I got a couple of responses. This is one of them.
We know that living with serious mentaI illness can be extremely challenging, but as a charity we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact. We know mental health treatment has been underfunded for decades, our lobbying led to the NHS Long Term Plan which prioritises treatment for people who are severely affected for the first time, and we’re working to make sure that it’s implemented. We hope that this will help more people in crisis and reduce the number of people who reach the point where they are considering taking their own life.
Still need to die.
Do you know what it feels like to be owned?
That’s the point isn’t it? Your response cares about nothing. You don’t know what it’s like to be the property of monsters do you?
How do you have any protection against being owned when you are blessed whereas I’m cursed?
“Rethink believes in…” You speak of no empowerment in your response. What am I fighting against it should not be Rethink I’m fighting against. I have all all the treachery of everyone I’ve ever met and more and I have to fight against the medical profession for care. Do you trust you and your kind make it worse to still be alive?
Why do you care so much about unlimited suffering and want to achieve it?
Do you know what unlimited suffering is?
We know that living with serious mentaI illness can be extremely challenging,
But do you recognise what uniimited suffering is? I’m asking for the most basic empathy. Do you recognise what unlimited suffering is and what it feels?
What do you think a life worse than death feels like? What do you think it feels like to spend every single day looking forward to death? What do you think it feels like to be suicidal and then forced to live to suffer even more against your will? What do you think it feels like when it’s even more unlimited suffering that’s the objective of care never ever any humane protections against unlimited suffering?
Did someone tell you to betray my humanity or do you do it naturally? What else is the will to achieve unlimited suffering?
You know what I face,..or are you as utterly unaffected by what I face like everyone else?
My humanity is there to be completely and utterly betrayed. The limit to what I can face and suffer and endure against my will is there to be ignored. Do you comphrend just how much better off I’d be if I was never born?
Rethink believes in “His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”?
When’s it going to be my life?
It’s one of the things the monsters who call themselves the human race have done well. They’ve taken from me what makes my life my life to protect their unlimited cruelty.
It’s what psychiatric and mental health care does to so many victims. It’s sense of cruelty that takes away what makes my life my life and in return protects the unlimited evils and cruelties a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to we who are too different and suffer too much.
It’s abundantly clear the monsters who call themselves the human race force me to live to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual and that’s the problem. If they take away what makes my life my life and if they have power over how I feel then my life will be hell on Earth. Thru can’t do anything else because they’ve never protected me by empathy and understanding for my being.
So what they have succeeded in achieving is making more than half my adulthood worse than death. It’s a conservative estimate that half of the days of the last twenty five years I’ve wanted to die. How easily a species of monsters born and bred evil bears this truth…they actually think they care about me?
The great impacts the mental health community have achieved…how can anyone be trusted to care about me when they bear such a horrific awfulness of existence of years of forcing me to live like it’s nothing?
To not have empathy or understanding for me and other victims like me is a problem that’s never changed. To not have empathy and understanding to protect me it defines what the monsters who call themselves the human race do to me by taking from me what makes my life my life. They care so much about their objectives of unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and that’s the proof of the monumental extent of my suicidality.
It is so much effort by so many monsters to prove why I need the right to use my death and this is the reason why assisted suicide is never a crime. It is what makes my life my life to have the right to use my death and due a death of my choosing.
(High powered sniper rifle bullet fired at point blank range. To instantly shred as much of my brain as possible.)
The cost of failure is becoming suicidal and staying suicidal
This is why the monsters who call themselves the human race have achieved unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering. They cannot care.
Much as I am good at ruining my existence the monsters who call themselves the human race do it so much better than I can do.
What else can they do when all they’re good at is dehumanising suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry?
What else can they do when they’ve never had empathy and understanding to protect me?
This post is a quick summary of the condition of the minds of the monsters who call themselves the human race when it comes to having empathy and understanding for we who are too different and suffer too much. The reply I quoted at the beginning talks about mental illness and that’s what I mean when I say “we who are too different and suffer too much”.
Where to even begin to counteract the massive damage of the existence of the lie of mental illness and the existence of psychiatry?
Well there’s just Time to Change that over the last decade has been trying to combat so much evil and cruelty to begin to achieve genuine care.
But it’s typically like what the mental health community succeed in achieving. An inch towards a better future sooner – that’s the best I can trust the mental health community to succeed in achieving. Where’s the mile and where’s the marathon? The best they achieve is an inch towards a better future sooner – and that’s all they’ve achieved for me not the mile or the marathon.
They have no empathy and understanding for me.
This is what they have to say to me.
but as a charity we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact
It’s the typical sort of sense of ownership that mental health is about. What’s the impact I needed them to make before I was born or when I first became suicidal or when I spent a year feeling suicidal?
But I trust they’ll achieve an inch towards this target they choose to fight for. Not the mile or the marathon. I do believe in having a meaningful existence and equal opportunities to be rich but..is a fulfilling life the panacea that achieves what’s important to a suicidal individual? Look at the medical profession and how many doctors feel suicidal and I understand most if not all* the reasons why doctors choose to die. But think about a fulfilling life and fulfilling work doctors have.
(* – I’m reminded of something a retired psychiatrist said about what’s not a mental illness is understandable suffering so I wonder if they’d judge suicidal doctors as mentally ill?)
Obviously there are good reasons why doctors feel suicidal even though they have so many protective factors the victims of psychiatry can only dream of.
