I doubt you have the competency to recognise this. I doubt you have the competency to care so you don’t have the concept of living in safety from suicidality is part of living in safety.

Let me make this truth where it’s meant to be.

So what I face is years of being suicidal then crushing blow after crushing blow, hells after hell, because the monsters who call themselves the human race are still evil as always and always and still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Each blow would take my will to live if I wasn’t suicidal already. But I’m suicidal already.

Do you have the competency to recognise a darkness of existence that’s blacker than black?

It’s been so long since I looked forward to living. I look forward to dying every single day you the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

Instead of granting me my death the monsters who call themselves the human race only protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely – so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel this is the basis of care for suicidal individuals of the monsters who call themselves the human race. This is what is protected by the laws that affect suicidal individuals. Everything the monsters do to prevent successful suicides it’s because they really do want to protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely – I speak from vast amounts of personal experience.

I wasn’t always so certain about the necessity of the legalisation of assisted suicide. In fact perhaps fifteen years ago I was against the legalisation of assisted suicide. I was suicidal then but I didn’t believe in the necessity of the legalisation of assisted suicide like I do now.

My journey to recognise the truths I know began when I was working towards better clinical guidelines for we who are labelled with schizophrenia spectrum “mental illnesses”. The charity Rethink sent an email to its supporters to ask our MPs to make sure the guidelines were implemented. I clicked to send the message without reading the guidelines then my MP replied back I think to ask if I was sure I wanted what Rethink wanted so I went to read the clinical guidelines by NICE and they were absolutely atrocious recommendation.

The lives of schizophrenics are often hell. The proof of this is the very high prevalence of suicidality in this group who are victims of psychiatry. NICEs recommendations were like using a water pistol to put out a forest fire.

(It’s one of the great tragedies that the medical profession can’t recognise the presence of suicidal thoughts and feelings are the product of weakness, of fragility, of sensitivity. The prevalence of suicidal thoughts and feelings is high in those labelled with schizophrenia spectrum disorders – but instead of protect their victims from abuse the medical profession are part of the abuses done to the weak. That’s what psychiatric and mental health care does and always does. Never protects the weak but thinks the protection of the weak is by the use of such cruelties such as imprisonment. Then they wonder why suicidal individuals remain suicidal.)

I spent a couple of years reading research and information to seek to better these recommendations and send my findings to my MP to urge NICE to do something good not all the evil their recommendations were full of. But I utterly failed to come up with any evidence based improvements and really only came to recognise the horrific evil of the use of the drug clozapine – a drug forced on schizophrenics in the name of forced normalisation that kills.

All the while I was doing this I was suicidal and as I worked on this my white whale I came to recognise that assisted suicide has to be legal. It’s too good to be illegal. It’s too invaluable to be illegal.

Then by my own faults and the faults of monsters my life took a major turn for the worse. What was already the hell of staying suicidal became the hell of more and worsening of my suicidal thoughts and feelings. These only acceptable in a civilisation of monsters. Because what the monsters who call themselves the human race have as a basis for care for suicidal individuals is the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. By the standards of monsters this is care but at least I recognise it’s only cruelty and sadistic cruelty at that that’s what I face. (It actually makes the monsters who call themselves the human race feel better by doing such cruelty to me and other suicidal individuals – there’s the source of the tragedies upon tragedy they always do so well to suicidal individuals.)

(Because of the prejudices perpetuated and enforced by psychiatry alone…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

I didn’t recognise what I was facing at this point. I didn’t recognise the brutality one man can do to another has never meaningfully changed in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race. I didn’t recognise what I recognise so clearly now and that’s the brutality the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to suicidal individuals.

(Because of the prejudices perpetuated and enforced by psychiatry alone…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

I didn’t recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race protect their freedom to achieve wanton and barbaric abuses of suicidal individuals. Not over a decade ago but I recognise this truth now absolutely clearly now and to this very moment I recognise this truth. By what they force me to live to inflict and the freedoms they protect by denying me my death.

(Because of the prejudices perpetuated and enforced by psychiatry alone…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

The barbaric cruelty one man can do to another is what has been protected for so long in the name of psychiatric and mental health care for suicidal individuals (and other victims of psychiatry) and before the monsters who call themselves the human race tried to care about suicidal individuals.

I really don’t want to recall the experiences that the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me of this truth. I don’t even need to recall the experiences of the barbaric abuses the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to suicidal individuals. They happen to me even now.

Let me reiterate

So what I face is years of being suicidal then crushing blow after crushing blow, hells after hell, because the monsters who call themselves the human race are still evil as always and always and still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Each blow would take my will to live if I wasn’t suicidal already. But I’m suicidal already.

Do you have the competency to recognise a darkness of existence that’s blacker than black?

(Because of the prejudices perpetuated and enforced by psychiatry alone…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

I wasn’t always so certain about the necessity of the legalisation of assisted suicide or the protection of human rights for suicidal individuals – such as the right to use one’s death.

But now I am.

For one thing it’s the remorseless and merciless cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race think is care.

(Because of the prejudices perpetuated and enforced by psychiatry alone…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

It’s utterly destroyed my faith in the species I once thought I was part of. It’s one of these things you’ll never recognise is important and vital to living to trust the human race have the capacity to care and be humane and be good. It was always vital for me to have faith in the human race but they destroyed this faith over a decade ago and still can’t stop proving the truth about human nature. This crushing blow happened after years of feeling suicidal.

(…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

It’s because of what the monsters who call themselves the human race are free to do to a suicidal individual. They don’t protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected because of the dehumanisation fundamental to the paradigms and practices of psychiatry. (Mental diversity and mental suffering are the product of brain defects and by the standards of psychiatrists this is the truth. It’s the truth about the practice of dehumanisation practiced by psychiatry.)

(Do you have the competency to recognise that if I lived your life I’d want to kill myself?)

With these freedoms protected by the vast majority I am victim to the brutality that one man can do to another and the proof that the barbaric things the monsters who call themselves the human race do it never changes. While there have been gains when it comes to protection against physical suffering without consent the monsters who call themselves the human race are so sadistic to suicidal individuals.

So taking my will to live like it’s worthless isn’t enough for the monsters who call themselves the human race. Even forcing me to live for so long isn’t enough to satiate the sadistic nature of human nature. Even giving me yet another reason to die so profoundly worse than death as having lost faith in everyone I’ve ever met and more to be humane and good. These things are too awful for anyone to face. But I face these things and more and it’s still not enough to satiate the evil at the cores of a species of monsters born and bred evil. Each a crushing blow in itself that would destroy my will to live if I wasn’t suicidal already but I’m suicidal and still suicidal and face these crushing blows.

(…what do you expect was going to happen to something so different as I am?)

When once the main thing to die to escape from was to escape from the mental pain of living then as human nature is as remorseless as it is merciless to suicidal individuals I recognised the truth that the objective of no more people is yet another primary purpose of using my death to achieve. You even begin to comprehend how horrific it is to want to die to escape from the monsters who call themselves the human race?

But that’s the thing. The monsters who call themselves the human race you do not know pain. They never developed this capacity for empathy for mental pain because of the dehumanisation fundamental to the paradigms and practices of psychiatry. The existence of psychiatry did nothing to change the evil at their cores or give you a heart to stop them.

Recognise the truth why I have to die it’s because of what you are born and bred. Can you recognise what this pain is like when you face it?

What do you think is going to happen to me when so many monsters take power over how I feel? When the monsters who call themselves the human race are still unaffected by how suicidal individuals what else can happen to something like me?

The dehumanisation of suicidal individuals is so profound and pervasive. This is one of the things responsible for my death not assisted suicide. The monsters think it’s to kill me by my consent that’s the crime, the thing they can’t bear to happen to me, but they bear my suicidality like I am here to have my humanity completely and utterly betrayed by everyone.

Its not just the last decade I face the utter incompetence to make me want to live. But neither do I face any humane protections for suicidal individuals. What I face has everything in common with “your suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as you live” – the monsters who call themselves the human race have always had this sense of cruelty for suicidal individuals throughout the centuries the monsters who call themselves the human race have tried to care about suicidal individuals since the lie of mental illness and the institution of psychiatry founded on this lie was invented.

So the monsters who call themselves the human race lack even the most basic empathy to recognise what I face is only sadistic cruelty. Because the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal is there to be ignored. The limit to what I can suffer and endure is always there to be ignored – that’s what is in the minds of monsters throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race and throughout the history of the existence of psychiatry.

The limit to what I can suffer and endure is always there to be ignored – this is the opposite of care but it’s what I face. Can you have the empathy to recognise what this truth feels like to a suicidal individual?

Can you even begin to comprehend what it’s like to spend a decade and every single day you look forward to dying and never look forward to living? You can’t recognise this is too cruel to force anyone to endure because you the monsters who call themselves the human race are still and always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. You only give me more truth about why I should never ever had any faith that the human race can be humane. You only give me more proof I am better off having never been born by denying me my death and the freedom the monsters who call themselves the human race protect by denying me my death.

(A species of monsters born and bred evil who gorges on the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and has never ever cared about protecting suicidal individuals against abuse – yes I do know why you can’t do anything else after you force me to live.)

It’s being so cruel to suicidal individuals that’s what I can trust the monsters who call themselves the human race to do. This is the truth that has changed me and made me such a strong supporter of my death. It’s what’s made me so certain of the necessity of the legislation of assisted suicide but also of everything else that defines a revolution towards humane society and culture and care.

(What do you expect is going to happen to something like me when you can’t care? You’re too cruel in the name of psychiatric and mental health care.)

What exists right now is utter heartlessness for the tragedies of being suicidal because I can’t take the pain of living. I can’t live your lives and I can’t live my life. They’re all options worse than death. But the prevail of utter heartlessness leads to the objective of no more people too that’s yet another reason to die. You can’t even begin to comprehend how awful this all feels – so I only face the sense of cruelty “your suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as you live”.

So what I face is years of being suicidal then crushing blow after crushing blow, hells after hell, because the monsters who call themselves the human race are still evil as always and always and still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Each blow would take my will to live if I wasn’t suicidal already. But I’m suicidal already.

Do you have the competency to recognise a darkness of existence that’s blacker than black?

(The point I was meant to lead to is the concept of being safe to be alive as defined by the concept that living in safety from suicidality is part of living in safety. The point would be the monsters who call themselves the human race are so utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel that the species of monsters born and bred evil who call themselves the human race do not have this concept ever throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race. Then I would lead to the point that if you have an iota of empathy for suicidal individuals then you recognise that 1% of a 150 year lifetime spent suicidal is the proof that a suicidal individual can’t live in safety amongst monsters like you.)

