truth that I can never be protected by even the most basic empathy and understanding of me. I cannot be cared about.
Thanks so much Rethink for making me have to fight for this. Thanks so much for reminding me I will never be cared about. I already know the competency to care about me doesn’t exist, that I will never be protected by even the most basic empathy and understanding for me by the species I once thought I was part of.
I really wanted to ask them if they recognise why my kind can’t live in safety amongst your kind. They want to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity. They know so much about doing this so very well and knowing so much about me helps them to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity.
I wanted to ask them if they think I’m cared about. If they know how alone I am then might recognise a loneliness they’d kill themselves than face. But such loneliness is not worse than death to me because there’s something so so much worse than death and they call themselves human and the human race. Do you think it’s because I’m cared about is the obvious question. To be expected to be cared about I should give up on – is this the point?
But value they take in their actions when they’re guided by always being devoid of empathy and understanding for me? I’m talking about the monsters who call themselves the human race here. My enemies.
My enemies cling to the products of the lie of mental illness so dearly they cannot care. The prevail of this lie is why I have not been protected by empathy and understanding. These are qualities fundamental to any sense of care but it’s nowhere in the centuries of the existence of psychiatry and mental health care.
It’s all about the unbelievable cruelties and the impossible evils the species I once thought I were impossible for the species I once thought I was part of to do to anyone. To perpetuate the unbelievable cruelties and impossible evils they force me to live…to only perfect their complete betrayal of me and my humanity they force me to live…then my enemies they expect me to live…as if I’m not human.
But value they take in their actions when they’re guided by always being devoid of empathy and understanding for me?
I am the victim of so many and so much all so much better having never been born than born to be expected to face – expected to face so much more cruelty and evil but the monsters think they do it because they care about me.
But my enemies have always ignored the limit to what I can suffer and endure. What’s a basis for sadistic cruelty? This is the answer to the question what do you want to make me feel and what can’t you bear to make me feel with so much power over how I feel? The limit to what I can face and suffer and endure against my will is there to be ignored by the sadistic nature of human nature.
Crushing blow after crushing blow when I’m suicidal already – that’s what I’m expected to face. Each blow would destroy my will to live if I wasn’t suicidal already. But my enemies never cared about how I feel or am going to feel…not even when I’m suicidal already.
My gods… can’t you recognise what’s better to never be born than be born to risk facing?
But the monsters who call themselves the human race they take value in what they do to me when they’re devoid of even the most basic empathy or understanding for me. That’s why my kind have no chance of living in safety amongst the monsters who call themselves the human race. It’s the truth about how you can do all this to me when I’m suicidal already: I’m not human so not human you can’t stop making me want to die and you know this from so much proof already so you force me to live regardless of the truth.
Why do you think I’m fighting for the death I deserve not the life I deserve?
I’m only here to be victim to what happens when the monsters who call themselves the human race have never stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering.
My enemies dehumanise me so throughly I don’t have my right to use my death to stop them. My enemies only force me to live to keep on proving I am here to be victim to the evil at the cores of a species of monsters born and bred evil and clearly the monsters who call themselves the human race have no heart to stop them.
I’m always faced with the sense of cruelty of a species of monsters born and bred evil who have never stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering.
Never protected by even the most basic empathy or understanding for me because instead of the truth about mental diversity and mental suffering a species of monsters born and bred evil needs the lie of mental illness to force them to care.
But nothing that resembles humane care comes from the lie of mental illness. In fact the existence of this lie does everything to prevent humane care and humane protections from existing.
The path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering has been blocked and destroyed by the existence of psychiatry and the lie that’s at the foundation of this evil profession as evil as a species of monsters born and bred evil.
I have no comphrension of why you would want to live with what I am expected to suffer and endure and face against my will…that’s not true is it? You the monsters who call themselves the human race have made me wake up to the unbelievable cruelties and impossible evils I couldn’t believe are possible to do to anyone…because you do care so much about the crushing blows you always expect suicidal individuals to face like you’re born and bred evil.
But the monsters who call themselves the human race they take value in what they do to me when they’re devoid of even the most basic empathy or understanding for me – what do you think is a life worse than death is created and perpetuated by?
a thing that defines the competency to care 