Most days of the week I’m trying to find the words to make the monsters who call themselves the human race care about this suicidal individual and every other. Every single day I feel suicidal and look forward to dying.

It is hard for me to communicate and make you understand because the truths I’m trying to make you understand I think about a lot and I understand them but it’s clearly hard for me to make you understand.

So if you can’t recognise why, for example, there’s no care without assisted suicide, then I have to explain it to you. It may take several attempts for me to make you understand what’s care and what’s cruelty.

Let me put this front and centre

It is the empathy and understanding of being affected by how suicidal individuals feel that focuses on reducing the prevalence of suicidal thoughts and feelings. That’s how humane people reduce the suicide rate not by something so cruel and barbaric as the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

I believe the criminalisation of assisted suicide exists as long as those who are meant to care are in fact unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. It is the most obvious thing to recognise that the acts of forcing someone to live are the acts of forcing someone to suffer and end are against their will.

Because of what suicidal individuals are feeling and facing these acts are inherently more cruel when done to a suicidal individual. There is care and cruelty achieved by a limited amount of forcing someone to live to suffer and endure against one’s will. However it is wholly unacceptable to force suicidal individuals to live for years. It is simply too cruel because of the cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to suffer and endure against one’s will are cruel and more cruel when done to a suicidal individual.

You win by preventing and making avoidable and quickly and effectively ending suicidal thoughts and feelings never by the expectations of monsters “you should get used to feeling suicidal”. Such apathy for the plight of suicidal individuals as “you should get used to feeling suicidal” has absolutely no place in a humane society and care system.

You don’t have empathy and understanding to guide you so you fail to care.

If you want to ignore my feelings then skip forward to point 1.

Should you recognise I have a limit to what I can endure and suffer and face against my will ever? Or are you just going to ignore my limit as what’s done well throughout my existence…the truth about the limit to what I can endure is the truth I’ve never been cared about because this limit is there to be ignored and it’s still being ignored in the name of cruelty.

When you are meant to protect suicidal individuals against suffering and evil and cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race do not care.

My life could have been so different if the most basic empathy and understanding for my being existed. Instead I’d be better off having never been born. You will never respect that I have a limit and you will never respect this limit until I have the right to use my death to enforce it. The right to use one’s death doesn’t exist and that’s a cruelty too cruel in itself but once suicidal individuals begin to be cared about then this right will exist and that’s yet another reason why assisted suicide is never a crime but it’s fundamental to care.

Assisted suicide is part of a humane suicide system and suicide laws. It’s based on humanisation and empathy and understanding not psychiatric and mental health cruelty. It’s connected with recognising how awful it is to stay suicidal and it’s part of something so basic as recognising that living in safety from suicidality is part of living in safety. It’s part of recognising the limit to suffering not ignoring. It’s about humanisation not the prejudice that suicide is bad. It’s linked to the empathy to recognise there’s a limit to the amount of suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts a species of monsters born and bred evil can force anyone to endure but obviously a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t even recognise the inherent cruelty in the acts of forcing someone to live…so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. That’s what defines psychiatric and mental health care.

It’s to protect the uniimited cruelties they want to do to me and their will to make certain my suffering is unlimited that’s why the monsters who call themselves the human race force me to live. To protect every evil and cruelty a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to a suicidal individual – it’s not just the criminalisation of assisted suicide that protects this but it’s everything psychiatric and mental health care and laws do protect instead of protecting suicidal individuals. Can you recognise this truth like I do? There are no humane protections for suicidal individuals throughout the existence of psychiatric and mental health care. The laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for unlimited cruelties and unlimited suffering.

Do you even have the concept of unlimited suffering and have empathy for what suicidal individuals face? Do you recognise just how important a protection assisted suicide is against unlimited cruelty and evil? These are things not recognised in the paradigms and practices of the mental health system.

If you have any concerns you should recognise I can’t take the pain of living. But the monsters who call themselves the human race are too heartless to recognise such a basic truth. Because it’s a truth that only assisted suicide can change. So they ignore my suffering like sadistic cruelty is all that’s innate to human nature. You want to ignore my suffering too? You want to ignore the truth and the proof of my personal experiences? They care about torturing me. It’s to achieve my unlimited suffering and their unlimited cruelties that’s the objective of denying me access to assisted suicide. That’s the purpose of the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

This is something I wrote five years ago that isn’t full of the bitterness and hatred I have for the monsters who call themselves the human race. There’s still no mercy for suicidal individuals.

It should be obvious to you why I fight for the death I deserve not the life I deserve. There’s no competency to care because what care exists is based on the monsters who call themselves the human race being unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. This defines more than the psychiatric and mental health cruelty that defines something so barbaric as the criminalisation of assisted suicide. It defines the dearth of humane protections for protecting suicidal individuals against the evil and cruelties the monsters who call themselves the human race care about doing to suicidal individuals. It’s hell what mental health cruelty achieves without having any humane protections for suicidal individuals…not even assisted suicide.

Here I’m focusing on aspects of humane care other than assisted suicide but for the purposes of recognising what’s important to me I expect you to fight for the legalisation of assisted suicide and for all. I wish I could kill myself. I really do but it’s not within my power to save myself from the monsters who call themselves the human race and the hells they really do succeed in achieving for me by denying me my death.

For a better future sooner you must recognise why assisted suicide is a protection without equal. But there’s so much more to achieve than assisted suicide. What I talk about here is obvious but only obvious when you are affected by how suicidal individuals feel and humanise suicidal individuals instead of oppress us.

Long term strategy is a strange thing when it is a time when psychiatric and mental health care exists.