(But it’s all about you you who have never stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering…how can you believe you can care about me when you have not ever stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering. The monsters who call themselves the human race have the lie of mental illness and none of you have ever stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering. You bear the darkness of my existence that’s blacker than black like you only have evil at your cores and no heart and that’s why I can’t live in safety. You’re just too evil to be able to care. Obviously when you are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel you’ll never recognise why 1% of a lifetime spent suicidal is too much to be beared.)

(I doubt the monsters who call themselves the human race have any comphrension of the unlimited cruelties and evils I face when I’m suicidal already but it is the disregard for the effects of these unlimited cruelties and evils I trust them to do well. It’s so many suicidal thoughts and feelings forced on me. Not because they’re unavoidable but they’re unavoidable because you the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t put the objective of making further and worsening of suicidality avoidable on the agenda of care. It’s another reason why assisted suicide is a crime. The monsters don’t want to protect suicidal individuals against further and worsening of suicidality – the monsters who call themselves the human race have this as a basis for care throughout the history of psychiatry. It is knowing the protections against a suicidal individual being tortured have utterly failed me that’s why you understand why assisted suicide is never a crime.)

One day the monsters who call themselves the human race might recognise that years of forcing a suicidal individual to live is too much to force anyone to endure. Perhaps in a century or a millennium in the future the monsters who call themselves the human race might finally develop the competency to care – but it’s never happened before that the monsters who call themselves the human race have the competency to care about we who are too different mentally and suffer too much mentally. (It should evolve to a year being too long to force anyone to stay suicidal then a month then pure freedom – there are some monsters who call this progression towards human rights “the slippery slope” and they are why we the legion of the damned are more legion. Why will it evolve like this? Because the cruelty in forcing someone to suffer against one’s will is even more cruel when done to a suicidal individual.)

(I do believe a year between decision and death is too long to force anyone to endure against their will. I think month is too long because of the personal experiences the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me. The cruelty a species of monsters born and bred evil who call themselves the human race can do to a suicidal individual given a month to do it is why I believe even a month of the monsters who call themselves the human race taking power away from a suicidal individual and taking power over how a suicidal individual feels is too dangerous – they might torture you like they torture me given the opportunity. Their will to use unlimited cruelties and evils on suicidal individuals is without remorse or mercy or any limit because that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to a suicidal individual and still this is the freedom they protect not this suicidal individual or any other.)

Throughout the history of the existence of psychiatry the monsters who call themselves the human race only prove they can’t tell the difference between cruelty and care. Can you recognise this human incompetency from the history of unlimited evils and cruelties and abuses done to the victims of psychiatry?

On the one hand I do not want to rank one type of victim of the evil at the cores of the medical profession against another. However it is the mistreatment and unlimited cruelties and evils done to suicidal individuals and acceptable to the monsters who govern as well as the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race that is by far the most obvious truth about human nature that the monsters do not have the competency to recognise the difference between cruelty and care. This defines the inexorable progress of my suicidality – the monsters who call themselves the human race do not have the competency to care but they make their cruelty absolutely flawless by ignoring how I feel.)

For millennia the monsters who call themselves the human race are always unaffected by how suicidal individuals and that’s never changed. This is not going to meaningfully change in a lifetime. It defines the acceptable consequences that others believe are acceptable consequences for me to face but would never accept them as acceptable consequences if it happens to someone the monsters care about like they care about themselves. Without even the most basic compassion to recognise what it feels like to face my suicidal thoughts and feelings.

So many of the tragedies upon tragedy of my existence are based on the monsters who call themselves the human race being utterly incompetent when recognising the difference between cruelty and care but it’s their cruelty they make absolutely flawless. That’s why I’m one of the legion of the damned.

It is probably going to be a few or more generations of the monsters who call themselves the human race before they are affected enough to recognise their crimes against my humanity. To this day a species of monsters born and bred evil who call themselves the human race refuse to recognise that years of forcing a suicidal individual to live is only the product of unbridled hatred and a punishment too cruel to do to anyone. I face the will to torture a suicidal individual and that’s what the laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for and not against.

Where was I…oh yes. We the legion of the damned. This is my creative label for we who are better off having never been born.

It’s an obvious truth but it’s not recognised that in every generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race we the legion of the damned exist. In every generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race there are always we who are better off having never been born than live to face the unlimited cruelties and evils justified by the minds of monsters.

It’s vital to recognise we the legion of the damned do exist. It’s vital to recognise we the legion of the damned exist and still exist because of the prevail of the minds of monsters in this generation and in this civilisation of monsters.

You might try to recognise this truth about we the legion of the damned by looking back throughout history. This is also relevant to do to recognise why assisted suicide is never a crime.

In the past what happens to make so many part of we the legion of the damned, we who are better off having never been born.

The woman who is raped but she is punished by being stoned to death. Because of the prejudices that used to prevail that denigrated and oppressed women so when the rapist says “she tried to have sex with me” the man is believed but the woman is not.

The woman routinely beaten by her husband but such abuse is not a crime. But divorce was believed to be what’s wrong. So the victim keeps on getting beaten and those around her tell her “get over it” or “things might get better eventually at some point perhaps” or “my husband beats me too but it’s not that bad but divorce is wrong”.

The slave who knows they’re free and slavery is wrong. But the other slaves are happy being slaves and the minds of slave owners in the time when slavery prevailed can’t respect the mind of the slave who knows they’re a free man. So the slave suffers alone and exists when no compassion or understanding exists.

The torture of those with a schizophrenic type mind who were deemed to be witches.

The worst thing the Nazis did to Jews.

The homosexuals oppressed by religions then by the criminal justice system and the minds of the law makers then by the medical profession.

Whenever in history hunger and starvation are acceptable consequences to be beared so easily.

You can come up with your own examples for what being one of the legion of the damned means to you. You must be able to recognise by looking throughout history that there are evils and cruelties you would want to never be born to live to risk facing. You should be able to recognise the prevail of the minds of monsters is why we the legion of the damned exist throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race, the minds of monsters that you would never want to be victim of.

You should be able to recognise what we the legion of the damned already know and that’s how sadistic human nature is from this exercise where you look throughout history to find examples of cruelty you’d be better off having never been born than live to face.

But you do not recognise we the legion of the damned exist now and have always existed in the same way you do not recognise that human nature has not fundamentally changed.

This exercise in feeling and recognising what is absolutely cruelty and evil in hindsight by looking back throughout history. It is also for you to recognise what you do not recognise and that’s that the monsters who call themselves the human race are still as evil that we the legion of the damned we still exist in this generation and civilisation of monsters.

Why is it vital to recognise the truth about we the legion of the damned looking back throughout history for examples of the unlimited cruelties and evils you are glad you are not born to face?

You have to recognise why assisted suicide is never a crime.

It’s what happens when the monsters who call themselves the human race are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. The prevail of the minds of monsters in this generation and civilisation of monsters means there’s so many more of we the legion of the damned.

You can recognise the unlimited cruelties and evils you wish you were never born than live to face…can you? If you can then you recognise why assisted suicide is never a crime.

There’s one thing to look back at the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race and recognise what’s best never being born than to live to face. Then there’s the thing about what you would want when you face the unlimited cruelties and evils the minds of monsters who prevail in this generation and civilisation of monsters.

A better way to put it is to ask you to recognise what things would make you want to kill yourself but I can’t make this point to have any effect on what you the monsters who call themselves the human race can and can’t do to a suicidal individual because you are just like every generation of monsters before you and still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

If you are affected by how suicidal individuals feel then I have nothing to fight for.

But you don’t even have the competency to recognise we the legion of the damned exist and have always existed. Instead you think the monsters who call themselves the human race are good…so good that no one needs the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide.

Like every generation before you and throughout the existence of psychiatry the monsters who call themselves the human race think they’re so good that suicidal thoughts and feelings must be the product of a mental illness and caused by a defective brain. This is the mass effect I face of hundreds of generations of the monsters who call themselves the human race and billions of monsters in this generation of monsters all so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel because you don’t have the truth.

(They don’t have the competency to recognise the difference between cruelty and care but it’s their cruelty they make absolutely flawless by what a species of monsters born and bred evil thinks they can’t do to a suicidal individual in the name of psychiatric and mental health care.)

You think you’re so good that no one needs the mercy and protection of assisted suicide or you’re so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel that you actually think it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime, the thing you can’t bear to be done to a suicidal individual. That’s why you are not part of the queues to kill me by my consent.

Even now I face the unacceptable consequence that I’m going to keep on feeling suicidal and being kept on being made to feel suicidal.

Because this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race has no limit to what they can force suicidal individuals to suffer and endure against our wills and that’s why it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime – that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race call care.

The worst state of conscious existence. The worst state of mental suffering. The monsters who call themselves the human race think this is to be made unlimited given the opportunity – that’s the purpose of the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

So we the legion of the damned are more legion. There are so many more of us who are better off having never been born because this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race are still utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

It’s not just the criminalisation of assisted suicide that’s the proof of the truth about human nature but it’s only sadistic nature that defines the criminalisation of assisted suicide. To be so sadistic to ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal – these are the things I can trust the monsters who call themselves the human race to do – defines the sadistic cruelty that’s the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

Look at all the things throughout history you’d never want to face and by doing this you should have countless examples of what’s also worth dying to escape from having to face as well as the will to never be born.

Then you must recognise why assisted suicide is never a crime. Unlimited evil and cruelty and unlimited suffering are what no one should ever face. You have this sense of care – no of course not. The monsters who call themselves the human race can’t tell the difference between cruelty and care but you make certain it’s your cruelty that’s what is absolutely flawless by all the list of things the monsters can’t do to a suicidal individual – it’s a list so full of the wills to achieve unlimited cruelties and evils and unlimited suffering

If nothing else assisted suicide is a protection without equal in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil as the victims guarantee. Assisted suicide is certainly without equal in protecting suicidal individuals from being victims like me, victims of monsters who really do succeed in achieving control and cruelty not care.

Again what do you think we the legion of the damned are? We exist because of the unlimited cruelties and evils that exist because of the prevail of the minds of monsters. We are victims to unlimited cruelty and evil that’s acceptable in whatever generation of monsters the sadistic nature of human nature prevails in. We are the victims of what happens when the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected is yet to be invented, the victims of just how much the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about achieving unlimited cruelties and evils and the unlimited suffering of suicidal individuals.

(Even now I only have more proof that the limit to what I can suffer and endure is there to be ignored by the monsters who are without remorse for making me want to die again and again and again and obviously as remorseless as devoid of mercy. How else can these monsters think it’s killing me by my consent that’s the one thing the monsters who call themselves the human race can’t do to this suicidal individual?)

But it’s the evil and cruelty monsters do and in every generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race the monsters you think you are good. It’s when you don’t recognise the evil then you don’t recognise the victims then the value of assisted suicide as the victims guarantee is even more invaluable not less important.