But equally there are those who don’t want to work and are happy with meaning for existence being to be happy and poor. Especially when psychiatrists have done so much to denigrate the human value of their victims it’s better to not work than to be treated like your being is worse than worthless. To be utterly devalued and work it’s the same curse of poverty. But work is full of pain.
(There’s a book called Schizophrenia and Human Value but I couldn’t make it past the first chapter because it described so many of the terrible evils and cruelties the monsters who call themselves the human race always do well to the schizophrenic mind.)
It’s deeply personal isn’t it? What’s a life worth living? For example some are happy with being poor whole others are suicidal and rich. This is not about a meaningful life but what is happiness and what leads to happiness beyond the dictate of a mental health charity that it’s a meaningful life that’s the objective.
I don’t understand a life worth living without having meaning to exist but it’s because I’m cursed like so many others who need a meaningful existence are cursed whereas others are blessed by being happy without a meaning for existence. I have the meaning to exist for a species of monsters born and bred evil to force me to suffer against my will so they know there’s nothing humane that’s innate to human nature but sadistic cruelty comes so naturally to the monsters who call themselves the human race to want to do to suicidal individuals.
What’s in the quoted text they are saying they don’t believe in the value of assisted suicide.
This rambling text here I’ve written is to think about diversity and suffering. But it’s the response that I’ve gotten that demonstrates so clearly that the objectives of mental health charities are not about empathy and understanding.
I worked at one of these charities a decade ago and they thought the important thing was to fight for men to get it off our chest. Not fight against the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. Not to fight for humane protections against what a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to be free to do to a suicidal individual – which is abuse and torture that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about doing to suicidal individuals not about protecting suicidal individuals.
“His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”.
Long term objectives are something I think about.
I face “His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”.
I face cruelty not care.
The objectives of care based on the most basic empathy and understanding is that the failures of care are when a suicidal individual becomes suicidal and stays suicidal.
This sense of care doesn’t exist. Instead it’s cruelty I face that’s all about ignoring my suffering even when I’m suicidal already. What does a meaningful life matter when it’s the meaning to exist to be forced to suffer against my will so the monsters who call themselves the human race know they’re truly sadistic by nature never humane?
Where they can only manage to achieve an inch of care they succeed in achieving miles and miles of cruelty.
Because of the high standard of education I had as a child I had higher hopes of a rich and meaningful life than most do. But it’s my pain that’s dominated my wretched existence.
But the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t care so they don’t recognise the cost of the failures of care and they just do so much more cruelty once they’ve completely and utterly failed to care.
The cost of failure is when a suicidal individual becomes suicidal and stays suicidal. That’s the obvious logical sequitur when you have empathy and understanding for suicidal individuals.
But a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t care. So care is to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual that’s what is protected and the objective is to force suicidal individuals to live indefinitely…they do miles and miles of cruelty to achieve their objectives and achieve only an inch of care.
So all they do is ignore the limit to what I can endure. That’s been happening most of my life. They refuse to recognise I have a limit to what I can suffer and endure and face against my will… because they have no understanding or empathy to protect me.
Should I blame myself for not communicating my needs or my suffering well enough? The mental health charity I once worked for had the campaign objective of men getting it off our chests.
But the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t understand what the words “I want to die” means. They’ve never recognised the truth about these words spoken throughout history by so many suicidal individuals and the meaning is always ignored by the monsters who call themselves the human race. So they abuse and torture suicidal individuals without remorse or mercy.
Their choices to make suicidal individuals suffer beyond the cruelty of being forced to live. It’s damned my existence and made me one of the legion of the damned – we who are better off having never been born than born to live amongst monsters like you.
It’s that act of taking from me what makes my life my life that’s the act of being forced to live. The monsters deem this to be essential care. But in return for taking away from me what makes my life my life…all the monsters who call themselves the human race care about is achieving unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. They take from me what makes my life my life and in return they protect every single cruelty and evil a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to a suicidal individual.
“His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”. With this – the truth – the monsters who call themselves the human race achieve an inch of care and miles and miles of cruelty.
They do not understand what the words “I want to die’ means – I’m talking about ever in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race have they ever recognised what these words mean. So like they do to every other suicidal individual they take from me what makes my life my life – by forcing me to live – and in return they really do care about doing whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual.
Xxxxxx
You need me to suffer against my will and you won’t even give me the right to use my death to stop you.
We know that living with serious mentaI illness can be extremely challenging, but as a charity we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact. We know mental health treatment has been underfunded for decades, our lobbying led to the NHS Long Term Plan which prioritises treatment for people who are severely affected for the first time, and we’re working to make sure that it’s implemented. We hope that this will help more people in crisis and reduce the number of people who reach the point where they are considering taking their own life.
Hope it’s so vital isn’t it?
But all they can do is at best achieve an inch of care about hope. But they achieve the miles and miles of cruelty and evil a species of monsters born and bred actually wants to do to suicidal individuals.
The first mile is the right to use one’s death. It’s the first mile of a sense of care that recognises the cost of failure by recognising the truth and the meaning of the words “I want to die” means for the first time in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race.
It is the first mile against the tyranny of evil that is the best a species of monsters born and bred evil can achieve in response to the words “I want to die”.
It’s “we focus on what’s important to a suicidal individual” than “we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact“.
Throughout the existence of this mental health charity who decided to reply to me they’ve never focused on such an important question as why do suicidal individuals choose to suffer alone.
In so many ways I’ve tried to make the monsters recognise the difference between cruelty and care. It’s the objectives and the methods the monsters who call themselves the human race think are care but they’re so cruel when it’s based on the medicalised approach.
a thing that defines the competency to care 