Such constancy of suicidality such as mine is it’s only ever possible in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil. The best the monsters who call themselves the human race have ever achieved as a basis for care is the acceptability of suicidality as an acceptable consequence and always an acceptable consequence. It’s the polar opposite of a basis for care but it’s care about the self interests of monsters that’s the best the monsters who call themselves the human race have ever achieved. No suicidal individual wants to face the acceptability of suicidality as much as no one who has the capacity to feel ever wants to be born whenever and wherever the acceptability of suicidality exists.