But every generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race can only recognise the truth about human nature in hindsight. So you don’t recognise we the legion of the damned exist or why we exist or why assisted suicide is never a crime. So you don’t have the competency to care about us and this defines so much more of the unlimited cruelties and evils the monsters think are acceptable consequences than the unlimited cruelties and evils well protected by the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

So you think the criminalisation of the victims guarantee – one of many purposes of which assisted suicide is without equal in serving the individual – you think it’s a crime… because you can care?

You are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel you can’t tell the difference between cruelty and care but you the monsters who call themselves the human race you do make your cruelty absolutely flawless. You are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel you still deny me my death.

You actually think killing me by my consent that’s the crime, the thing you can’t do to a suicidal individual. You don’t recognise I’m denied my death to serve the will of the monsters who call themselves the human race to achieve unlimited cruelties and evils and to make certain my suffering is unlimited – so you don’t recognise I face absolutely flawless cruelty.

You don’t have the competency to recognise the difference between cruelty and care but it’s the cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to a suicidal individual they make absolutely flawless in what they do to ‘help’ me.

Without remorse for forcing me to live to keep on making me want to die again and again and again the human race deny me access to assisted suicide – you actually believe this is a basis for care for suicidal individuals? Without mercy for the constancy and inexorable progress of my suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts the monsters who call themselves the human race deny me my death – you actually think you do it because you care about me?

What you are doing to me, what you are forcing me to suffer and endure against my will, by denying me my death is based on acts of unbridled hatred and by the sadistic nature of human nature. How evil are you to think why I’m forced to suffer and endure against my will is anything else but the consequence of the sadistic nature that really is human nature?

If you have an iota of anything humane in you and your kind you should at least have the competency to recognise that years of forcing someone to live is a punishment too cruel to do to anyone. But as always the monsters who call themselves the human race are unaffected by how suicidal individuals so what’s a punishment too cruel to do to anyone you actually think years of forcing me to live is…it’s what to you who only have evil at your cores and no heart to stop you?

What only a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t do to a suicidal individual. What the monsters who call themselves the human race can’t do to a suicidal individual…you actually think it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime and that’s why all you can do well is prove the sadistic nature of human nature can’t change.

How evil are you that you think you deny me my death because you care about me. But you can’t even recognise the difference between cruelty and care can you? Because if you had a shred of anything humane innate to human nature you know what is a punishment too cruel to do to anyone is to force someone to live for years.

What do you think the criminalisation of assisted suicide is but the unlimited cruelties and evils of forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will – the sort of unlimited cruelties and evils that’s why we the legion of the damned exist?

Wake up to the unlimited cruelties and evils the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to me? You the monsters who call themselves the human race have already done this well. But clearly it’s all about you recognising the truth about human nature that defines the truth about what I face and continue to be denied my death to face: the unlimited cruelties and evils of forcing me to live that’s why I am one of the legion of the damned.

I will keep on feeling suicidal. You are too evil to care about this. We the legion of the damned we are not few we are so many because the objective of making further and worsening of suicidality falls so low on the agenda of the sense of care of monsters for suicidal individuals that assisted suicide is a crime.

We the legion of the damned are so many because this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race are as always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

You actually think it’s killing me by my consent that’s the crime, the thing this generation of monsters can’t do to a suicidal individual.

As always the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel so we the legion of the damned are more legion.

When you have the power to protect a suicidal individual from even more suicidal thoughts and feelings…when you have the power to protect a suicidal individual against the unlimited cruelties and evils the monsters who call themselves the human race always do to suicidal individuals…but you know this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race doesn’t protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.

Do you accept my further and worsened suicidality like the sadistic nature of human nature has never changed? Do you ignore the limit to what I can suffer and endure against my will? Do you want to be part of making we the legion of the damned even more damned?

Every day is worse than death…how can you force more of this on me or any other of we the legion of the damned?

I urge you to support the legalisation of assisted suicide and join the queues of those who are glad to kill me by my consent. Join those who can’t bear me to feel suicidal and can’t bear me to stay suicidal for so long.

I should be fair about what my MP did to me.

She clarified in my mind the difference between the fallibility of the mind and the protection of the weak.

I should have recognised it myself that the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected it doesn’t exist. She helped me recognise why I have not been cared about.

From the moment – and before – I became a victim of psychiatry I should have recognised that I have never been protected how the weak are meant to be protected. Those who want to completely betray my humanity are who are protected.

For some reason I have the song words “king of sorrow” in mind. Just these words not the rest of the song.

I face the will to achieve infinite sadness and to grow abject hopelessness. This is what the monsters who call themselves the human race achieve in the name of protecting the vulnerable.

She makes the point so well about the victims guarantee. Because of the meaning of vulnerability in the minds of the law makers.

The law makers believe “the protection of the vulnerable” when applied to we who are too different mentally and suffer too much when it’s mental suffering they have the protection of the fallibility of the mind – and I’m being kind here. That’s what “we have to continue the criminalisation of assisted suicide because we have to protect the vulnerable” means. She is using psychiatric and mental health concepts of cruelty and unlimited cruelty and while the unlimited cruelties the laws that legislate for might serve as the protection against the fallibility of the mind of suicidal individuals they serve a purpose and methods that are the diametric opposite of what is the protection of the weak.

What “we have to continue the criminalisation of assisted suicide because we have to protect the vulnerable” means it also represents the truth that the protection of the weak doesn’t exist to protect we who are too different mentally and we who suffer too much when it’s mental suffering.

Because assisted suicide is fundamental to the protection of the weak. Assisted suicide is without equal in serving as the victims guarantee.

It is, for example, when you recognise the protection against a suicidal individual being tortured is not going to succeed you recognise why assisted suicide is fundamental to the protection of the weak.

But it’s when you recognise that protecting suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected it has never existed throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race nor in the centuries of the existence of psychiatry. For the same reasons that the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t have the competency to care about suicidal individuals it’s why assisted suicide is a crime.

The clearest example I can think of is the purpose of every single law and legal precedent that protects against suffering without consent. This is the protection of the weak that’s evolved so slowly through generation after generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

Such purpose of the law it has never protected a suicidal individual before in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

There are health and safety laws that protect against the risk of a broken hand but not a single protection for suicidal individuals against the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die – not even assisted suicide.

My MP has helped me to recognise a few things but she really has helped me recognise the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected it doesn’t exist in this generation of a species of monsters born and bred evil who call themselves the human race.

The law makers at best have the protection against the fallibility of the suicidal mind but in the name of these protection they achieve the opposite of the protection of the weak.

It’s by any method no matter how inherently cruel and evil the methods used on suicidal individuals are that’s what she is taking about when she says “we can’t legalise assisted suicide because we have to protect the vulnerable”. She’s not talking about vulnerable meaning weakness.

Because how can the protection of the weak involve the will to take the cruelty in forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will and against consent – not ordinary pain but the pain suicidal individuals face that’s already worse than death and worth dying to escape from – and want to make such cruelty unlimited?

Where’s the protection of the weak?

I am doing something quite rare in that I have cut and pasted below.

Where’s the protection of the weak?

• A decade of forcing me to live to stay suicidal and keep on making me want to die is a punishment too cruel to do to anyone. It’s because you’re a species of monsters born and bred evil you’re so sadistic you force me to suffer and endure against my will this long. This last decade is not the totality of my suicidality and that’s just more proof that I am something to you the monsters who call themselves the human race not someone like you and this complete dehumanisation by the monsters who call themselves the human race leads to such a complete betrayal of my humanity.
• But it’s dehumanisation that is what the monsters who call themselves the human race always do to suicidal individuals. That’s what the lie of mental illness and the biomedical model of mental health and illness does. It dehumanises. It creates and underclass who don’t have the protection of human rights – so profound is the dehumanisation that the human rights movement don’t protect suicidal individuals. So profound is the dehumanisation that the method of punishment – imprisonment – is used on suicidal individuals as if there’s no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.
• This cruelty is matched by a dearth of humane protections. There are health and safety laws that prevent against the risk of a broken hand but no such protections for suicidal individuals. There’s the domestic abuse laws that protect against abuse in a relationship but the monsters who call themselves the human race have no concept of what’s the abuses suicidal individuals should never face so the law makers have made no humane protections. Hell there’s even the hate laws that decree a worse crime when it’s done out of hatred but there’s not a single humane protection for suicidal individuals.
• All of this evil and sadistic nature and dehumanisation of suicidal individuals leads to the utmost cruelty and the embodiment of this sadistic cruelty is the criminalisation of assisted suicide and the criminalisation of the victims guarantee – an obvious purpose of assisted suicide is it is without equal in serving as the victims guarantee and all the more invaluable when the monsters who call themselves the human race have no remorse for making a suicidal individual want to die again and again and again or mercy.
• A humane act based on consent – which is what assisted suicide is – is a crime but the monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so the method of punishment of the worst criminals and imprisonment is a deliberate attempt to ruin quality of life it’s used on suicidal individuals because a species of monsters born and bred evil really can’t tell the difference between cruelty and care. No heart to stop you from using a method that is the deliberate act of ruining quality of life on a suicidal individual
• The suicide experts – the medical profession – have no concept of the harms and abuses done to suicidal individuals as too cruel so they do not fight for any humane protections for suicidal individuals and neither do the law makers or the human rights movement. So look at all the control and cruelty in the laws that affect suicidal individuals. That’s exactly how profound the dehumanisation of every suicidal individual is that defines something as barbaric as the criminalisation of assisted suicide. It’s cruelty without remorse or mercy that defines the sense of care of the monsters who call themselves the human race for suicidal individuals.
• Because the monsters who call themselves the human race always dehumanises suicidal individuals to such an extent that you have no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual I have to fight for my death.
• Do you have the competency to recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race have never before protected suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected? How else can assisted suicide be a crime.

1) There’s an act of sadistic cruelty which is forcing a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die. It is a punishment too cruel to do to anyone.

I’m talking about a specific intended act or acts designed to force a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die. There’s not a single law that protects against this possibility.

Do you recognise that so much evil prevails?

2) Now consider something else. Forcing a suicidal individual to live knowing they’ll be kept on being made suicidal. The intention is to use the cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to live but it’s not the same intent to force a suicidal individual to keep on making them want to die as the intent of one individual or group of individuals or entities as in 1.

It’s the intent in 1 and 2 to use the cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to live and it’s a deliberate attempt to force suffering against consent. But it’s not the pure evil of intentionally forcing a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die as in 1.

The acceptable consequence however is that they are forcing a suicidal individual to live knowing the monsters who call themselves the human race are going to keep on making them want to die. This is what is legislated for not against.

Do you recognise that so much evil prevails?

