I have a complexity of being and consciousness that’s always destined me to a hard and difficult life. My mind is so complex in so many ways and I have always been destined to face such complexity of mind and consciousnesses and reality matter whenever and wherever I am born. It’s even worse because I have no good teachers to help me understand the complexity of my consciousness. But living amongst the monsters who call themselves the human race – a species of monsters born and bred evil has only succeeded in making my life much more hard and difficult but most of all the monsters who call themselves the human race have never stopped proving why I’m better off having never been born. It’s all you can do is prove why my life is so much worse because you’ve made me a slave to the proof of the truth about human nature by denying me the only protection something like me has ever had to achieve my safety. You’ve only made my existence so worse and so much worse than death. I have things to understand that are so much harder than you have to understand and complexities of consciousness far beyond your capability to comphrend. My being is so different to yours and you’ve only succeeded in cursing my being to be better off having never been born. You can’t even care about my self interests. Let alone comphrend just how hard my existence would be if I didn’t live amongst a species of monsters born and bred evil. My death will do but I’m so much better off having never been born because of the difference you make to my existence.