The monsters who call themselves the human race really do not care about how their suicidal victims feel in the slightest. Thus such freedoms prevail as much as sadistic nature prevails in human nature.

How does the suicidal victim feel in cases 1 and 2? This is not about the intent of the sadists and the minds of sadists in 1 and 2. It’s simply about the effect on the suicidal victim.

The law makers do believe in the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and that’s what leads to both 1 and 2 where the pursuit of sadistic cruelty is protected and protected indefinitely by the criminalisation of assisted suicide. (Assisted suicide is obviously without equal in depriving the monsters who call themselves the human race of their freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.)

Now you might suggest that it’s unintentional sadistic cruelty when those who make a suicidal individual want to die don’t know they’re making a suicidal individual want to die. But when they do know it’s a suicidal individual it doesn’t affect them – and this is also about the medical suicide experts who want to be free to use whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual. Even the medical suicide experts believe in the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and gorge on it.

Obviously there’s a range of uncontrollable forces involved but there are controllable forces that relate to the protection of the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and the freedom to force a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die.

But what I’m interested in is how does the suicidal victim take control and take power over our lives and our deaths to deprive the monsters of two freedoms that have always been cared about by the monsters who call themselves the human race.

The first freedom I have already mentioned. It’s the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. (If only the monsters count the victims of this…it’s most if not all suicidal individuals who are victim to this freedom that the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about.)

But there’s a higher freedom than this. It’s the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. This freedom alone is the truth about the sadistic nature of human nature.

These freedoms are so entrenched in the human race they’ve existed for millennia then even when the monsters who call themselves the human race tried to care about suicidal individuals still it’s these freedoms that are so important to the monsters who call themselves the human race.

Will they ever change? Yes. It’s when the monsters who call themselves the human race recognise why there’s no care without assisted suicide that’s when their suicidal victims have one form of power and control to deprive the monsters who call themselves the human race of these two freedoms the monsters who call themselves the human race have always protected.

The criminalisation of assisted suicide is the product of the sadistic nature of human nature and that’s what is protected most by the laws that affect suicidal individuals – I speak from personal experience. Its legalisation gives power over a suicidal individual to the individual.

It’s going to happen once the monsters who call themselves the human race begin to care about suicidal individuals but it’s assisted suicide that’s the clear and present achievable protection for suicidal individuals against the freedoms that the sadistic nature of human nature has always protected. Assisted suicide is without equal in so many respects and to deprive the monsters who call themselves the human race of their freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality it is also without equal.

But what exists right now? Do you recognise that so much evil prevails like I do? You the monsters who call themselves the human race you don’t care about how I feel or am going to feel even when I’m suicidal already.

It’s only hell the monsters who call themselves the human race have succeeded in creating and perpetuating for me. Hells after hell created and perpetuated by denying me my right to use my death.

I stay suicidal and keep on being made suicidal. That’s what the monsters want not necessarily by intent but by their uncontrollable sadistic nature. The intent or the acceptable consequences of sadists it really doesn’t matter to this suicidal victim of what happens when monsters control how a suicidal individual feels.

Support the legalisation of assisted suicide.

You really can’t do anything else but prove it is no cost to me to die. You recognise why I can’t live in safety amongst the monsters who call themselves the human race?

I am victim of the will to achieve unlimited suffering and I am victim to the will to use unlimited cruelty and evil on me. This is the truth about the monumental extent of my suicidality and the truth about the monsters who call themselves the human race.

To deny me my death serves everyone else but me. To deny me my death serves the will of the monsters to make certain my suffering is unlimited and my suicidality is unlimited and the cruelty of monsters is unlimited – these are the purposes of denying the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide.

The monsters who call themselves the human race always believe in using unlimited cruelty and evil on suicidal individuals. It was only in the last century that the act of suicide was decriminalised but the monsters just keep on using the method of imprisonment on suicidal individuals. This is because they care by having absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.

But to take the act of forcing someone to suffer against their will – the acts of forcing someone to live – and want to make this cruelty unlimited is completely and utterly barbaric too. As barbaric as the criminalisation of the act of suicide is the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

The majesty of the evil that prevails now in this generation of monsters born and bred evil is “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”.

What I like Paul Lamb is facing is a life worse than death. I don’t know his feelings but I know mine and that’s the feeling of looking forward to dying. It’s over a decade since I have looked forward to living. I hope for my death and I pray for my death and I fight for my death because of the extent of the evil that prevails in this civilisation of monsters.

By the common meaning of the word vulnerable it means weak. Assisted suicide is fundamental to the protection of the weak because it prevents prolonged, furthered and worsened suicidality. The weak can’t be denied access to assisted suicide for long because it’s so beyond awful to feel suicidal. That’s why there’s no care without assisted suicide.

But to completely deny the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide is the purpose of the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

I like so many of the weak have been completed and utterly failed by the sort of evil embodied in “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”.

I think what my MP is talking about is the corrupted meaning of vulnerability as used by monsters in the name of psychiatric and mental health care. It’s the corrupted meaning of vulnerability that at best represents the protection against the fallibility of the mind but it justifies the vast amounts of control and cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race really do succeed in doing to suicidal individuals not to succeed at care.

It’s a corrupted meaning of vulnerability that’s fundamentally bonded with the lie of mental illness that stands at the foundation of psychiatry. Essentially this corrupted meaning of vulnerability is part of the concept that suicidal thoughts and feelings are the product of a mental illness thus the product of a defective brain and a defective mind.

It’s really not the meaning of the protection of the weak my MP is referring too when she says “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”. It’s about the dehumanisation of the weak that’s the meaning of her words. It’s about suicidal thoughts and feelings being the product of a defective brain and mind that’s the meaning of vulnerability she’s using.

Assisted suicide is fundamental to the protection of the weak and that’s why it’s absolutely evil to criminalise assisted suicide.

But in this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race suicidal individuals are not protected how the weak are meant to be protected. The monsters who call themselves the human race have never cared about a suicidal individual before how the weak are meant to be protected. Because instead of a heart the monsters who call themselves the human race have the lie of mental illness to force them to care about suicidal individuals and this lie has prevailed for centuries throughout which suicidal individuals are not protected how the weak are meant to be protected.

It is the protection of using control and cruelty that’s what the meaning of vulnerability means by the standards of psychiatrists and politicians. It’s force, deprivation of liberty, imprisonment and even violence that are how the monsters who call themselves the human race care about suicidal individuals and other victims of the heartlessness of monsters that led to the lie of mental illness.

I face this control and cruelty which is in itself the perfect reason to die but it’s not enough to give me just one reason to die to satiate the evil at the cores of the monsters.

In fact there’s never been any protection against the evil at the cores of monsters when it comes to the protection of we who are too different and suffer too much who are victims of psychiatry. By the standards of psychiatrists and politicians there is care in having absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so obviously assisted suicide is the crime. The monsters who call themselves the human race have always been so generous when giving me even more personal experiences of what monsters can do to a suicidal individual when they have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual – obviously I can’t live with these personal experiences.

Because it’s not the protection of the weak that defines the sense of care of monsters for suicidal individuals. It defines the tragedies of every suicidal individual in every generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race even when the monsters tried to care. The monsters really do believe in using whatever cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual and this is their basis for care. It’s this will of monsters that defines the criminalisation of assisted suicide as much as the criminalisation of the act of suicide is the will of monsters.

It’s so much cruelty what the monsters protect. For example if the monsters who call themselves the human race have the will to force a suicidal individual to live to keep on making me want to die they have the law makers on their side. The laws legislate for this not against it – that’s the protection of what exactly? It’s the same what that’s protected by the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

Never the protection of “he’s suicidal already so we can’t do this to him” that’s how every other categories of the weak are protected. Instead it’s “he’s suicidal already so his brain must be defective so his mind must be defective so we can’t let him die to escape the evil at our cores” for example.

By the standards of psychiatrists and politicians care for suicidal individuals is firmly entrenched in the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. This is how the monsters get whatever they want from a suicidal individual and call it care. Care without remorse or mercy is what the monsters who call themselves the human race always do to suicidal individuals. They do protect the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.

It doesn’t matter when a suicidal individual becomes suicidal that something too awful to happen has happened. Not to the monsters who call themselves the human race. Then it doesn’t matter how much cruelty and evil the monsters do in the name of protecting the evil at their cores to a suicidal individual. It’s all about control and cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race always excel in doing to suicidal individuals in the name of the same evil that defines “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”.

You can hear my hatred but look at the truth revealed by what is an anarchy in what the law makers legislate against, the things they believe can’t be done to a suicidal individual. The human race reveal their sadistic nature when the evil at their cores is protected by the “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable” sense of care. of life get worse. Nothing changes.

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The days turn into months then years. You stay suicidal or your suicidality gets worsened. You look forward to dying every single day to escape your living nightmares. Your life remains worse than death and it’s often made even worse when the monsters make certain your further and worsening suicidality is made unavoidable.

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You wish you could kill yourself but you can’t. You know like the monsters know you’ll keep on feeling suicidal and keep on being made to feel suicidal. You don’t live for yourself and you don’t keep on suffering for yourself. It is for the monsters to get whatever they want. The monsters want to protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely – this is the basis of their care and protection of the vulnerable – so they refuse you access to assisted suicide.

So they just keep on forcing you to suffer and endure against your will and not ordinary suffering thoughts and feelings but it’s worse than death every single day. Some days are even worse than others because the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. So still they refuse you the protection of assisted suicide against such clear and present sadistic cruelty.

You wake into the nightmares of living amongst monsters every single day knowing they’re going to keep on making you want to die. The monsters have this same truth too that you’re going to stay suicidal and they’re going to keep on making you want to die. They have so much proof of this truth already just like you do. But the monsters who call themselves the human race care about the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely.

That they bear your suicidality so easily is the tragedy of every single suicidal individual. But that they protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely you face all this then you’ll recognise a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t tell the difference between cruelty and care but the monsters who call themselves the human race really do make their cruelty flawless.

They completely and utterly failed to protect you how the weak are meant to be protected for the same majesty of evil that defines “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”. It’s the protection of the freedom to inflict prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about and that’s why it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime not being forced to suffer so much against your will – you’ll understand what unlimited suffering is when you face it like I do.

When you face the evil at the cores of the monsters who call themselves the human race who think the objective of care is to make certain your suffering is unlimited and by the standards of psychiatrists and politicians this is the objective of care for suicidal individuals that the monsters who call themselves the human race certainly spectacularly succeeded in achieving with all their control and cruelty that’s dominated my wretched existence…you will recognise you can’t be safe to live.

You don’t face what I face. I face the will of the monsters who call themselves the human race to make certain their cruelty is unlimited and my suffering unlimited – the very purpose of denying access to assisted suicide to achieve. You don’t face the protection of the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely like I do. You don’t face the anarchy that reveals the truth about human nature like I do by the complete absence of “he’s suicidal already we can’t do this to him” and instead you face the majesty of the evil in “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”.

You can finish this one off yourself? The meaning of one word defines the competency to care. Vulnerability meaning weakness versus the meaning of vulnerability in “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable”.

YOU THE MONSTERS WHO CALL THEMSELVES THE HUMAN RACE CAN’T CARE ABOUT SUICIDAL INDIVIDUALS.

You’re a species of monsters too evil to be able to care. That’s the proof of the monumental extent of my suicidality so easily beared by all you who clearly have only evil at your cores and no heart to recognise what’s too cruel to force anyone to endure.

What you do with the truth that I live for you not for for me and I am forced to suffer and endure against my will for you not for for me…you just can’t stop proving you’re a species of monsters born and bred evil. You can’t stop proving how sadistic human nature is.

I’m still suicidal even now and still you protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely.

You do not protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected. Instead you have a sense of cruelty you call psychiatric and mental health care that is the cruelty of forcing suffering without remorse or mercy. That’s the protection of the weak? It is the protection of the evil at the cores of a species of monsters born and bred evil that’s what by the standards of psychiatrists and politicians the protection of the vulnerable. You care so much about the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely – that’s what “we can’t legalise assisted suicide and we can’t give you a good death because we have to protect the vulnerable” is all about.

All so the monsters get whatever they want and not about suicidal individuals getting whatever we want – that’s the best your kind can do even when monsters try to care about suicidal individuals.

You don’t recognise the truth yet I can’t live amongst monsters like you? My death is my safety and the protection against the evil at the cores of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

You only care about the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. You only care about the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. You care about making your cruelty unlimited and my suffering and my suicidality unlimited not the protection of the weak.

The monsters who call themselves the human race have never cared about a suicidal individual before or protected a suicidal individual before how the weak are meant to be protected. You should be glad for my death because I am safe at last and have the peace of Rest In Peace but as always your kind can’t care. You can’t protect me without giving me my death – are you still too evil to recognise the truth what happens when it’s all about a species of monsters born and bred evil proving that that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race are?

I do not believe the monsters who call themselves the human race recognise the inherent cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to live.

I’m fact I do not trust the monsters who call themselves the human race to even recognise the cause of why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal is because of the prevail of evil and cruelty.

An obvious truth about basic empathy is yet to prevail and that’s the truth about how awful it is to become suicidal and stay suicidal. The monsters think a decade of forcing me to live to keep me suicidal and keep on making me want to die is the success of care. It’s not. It’s the success of truly sadistic nature.

The nature of the human race is the nature of monsters and that’s why a decade of me being suicidal – not the totality of my life I’ve been suicidal but it’s a over decade I’ve been continuously suicidal – is bearable to the monsters who call themselves the human race. It’s a punishment too cruel to do to anyone to force prolonged, furthered and worsened suicidality for a decade. But the monsters who call themselves the human race are so cruel they actually think they do it because they care about me.

How can they force me to suffer and endure against my will for so long? I think it’s because the monsters who call themselves the human race love to betray my humanity and they’re so so good at it. To have mercy for me gets in the way of their complete betrayal of my humanity so I face a decade of being continuously suicidal and it’s about fifteen years of my life I’ve spent a prolonged time feeling suicidal. Still the evil at their cores isn’t satiated so I have to fight for empathy and understanding and care based on humanisation.

It is inherently cruel to force suffering and such forced suffering against consent is even worse when it’s done to a suicidal individual. I think many suicidal individuals like me can recognise one cause of suicidality is being forced to suffer and endure beyond one’s limit to what can be endured. Then we get forced to live to face exactly what we’re choosing to use our deaths to escape from having to face and endure.

Imagine your will to live gets shattered by poverty and you want to use your death to escape from this then you are forced to live to face the poverty you want to die to escape from. Being forced to live is being forced to suffer against your will and against your consent and it’s not just ordinary suffering you are forced to suffer against your will but it’s worse than death to you. It is cruelty.

Yes it’s also care to force suicidal individuals to live in this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race. It’s still a necessary evil though.

It’s care to force a suicidal individual to live in the short term because the suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts might be short lived and might get better and the will to live might be restored. Nonetheless the cruelty inherent in the acts of forcing someone to live remain cruelty because they are the acts of forcing suffering without consent and they are more cruel when done to a suicidal individual because it’s worse than death what we face and we are choosing to use our deaths to escape from it.

It’s such a basic empathy for suicidal individuals to recognise the cruelty inherent in acts of forcing someone to live. Suicidal individuals suffer a huge and substantial personal cost when forced to live. It’s a significant personal cost to become suicidal and it’s only multipled by the acts of forcing someone to live.

The monsters who call themselves the human race weigh these personal costs to suicidal individuals so lightly they can’t care. It’s a bold assertion but I am confident in this assertion thanks to so many personal experiences the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me in what can only be done to a suicidal individual when the sadistic nature of monsters prevails.

The proof of this assertion is the proof of the criminalisation of assisted suicide. The criminalisation of assisted suicide is absolutely essential for many reasons but all the purposes revolve around protecting the pursuit of sadistic cruelty and the will to reach to achieve pure evil. Again i speak from so much personal experience the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me of the protection of their sadistic nature by depriving me of my right to use my death. (So cruel are the monsters who call themselves the human race that no such right exists because they really do believe in depriving suicidal individuals of protections such as the protection of human rights.)

The purpose of forcing someone to live has a purpose yet it is still cruelty. But to criminalise assisted suicide is truly evil and sadistic. It is designed to force everyone to live and deprive everyone of a good death of one’s choosing.

It’s the will to take the cruelty in forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will and want to make this cruelty unlimited. That’s why the criminalisation of assisted suicide protects the pursuit of sadistic cruelty and the will to reach to achieve pure evil. It takes the cruelty of forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will – and this is even more cruel when done to a suicidal individual because we face what’s worse than death already – and makes it unlimited.

To deny the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide only serves such objectives as unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. It’s to begin with the monsters who call themselves the human race making your victim want to die then never stop inflicting, prolonging and worsening suicidality that’s a punishment too cruel to do to anyone. It’s to take the worst state of mental suffering and conscious existence and want to make it unlimited that’s how pure evil is achieved.

It’s to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity that is what is served by denying me my death. It’s this will to deny me my death and my right to use my death that’s obviously so important when the monsters who call themselves the human race love to betray my humanity. Let me reiterate again just how generous the monsters who call themselves the human race are when they’re giving me so many personal experiences of just how much they love to betray my humanity even after I become suicidal and even after they inflict the cruelty inherent in the acts of forcing me to live.

If it was just prolonging my suicidality for a decade then it’s the perfect betrayal of my humanity. But just like what’s protected by the criminalisation of assisted suicide so is the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die protected.

They don’t recognise the magnitude of the personal cost suicidal individuals bear. They do ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal. They think they care by doing this cruelty of ignoring the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals. They’ve never cared by recognising the magnitude of the personal cost every suicidal bears so heavily.

To face that day when you face what’s worse than death. It is a personal cost that would break you you who are not suicidal. It’s a personal cost that would crush you and destroy you to become suicidal.

Then all in this civilisation of monsters born and bred evil bear this personal tragedy so easily. The monsters who call themselves the human race so easily bear the magnitude of the personal cost suicidal individuals pay when we become suicidal like it’s nothing too cruel or awful to happen to anyone.

But that’s the just the beginning to the complete betrayal of my humanity the monsters who call themselves the human race love to do. Because the monsters bear the magnitude of the personal cost suicidal individuals pay so lightly.

So little empathy prevails and it defines how easily the personal cost of being forced to live is beared by the sadistic nature of monsters. That’s a basis for care or the basis of the complete betrayal of the humanity of every single suicidal individual before me?

So I have so much personal experience the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me of what’s the true purpose of denying the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide. It’s not care but it’s the protection of the pursuits of sadists. It’s not humane but it’s essential to deny me my death to reach to achieve pure evil.

A decade of protecting the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. What do you think this is? That’s not the totality of the proof I have of just how much a species of monsters born and bred evil loves to betray my humanity.

It’s the purpose of the criminalisation of assisted suicide to serve evil never satiated when making a suicidal individual want to die as well as many other purposes that are all about the protection of the pursuit of sadistic cruelty and the will to reach for pure evil. I speak from all the personal experiences the monsters who call themselves the human race do so generously give me that the purpose of denying me my death is their love of betraying my humanity.

The criminalisation of assisted suicide benefits the monsters who call themselves the human race as does the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die as does the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. When they love to betray the humanity of suicidal individuals that’s what exists.

I have to write this post differently once I’ve read the article that triggers these thoughts.

First do no harm. I absolutely love this ethical principle.

As with every higher ethic it’s so hard to adhere to in practice, in the real world. But it’s what is to be reached for and there’s always practically and – for want of a better word – the concerns of rationality that get in the way of achieving the purity of an ethic so clearly stated as “first do no harm”.

Obviously real doctors use so many treatments that inflict harm. They balance these risks with the rewards rather than (I believe) they believe in the ethics of the double effect by which a secondary (bad) consequence is irrelevant and only the good in the primary consequence is the important thing. I say consequence but it is equally about the objective.

Chemotherapy for example breaks the ethic of do no harm. It is a use of poisonous drugs to treat cancer but it destroys healthy cells too. I don’t think practicing doctors justify this by the double effect to adhere to the ethic of first do no harm. They don’t believe it’s because their primary objective is destroying the cancer so the secondary effects and consequences of chemotherapy are irrelevant to them. Rather I believe they simply weigh the risks versus the rewards.

It’s still important for doctors to reach for the ethic of first do no harm but it’s superseded by other practical and rational objectives and rather than base their decisions on the guiding ethic of the medical profession they simply weigh the risks versus the rewards.

But f-ing doctors think they’re too good to perform assisted suicide.

Irrespective of their deviancy and misadventures in the medical specialty of psychiatry it is not the only role of doctors to extent life and prevent death. You never want to face a medical profession who only cares about extending and prolonging your life and preventing your death so every harm they inflict on you is irrelevant to them because all they care about is prolonging your life and preventing your death.

You want to face a medical profession who ignore your suffering your quality of life your free will and your consent?

More than this though who wants to be a doctor who doesn’t care about the quality of life of their patients the suffering of their patients the free will of their patients and the consent of their patients. As I’m writing this my Android word suggestions dictionary is suggesting “victims” when I’m typing “patients” and that’s the point about harms and the ethic of first do no harm because a doctor who doesn’t care about your suffering your quality of life your free will and your consent is going to have so many victims.

Think about yourself for a moment. Do you want whatever and cruelty monsters want to do to you to be the result of the ethics of those who purport to care about you? Do you want to face those who care but only about the length of your life and preventing your death? Do you want to be cared about by those who don’t care about your suffering or quality of life or your free will or your consent?

Just what sort of harms are created by such a pure sense of care (and cruelty) I’ve briefly summarised in the paragraph above?

I’m sort of leading to a point about harm in the ethic of first do no harm that clearly has a component defined by how patients/victims feel.

But I’ve digressed from the point as I do often do.

Doctors have to factor in your suffering. They have to factor in your quality of life.. They have to factor in your consent and free will.

Yet it seems to be the ethics of the medical profession that they’re too good to perform assisted suicide yet it is clearly harm they’re doing.

Yes assisted suicide obviously ends life but it’s not the be all and end all of medical ethics or the ethic of first do no harm applied so all a doctor should care about is you not dying. No good can come from the interpretation of first do no harm as to prevent death or a medical profession who cares only about the length of your life not about your suffering or quality of life or free will or consent.

Think of the obvious harms achieved by oppressing free will as one example. Think of the obvious harms achieved by ignoring the quality of life of a patient. And, of course, to ignore suffering is only going to lead to even more harms.

But the priorities of the medical profession are to a limited degree already about factoring in suffering and quality of life and free will and consent except in their misadventures and clear evil in the medical specialty of psychiatry.

(It’s in psychiatry that it’s obvious the ethic of first do no harm has been utterly failed. So little psychiatrists care that they use the method of imprisonment. A deliberate attempt to ruin quality of life and that’s what imprisonment is when it’s used as punishment.)

It’s about the objectives and consequences which defines what harm means to a doctor in relation to the medical ethic of first do no harm. Seriously what doctors want to seek care from a doctor who doesn’t care at all about quality of life suffering free will and consent only about length of life and preventing death? Doctors should be able to recognise the harms in such sense of cruelty as to ignore quality of life and suffering and free will and consent and these are factors in what doctors have to factor in when making a risk versus reward decision as well as the medical ethic of first do no harm.

The problem is they think they’re too good to perform assisted suicide…but they’re doing exactly what are the harms of ignoring quality of life and suffering and free will and consent leading to depriving themselves of the opportunity to care about a suicidal individual. (Because assisted suicide is fundamental to care.)

Two sets of things that are important. One set justifies doctors can’t be involved with performing assisted suicide. The other determines why they want to help suicidal individuals die a good death.

Set 1: caring about extending life and preventing death

Set 2: caring about suffering and quality of life and free will and consent

The current implementation of the ethics of the medical profession lead to the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. Apparently there’s no harm doctors in this generation of monsters can see with these horrific truths about what the medical profession has always protected not protected suicidal individuals.

By ignoring the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal. Don’t get me wrong. That’s why they don’t have a concept of the harm to suicidal individuals. Because they are unaffected by how suicidal individuals in their choices about methods and objectives and their definitions of acceptable consequences. This isn’t the problem with the medical profession in this civilisation of monsters alone but it’s what is the basis of the harms achieved by all.

So much harm is achieved by ignoring suffering and quality of life and free will and consent.

That’s the point.

Now let me digress…

And that’s the thing about the ethic of first do no harm that apparently guides the medical profession to think they’re too good to provide a good death. The truth about the ethic is “do whatever the f”#k you want by the standards of this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race”.

Never before has the most basic truth prevailed before and this defines the lack of mercy and protections

If I experience the same suicidal thoughts and feelings and unbearable suffering and unbearable quality of life then I’d want the same thing for me as what a suicidal individual wants for themselves

It’s a phenomenally basic truth…but instead of this truth the lie of mental illness has prevailed for centuries.

Again it’s another basic truth that being suicidal is the worst state of conscious existence and the worst state of mental suffering. Again it’s a truth not recognised yet and instead the lie of mental illness and everything built upon this lie continues to prevail.

So look at what happens. Let me reiterate the two sets of objectives and consequences.

Set 1: caring about extending life and preventing death

Set 2: caring about suffering and quality of life and free will and consent

Doctors are so good they can’t perform assisted suicide? Throughout the history of care for suicidal individuals in this civilisation of monsters the second set of objectives and consequences fall so low on the agenda of what’s important to doctors if at all.

Just how many times is the harm achieved by doctors who don’t even consider “is this going to make my patient suicidal” but even when they do they bear the consequences so easily when they ask themselves “is what I’m doing going to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality”.

First do no harm when cause and effect is a mental illness? The consequence of the fallacy of the lie at the foundation of psychiatry you do not be victim to like I am.

What is important to a suicidal individual it has never been important to the medical profession or the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

Let me focus on one aspect and that’s the consideration of the harms done to a suicidal individual.

Harm has many variables and definitions and I’ve only mentioned a few. I haven’t mentioned inequality for example but I can trust the medical profession to serve equality like they serve the protection of suicidal individuals. But when it comes to caring about suffering and quality of life and free will and consent the medical ethics achieve the opposite of first do no harm.

Think of the harms achieved when you face a doctor who doesn’t care about your suffering your quality of life your free will and your consent. (Do doctors themselves want to face this?)

It really is “we’re too cruel and evil inside to care about suicidal individuals”. It really is “we can do whatever we want to a suicidal individual to achieve our objectives and it doesn’t matter how cruel or evil our methods are” that’s the sense of medical ethics that believes there’s no harm that can be done to a suicidal individual. This “there’s no harm that can be done to a suicidal individual” defines such an ethical position that the ethic of first do no harm is why doctors can’t be involved in performing assisted suicide.

Do you get it the truth about what prevails? No harm that can be done to a suicidal individual so the medical ethic of first do no harm it only prevents the medical profession from depriving suicidal individuals of a good death but suffering and quality of life and free will and consent are there to be ignored.

Then there’s the potential for so many harms achieved by denying access to assisted suicide. In fact there are extreme harms that can only be achieved by denying the hope of the mercy and protection of access to assisted suicide – extreme harms only possible by ignoring the limit to what can be suffered and endured.

What’s the real and humane care that doesn’t exist yet? What good can’t the medical profession do?

To serve the mercy for suicidal individuals and the protection of suicidal individuals. To respect that there are things worse than death that are inherently and obviously worse than death. To recognise the limit to what a conscious being can endure is what’s been transgressed and that’s what is expressed by suicidal thoughts and feelings and to care is to guard it not ignore it.

You recognise what is harm and to prevented by the ethic of first do no harm?

The ethic of first do no harm still stands when doctors want to give suicidal individuals a good death. The risks and the rewards consideration is there too but measured by the weight of becoming suicidal and staying suicidal like it is beared by a suicidal individual…not beared lightly like the monsters who call themselves the human race always do.

It’s why access to assisted suicide is not because of the failures of care. Assisted suicide is fundamental to care. When you weigh the harms as a suicidal individual does.

It’s weighing it like a suicidal individual does. Then you will recognise the harms and you will recognise the objectives of care.

If assisted suicide is a failure of care then it’s the failures to have mercy for and to protect suicidal individuals. But it’s the reason why assisted suicide is an act of care. It’s mercy for suicidal individuals and it’s a protection without equal.

The failures to care are the failures to care about the suffering and quality of life and free will and consent of suicidal individuals. But to care about these things is to care by giving a suicidal individual a good death.

Many many times I talk about the criminalisation of assisted suicide as sadistic cruelty. It’s from vast amounts of personal experiences so generously given to me be the monsters who call themselves the human race that they take power over how I feel to protect their sadistic cruelty and the pursuits of their sadistic nature.

You might believe I face care. I don’t face care. I face sadistic cruelty. Why do you think I need to die?

I recognise the acts of forcing someone to live as the acts of taking power over how a suicidal individual feels. The criminalisation of assisted suicide is also all about taking power away from suicidal individuals and those who own suicidal individuals taking power over how we feel. The acts of forcing someone to live are the acts of forcing someone to suffer and endure against our wills and contrary to popular (cruel) beliefs these cruelties are even worse when done to a suicidal individual.

Do you get this point? It’s so bad what we suicidal individuals face that we want to use our death? It’s so bad the past present that it’s worse than death. It’s so beyond awful what we face that we’re choosing to die.

Countless laws and legal precedents have evolved by the progress of empathy for physical suffering. So many legal instruments protect against suffering without consent because it is cruelty that is protected against.

But when it’s suffering and life worth dying to escape from its even more cruel to force a suicidal individual to suffer and endure against our will. Unfortunately sadistic nature prevails so this inherent cruelty is either not recognised or ignored.

Much as I do respect that a degree of deprivation of liberty between decision and death is necessary to barrier access to assisted suicide for some suicidal individuals I do also greatly respect the competency of the monsters who call themselves the human race to be so very cruel.

The inherent cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to live are justified as essential care just how the criminalisation of assisted suicide is justified as essential care.

But it’s not care. I know it’s not care but it’s done by ignoring the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal.

So when the monsters take power over how a suicidal individual feels – an act of cruelty – they maximise their cruelty by offering no humane protections for suicidal individuals. So suicidal individuals do have so much to fear beyond being forced to live.

It’s because the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal is ignored. The worst state of mental suffering and the worst of conscience existence met by unlimited cruelty and the deprivation of the protection of human rights. There is no protection in the laws or human rights laws that are humane protections for suicidal individuals. There’s just force and deprivation of liberty used on suicidal individuals that’s the best the monsters who call themselves the human race can do.

It’s the personal experiences the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me of just how much they really do care about the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. It is a freedom that exists in a civilisation of monsters.

The freedom to inflict prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. The freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. The freedoms that are achieved when the objective of living in safety from suicidality doesn’t exist. These are unlimited cruelties and evils but so is the use of force and deprivation of liberty and imprisonment and even violence on suicidal individuals.

When I talk about the human race as the monsters who call themselves the human race and that human nature is innately sadistic this is from so much personal experience of what only sadists can do to a suicidal individual and that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me.*

(* How many millennia in the future are the monsters who call themselves the human race going to recognise the truth about what I face?)

It’s taking power over how I feel and forcing me to suffer and endure against my will that’s what the acts of forcing me to live are. The cruelty is then matched by the humane protections for suicidal individuals? No of course not.

The worst state of conscious existence. The worst state of mental suffering. But it’s what I can trust the monsters who call themselves the human race to do that’s to ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal and that’s what I’m talking about when I speak about sadistic cruelty and sadistic nature.

My goodness…if the lie of mental health and illness had any value at all then there’d be so many protections of suicidal individuals. Because how a broken bone heals is by being protected from further harms and injuries.

Where are these sort of protections for suicidal individuals real doctors have to have to do their jobs well when they’re doing the jobs real doctors do?

You take the equivalent in physical health of someone who has multiple broken bones as a way to recognise the horrific awfulness of feeling suicidal but there’s no protections against further harms or injuries.

You recognise how the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal is ignored? Because psychiatric care at best is oppressive not protective and at worst it’s a sense of sadistic cruelty that really does succeed in persuading everyone to ignore just how beyond awful it is to feel suicidal.

To ignore suffering is inherently cruel. But to ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals to such an extent that there are zero humane protections and call this care is the proof of the prevail of sadistic cruelty not anything that resembles care. Care without fear of unacceptable consequences because the unacceptable consequences to suicidal individuals the monsters who call themselves the human race really do not care about – that’s only a basis for cruelty and unlimited cruelty.

It’s a sense of cruelty that really does believe “it doesn’t matter how cruel or evil the methods we use on suicidal individuals are as long as we get whatever we want from a suicidal individual” that’s matched by the cruelty of the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely.

It’s to take power over how a suicidal individual feels with no sense of responsibility for the unacceptable consequences of prolonged, furthered and worsened suicidality. It’s to not care about how awful it is already for suicidal individuals so instead of protections against unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty it’s the sadistic cruelty to legislate for unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty done to suicidal individuals. It’s the opposite of protecting someone with multiple broken bones like real doctors have to do to do their jobs well and in fact psychiatrists and others mental health professionals have no qualms when gorging on the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die

This is only the cruelty of sadists. The laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering. Not against them. It’s the will to take power over how a suicidal individual feels but with this power and this use of force there’s not an iota* of humane protections…so how do you believe it’s care we suicidal individuals face?

(*In the past couple of decades there might be an iota of humane protections coming into existence but barely an iota. The laws that affect suicidal individuals remain without an iota of humane protections.)

Assisted suicide is the opposite of all of this unlimited cruelty and evil because it gives suicidal individuals the power to choose how we feel.

Can’t you recognise assisted suicide is a crime because what’s so important to a suicidal individual falls so low on the agenda or not at all?

It’s the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely that’s what the criminalisation of assisted suicide represents.

You do recognise why assisted suicide is even more invaluable when such freedom exists? It’s to die that’s the choice so I don’t keep on feeling suicidal or being made to feel suicidal again and again. This is one way a suicidal individual uses assisted suicide to control how we feel and to protect ourselves from the inevitable.

Do you know what it’s like to be forced to live and the monsters who call themselves the human race will inevitably keep on making you want to die and that’s the freedom that’s protected?

The law makers accept such freedom as what?…care?! Such is the sadistic nature of human nature. They don’t legislate against unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering. They legislate for it.

The freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality. The freedom to keep on making a suicidal individual want to die. The freedom to achieve unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. These are the things that are protected. The criminalisation of assisted suicide is essential to protect these freedoms that are the protection of sadists and sadistic cruelty.

To take power over how a suicidal individual feels to achieve unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering. When the pitiful little care in psychiatric and mental health care fails then this is the last objective of care to achieve unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering – and these are the very purposes of denying the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide.

You think you care about me by not giving a flying fuck about how I feel or am going to feel even when I’m suicidal already? I’ve spared from using “fuck” and use the words “my goodness…” but fuck all of you is exactly the right words to use.

“I can’t bear responsibility for your good death of your choosing but I take power over how you feel and force you to faced unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and these are the acceptable consequences I can bear” – this is not a basis for care but it’s clearly a basis for the protection of the pursuits of sadists.

But what the monsters who call themselves the human race always do is to ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal. Even the human rights movement can’t bear to come up with humane protections such as the right to use one’s death.

It’s not about me but let me try to make it about me.

Who wants to take the worst moments of my life and keep on making certain they keep on happening and I have zero protections against unlimited cruelty or unlimited suffering? You are monsters after all. Even your law makers are sadists too.

Too many bear my suffering and the inexorable progress of my suicidality so easily like you’re a species of monsters born and bred evil. It’s bearing the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals so easily and bearing the awfulness of feeling suicidal like it’s nothing. You are monsters after all and that’s why I’m still suicidal.

The very purpose of denying the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide is to achieve unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. It’s the direct consequence of what’s protected and that’s the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely – this is the opposite of care.

What do you think is achieved by ignoring the limit to what I can suffer and endure? That’s the purpose of psychiatric and mental health care to ignore the limit to what a conscious being can endure. It defines the protections and what are justified as protections that make suffering unlimited and cruelty unlimited. It defines the protection of the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely that it’s sadistic cruelty and sadistic nature that defines the human race and who the law makers protect.

The monsters who call themselves the human race have succeeded in these objectives by the power they have over how I feel.

“It doesn’t matter how cruel or evil our methods are as long as we get whatever we want from a suicidal individual” – this is the opposite of care. “So what if he’s suicidal already” – I have so much personal experience of this in the minds of monsters that the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me.

Can’t you recognise the truth yet? Why I can’t live amongst monsters like you and why I still have to die.

It’s not about me.

“He’s suicidal already so it doesn’t matter what unlimited cruelty and evil we want to do to help him. It doesn’t affect us” versus “I’m dead already so it doesn’t matter how much evil and cruelty a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to me instead of killing me. You no longer have power over how I feel.”

Do you get a sense of my hatred of the monsters who call themselves the human race in the title? When your humanity is as thoroughly betrayed as mine is then you’ll understand.

This post follows on from yesterday’s post as unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering follows on from the criminalisation of assisted suicide and the will to consider it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime.

The rewards of assisted suicide are immeasurable. The mercy and protection of assisted suicide is without equal. If you have the capacity to feel then you can’t live without the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide. If you have the competency to recognise the truth about human nature then I do not need to explain to you why you need the right to use one’s death.

But most of all of you are anything like me then you are better off having never been born than live without the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide.

Where do I start?

Consider such care that recognises my life should never be so bad that I’m suicidal. This is a basic truth about care that’s never existed before.

It’s the first failure of care when a suicidal individual becomes suicidal. But it’s a sense of care yet to be invented.

The point I’ll no doubt make poorly is about the instincts of the monsters who call themselves the human race proven throughout history. The instincts of the monsters who call themselves the human race are always to do cruelty to suicidal individuals first and foremost. The proof is there throughout the centuries of the existence of psychiatry but for millennia before that the instincts of the monsters who call themselves the human race are to do cruelty to suicidal individuals first and foremost.

In yesterday’s post and in many others I touch on this point by considering why the methods of punishment – imprisonment – can ever be used on suicidal individuals. The instincts of the monsters who call themselves the human race are always to do cruelty to suicidal individuals first and foremost.

You might recognise this prevail of cruelty for suicidal individuals in the fact that the act of suicide was only decriminalised in the last century. How could the act of suicide ever be a crime – right? You do have at least this sense of recognition of cruelty to recognise the cruelty in the criminalisation of the act of suicide? And perhaps a sense of outrage too in “how could the act of suicide ever be a crime!”?

Can you transfer the feelings I have described in the paragraph above – if I have failed to evoke the feelings then just rely on the words – to what I’m saying when I say “my life should never be so bad that I’m suicidal”?

The sense of heartlessness that has prevailed for centuries in the guise of psychiatric and mental health care it has no sense of how to protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected. How can the weak be protected when the sense of care is based on a fallacy and falsehood that’s what the lie of mental illness is?

So much heartlessness prevails and throughout the history of psychiatry when the monsters who call themselves the human race tried to care about suicidal individuals. Because the weight of feeling suicidal can’t be recognised by the lie of mental health and illness.

The awful mental state of feeling suicidal has never been appreciated and in fact the monsters who call themselves the human race are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. So unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel that the objective of the prevention of suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts doesn’t exist yet. The tragedy is living in a time when the objective of living in safety from suicidality doesn’t exist that defines the tragedies caused by the criminalisation of assisted suicide are also deemed to be acceptable consequences.

By the same heartlessness that doesn’t recognise “my life should never be so bad I’m suicidal” is the inability to recognise the cruelty and evil in denying me my death. The weight of feeling suicidal is beared so easily by non suicidal individuals.

It’s the first protection that’s the protection against becoming suicidal and much as this is a difficult objective to achieve the challenge has to be accepted when you don’t bear the suicidal thoughts and feelings with by what’s innate to human nature.

It’s the protection against the worst state of mental suffering and the worst state of conscious existence that assisted suicide serves without equal. It’s even more invaluable because the instincts of the monsters who call themselves the human race are always to do cruelty to suicidal individuals first and foremost.

The criminalisation of assisted suicide is a ‘symptom’ of what normal represents and that’s to bear the suicidal thoughts and feelings of a suicidal individual as lightly as the heartless do.

Recently I read someone say the legalisation of assisted suicide is the cheap option. It’s not the cheap option. The legalisation of assisted suicide is formed from the foundation of a more humane suicide system and suicide laws (and civilisation) that weighs how suicidal individuals feel heavily.

It’s so so expensive to care by being affected by how suicidal individuals feel. To care by recognising what’s the worst state of mental suffering and the worst state of conscious existence demands a wide range of protections that defines humane care and the care of assisted suicide.

It’s the opposite of the sense of care that prevails that’s got the methods and objectives completely wrong. It’s the protecting suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected that’s yet to be invented and it’s going to be damn expensive to achieve. But it’s the opposite of what prevails to this day and what defines the sense of cruelty of the monsters who call themselves the human race which is “we can use whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual to get whatever we want from a suicidal individual because the cruelty doesn’t matter when it’s done to a suicidal individual”.

And that’s what defines the will to criminalise assisted suicide: the cruelty doesn’t matter when it’s done to a suicidal individual. The obvious consequence of being unaffected by how suicidal individuals is this will to use unlimited cruelty.

Because the acts of forcing someone to live are inherently cruel – a most basic truth ignored for centuries when the monsters who call themselves the human race tried to care about suicidal individuals. This cruelty always matters and in fact it is even more cruel when it’s done to a suicidal individual because of just how beyond awful it has to be when it’s so worth escaping from being forced to suffer and endure against one’s will that access to assisted suicide is a welcomed solution. It’s already life worse than death and there’s so much worth dying to escape from so the cruelty of forcing someone to suffer and endure against their will is even greater when it’s done to a suicidal individual.

(You already have the justifications for forcing suicidal individuals to live so I’m not going to talk about the necessity of such cruelty because you know how to justify whatever cruelty and evil monsters want to do to a suicidal individual. At best all you have is the protection against the fallibility of the mind and even in this I would rip into you. You do not yet have the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.)

If nothing else it’s the acts of taking power over how someone feels that defines the acts of forcing someone to live and again there’s inherent cruelty in taking power over how someone feels and obviously to force suffering against one’s will is such a cruelty in itself that it drives the decision to use one’s death.

It’s the protection against unlimited cruelty and evil that defines a more humane suicide system and suicide laws and this defines the first objective of care that is living in safety from suicidality and everything else and that’s also why assisted suicide can’t be illegal.

But it’s being affected by how suicidal individuals feel that provides the onus to demand these protections exist. You might believe you are affected by how suicidal individuals feel but you do recognise that care based on real empathy and compassion and understanding is yet to be invented?

For example the law makers have no concept of the abuse of suicidal individuals. Take something like domestic abuse laws that legislate for a higher crime when it’s domestic abuse. They legislate for higher protections because abuse in a relationship is even worse than an ordinary crime. They recognise the abuse that’s possible and they legislate against it. But for we whose life is worse than death already they have no concept of the abuse of a suicidal individual or what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.

Do you understand? Because they weigh the awfulness of feeling suicidal as lightly as the monsters who call themselves the human race always do the law makers have no concept of what’s the abuse of a suicidal individual so they don’t have laws that protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected. The domestic abuse laws are the protection of the weak but the law makers do not protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.

Without any humane protections and with zero protection of the weak to protect suicidal individuals. With zero protection against the abuses suicidal individuals face. This is the protection of the weak the law makers serve? No of course not. But neither is the criminalisation of assisted suicide the protection of the weak.

It’s just the perpetuation of evil that defines the criminalisation of assisted suicide. From the instincts of monsters to do cruelty to suicidal individuals first and foremost was born the institution of psychiatry. But even in these attempts to care the innate cruelty of the monsters who call themselves the human race prevails and denigrates the validity of the suicidal mind and dehumanises we who face what’s worse than death. So we have never been protected how the weak are meant to be protected.

My goodness…even the fear of becoming suicidal doesn’t prevail so the objective of living in safety from suicidality doesn’t exist yet. So neither does the fear of staying suicidal prevail and this is what defines the continued criminalisation of assisted suicide. Nor are there any humane protections of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected because the law makers do not have a concept that suicidal individuals can be abused.

It’s the embodiment of sadistic nature: the inherent cruelty in forcing someone to suffer and endure against our wills it doesn’t matter when we’re suicidal already. This defines more than the will to continue the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

But it’s all based on being unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel that’s why the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected is yet to be invented. It’s not just the proof of the continued criminalisation of assisted suicide that’s the proof the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t know how or why to protect the weak.

(Vulnerability primarily means weakness. But it’s not the weak who are protected by everything built upon the lie of mental illness. Simply it’s just the prejudice that suicide is wrong that’s the prejudices enforced by the criminalisation of assisted suicide… because assisted suicide is without equal in serving the protection of the weak.)

Let me reiterate the clear and present heartlessness

My goodness…even the fear of becoming suicidal doesn’t prevail so the objective of living in safety from suicidality doesn’t exist yet. So neither does the fear of staying suicidal prevail and this is what defines the continued criminalisation of assisted suicide. Nor are there any humane protections of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected because the law makers do not have a concept that suicidal individuals can be abused.

So I am better off having never been born than to live amongst monsters like you. Because I don’t have the protection of the right to use my death and because of everything else that the monsters who call themselves the human race serve themselves with by the will to achieve – and legislate for – unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering. This will defines more than the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

I had to rewrite this. You are the monsters who call themselves the human race.

It’s what I’ve been trying to communicate for so long: it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal.

This is the best thing I can come up with as a basis for care: it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal.

From this foundation is where the protection of suicidal individuals is going to be invented. The protection of suicidal individuals, the protection of the weak, it doesn’t exist yet in this civilisation of monsters.

The monsters have the protection against the fallibility of the mind in the meaning of vulnerability. The monsters who call themselves the human race do not yet have the protection of the weak as the meaning of vulnerability when applied to suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry.

So in this civilisation of monsters the protections are force, deprivation of liberty, imprisonment, violence and whatever evil and cruelty. That’s the methods of the laws that affect suicidal individuals and are deemed to be justified as essential care.

They are at best the protection against the fallibility of the mind. But there’s an implicit cruelty in them that’s the will “it doesn’t matter how cruel and evil the methods we use on suicidal individuals are as long as we get whatever we want from a suicidal individual”. That’s the only way imprisonment can be used on suicidal individuals as the monsters who call themselves the human race have done for centuries. Their sense of care and vulnerability applied to suicidal individuals is to justify unlimited cruelty and evil.

To use imprisonment as a method it risks making a suicidal individual want to die and making someone become suicidal. It’s the method of deliberate infliction of ruining quality of life as punishment but as if when it’s done out of a sense of care it doesn’t matter how cruel and evil the methods are as long as the monsters get whatever they want.

More than this it’s the will to risk making a suicidal individual want to die that’s the antithesis of care. It’s the opposite of the protection of the weak that defines the methods of psychiatric and mental health care that the monsters legislate for.

Do you understand? To have no qualms when inflicting, prolonging and worsening suicidality is what’s in the minds of monsters. It’s not the protection of the weak.

Do you not recognise the protection of the weak is primarily served by limiting cruelty and evil? Suicidal individuals are not protected how the weak are meant to be protected. It’s all about monsters getting whatever they want from suicidal individuals and by using unlimited cruelty and evil.

The monsters won’t deprive themselves of the unlimited cruelties and evils monsters want to do to a suicidal individual. The monsters refuse to legislate against the unlimited cruelty that can be done to a suicidal individual or against unlimited suffering.

Do you not recognise that the protection of the weak is primarily served by the protection against unlimited evil and cruelty and the suffering that results from unlimited cruelty and evil?

How much you are protected by the laws against being forced to suffer against your consent? How many laws serve the purpose of limiting cruelty and evil to protect you from being forced to suffer? Countless laws and legal precedents that serves the protection of the weak by limiting suffering without consent and limiting cruelty and evil to serve the protection of the weak. But only when it’s physical suffering.

Where is the protection of the weak for suicidal individuals? It doesn’t exist because the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the sheer awfulness of facing what’s worth using one’s death to escape from is ignored.

It’s this will to legislate for unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering that’s what prevails. The epitome of this will is the criminalisation of assisted suicide. It’s just cruelty.

The protection of the weak is defined by just how awful it is to become suicidal and stay suicidal. It’s inherently worse than death and that’s the truth suicidal individuals face that still being alive is worse than death.

Life and being alive is already worse than death. That’s what suicidal individuals face. It’s so awful it’s worth using one’s death to escape from.

This is not the feelings of a defective mind. It’s fundamental to the minds of conscious beings that there are things worse than death. Conscious beings recognise we have a limit to what we can suffer and endure beyond which we become suicidal – that’s the cause of suicidality that’s the consequence of the capacity to feel.

It’s only cruelty that ignores this limit to what can be endured but that’s the sense of care of psychiatric and mental health care. Thus there’s no protection of the weak for suicidal individuals in this civilisation of monsters.

You take the truth about feeling suicidal and you should be able to come up with a few things like these three fundamentals of care

• It’s too cruel to happen to anyone
• It’s too cruel do to anyone
• It’s too cruel to force anyone to endure

That’s how the weak are meant to be protected. By recognising the cruelty by how beyond awful it is to become suicidal and stay suicidal.

It’s the sense of care that recognises that the limit to what can endured has already been transgressed that’s the opposite of the sense of cruelty in psychiatric and mental health care because of the cruelty in ignoring the limit to what can be endured.

By recognising this truth it creates a sense of protection of suicidal individuals like the laws against physical suffering without consent. This sense of care and the protection of the weak can’t coexist with psychiatric and mental health care because it’s based on respecting the limit to suffering and what can be endured versus ignoring it. It’s the difference between legislating for unlimited suffering versus legislating for it that’s why a humane suicide system can’t coexist with psychiatric and mental health care. But it’s also the difference between the protection of human rights versus the tyranny of psychiatry.

It’s the difference between this suffering is too awful to happen versus successful suicide and a good death is too awful to happen. The latter is only a sense of cruelty based on ignoring the limit to what can be endured and that’s what comes from a system of care based on the lie about the cause of why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal.

It is the ignorance of human nature that defines the sense of care of psychiatric and mental health care. It’s without recognising the capacity to feel comes with a limit to what can be endured that is meant to be respected but all psychiatric and mental health care does well is ignore this most basic truth.

It’s the most simple thing to recognise that if you face the same suicidal thoughts and feelings as a suicidal individual does then you’d want to die. Obviously? No. This level of empathy has never existed before because of the prevail of the lie of mental illness that purports why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal is caused by a defective brain and mind. Thus the use of force and deprivation of liberty and imprisonment on suicidal individuals is justified. The very will to use unlimited cruelty and evil with absolutely no regard for the suffering such methods inflict on we who are already facing what’s worse than death is the sense of care of psychiatric and mental health care but it’s the opposite of care and the very opposite of the protection of the weak.

But the basis of a better and more humane suicide system is the simple truth that has never prevailed before: it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal. The purpose of every law and legal precedent that protects against being forced to suffer is the protection of the weak.

It’s the protection against becoming suicidal. It’s the protection against further suicidal thoughts and feelings. It’s the protection against the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely that’s fundamentally the protection of the weak. It’s the protection against the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. These are a few of the fundamentals of the protection of the weak.

Again let me reiterate the truth about feeling suicidal

• It’s too cruel to happen to anyone
• It’s too cruel to do to anyone
• It’s too cruel to force anyone to endure

Each one of these precepts forms the basis of the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.

It’s why there’s no care without assisted suicide. It’s the sense of care of the protection of the weak that is what assisted suicide is all about. It’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal and once this becomes a basis for care then why the hell do I need to explain why there’s no care without assisted suicide?

When you respect the limit to what can be endured…but you don’t have this to guide you. It’s never meant to be transgressed and this is fundamental to the protection of the weak. It’s because it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal – when you recognise this truth then you will begin to invent the protection of suicidal individuals that’s the protection of the weak.

But by what guides you to invent the protection of suicidal individuals for the first time in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race you should have no doubt why assisted suicide must be legal because it serves the same objectives of the protection of the weak.

It’s too awful to become suicidal and it’s too awful to stay suicidal and keep on feeling suicidal and being kept on being made to feel suicidal. This is the best I can do to achieve a sense of care that defines the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.

(NB – the argument I present here makes no reference to the fundamentals of democracy and human rights. It’s also without direct reference to the right to use one’s death to protect against unlimited cruelty and evil.)

(My psyche is so bloodied and burned and broken I want to use my right to use my death. But a freedom that doesn’t need the protection of human rights is the freedom to inflict prolong, and worsen suicidality indefinitely – I do not face care.)

(Obviously in all this work I’m trying to find something in you that wants me to die. It’s the futility of seeking to find a heart in you.)