What should have been begun on a century ago or before it didn’t happen because of the existence of psychiatry and the lie of mental illness it’s founded on. So what’s long term strategy* now is a century too late already. Thus we are left unprotected against the merciless winds of human evil and cruelty.

(* This is written in response to a reply from the charity Rethink who have a position about the NHS Long Term Plan.)

This is a short summary linked of the massive damage done by the existence of psychiatry and the lie of mental illness and the problem with the monsters who call themselves the human race having no heart or anything humane that’s innate to human nature.

The conditions that prevail in this civilisation of monsters and this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race are absolutely awful. You have to recognise that so many lives are ruined before they started because of the existence of the biomedical model of mental health and illness – I refer to this as the lie of mental illness – that’s what psychiatric and mental health care is based on. It ruins the hope of living in safety for so many of we who are too different and suffer too much*.

(* Broadly the objective of psychiatrists is to rule over mental suffering and mental diversity and I try to cover this by using the non medical language “we who are too different and suffer too much” to cover what is psychiatric and mental health care. It doesn’t cover every single mental phenomena oppressed in the name of care.)

It’s the tragedy of my existence that I can never be protected by even the most basic empathy and understanding for my being. It’s why the pain of living is simply too great but instead of empathy and understanding for such an obvious thing that I can’t take the pain of living I am faced by what’s in the minds of monsters “his suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives…even when he’s suicidal already” or “he should get used to feeling suicidal”.

You talk about long term strategy and do you know what I have been doing for years? I have tried to make my MP and the Prime Minister understand pain with the most basic empathy for suicidal individuals. I should be fighting against the medical profession for care too but I don’t. I have been most of all fighting for one truth and that’s to be affected by how suicidal individuals. Just one thing that could have made such a difference to my existence because it’s abundantly clear the monsters who call themselves the human race cannot do anything else when they’re still – as always – unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

(You might think you’re affected by how suicidal individuals feel…but do you recognise what I’m fighting for instead of fighting for anything else because you’re unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel? What would I be fighting for if you are affected by how suicidal individuals feel is another way to ask the question why I’m fighting for the death I deserve – why don’t I fight for the life I deserve?)

It’s the basis of everything that’s care that is the recognition of just how beyond awful it is to feel suicidal. But this truth has never prevailed before thus there’s no such care here.

It’s the basis of everything – everything the monsters who call themselves the human race could never succeed in caring about in their pitiful attempts to care about me – that’s humane care not mental health care that’s recognising just how horrifically beyond awful it is to become suicidal and stay suicidal. It’s about moving away from the prejudices that suicide is bad and wrong to the humanisation to recognise why it’s invaluable and the recognition of the truth about the nature of the monsters who call themselves the human race which only makes assisted suicide even more invaluable.

However there are many other things in a humane suicide system than assisted suicide.

A better future sooner for every suicidal individual and for the monsters who call themselves the

It’s never a concern is it – “Are we going to make a suicidal individual want to die?” – because the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel? “We’ll get whatever we want by forcing him to live to keep on making him want to die” – you don’t have the personal experience that I do to recognise what I face is sadistic cruelty protected by the laws that deprive suicidal individuals of rights and liberty.

So what’s the vision, what’s the objectives and the methods?

Point 1 – the will to liberate the victims of psychiatry

Education and other conditioning processes. I’ll stick with education because it’s a practical and controllable conditioning process in the near term.

It’s abundantly clear to me who and what is responsible for my death – and it’s not assisted suicide that’s responsible for my death. It’s all of you who have never stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering. It’s all of you who are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. It’s all of you who can’t protect me with the most basic empathy and understanding of my being – and it’s this incompetency that defines why a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t do anything else.

Education is clearly a vital part of achieving a better future sooner. It’s the education the monsters who call themselves doctors have never had so they have no competency to care. It’s is to step forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering from a humanised foundation (instead of a medicalised foundation) that’s the only hope the monsters who call themselves the human race might begin to actually care about mental diversity and mental suffering and mental needs. But it’s never happened before.

Education is vital to understanding your own suffering and mental diversity and the interaction of your being with the society and culture and civilisation that exists now. But it’s also essential for understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering.

It is vital to undoing some of the damage of the lie of mental illness and the existence of psychiatry. It’s to address the prevailing cruelty and evil by mass education. It’s the beginning to everyone beginning to step forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering from a humanised basis not a medical basis. It’s education based on the biopsychosocial model not the biomedical model – and you can choose to add the existence of gods or spirits or non physical alien races to this education in not just understanding your own mental suffering and diversity but that of others too. This is essential for a better future sooner.

Education clearly is necessary because this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race are like every other and utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel so we face the cruelty of being owned and not care.*

(* Count how many die for liberty throughout history and that’s a choice of a competent mind. To be deprived of liberty there are countless examples throughout history of the sense of being deprived of liberty and equality is worth being killed and killing. There’s one truth about human nature you never got educated in that there’s so much worse than death. How many times in history is being owned and being deprived of liberty and facing inequality led to the use of the methods of war and from this you should recognise what’s worse than death. Obviously how many kill themselves and want to die it’s never important for much of history so it’s only the history of war and civil war and independence and revolutions from which you should recognise what’s worse than death that’s part of a competent mind.)

(When’s it going to be the prevalence of suicidal thoughts and feelings that’s the most important measure?)

I know there’s already the Mental Health First Aid training program that existed over a decade ago. I’m not sure what successes it’s achieved by what I’m talking about here is something far greater. It’s an education necessary for everyone in things like emotions and feelings as well as the natural diversity of the mind from a humanised basis not a psychiatric basis. It’s not possible to begin to achieve a better future sooner without mass education in the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering. To understand your own diversity and suffering as well as that of others but by using words such as anguish and torment and torture which are the non medical language of suffering.

It’s is education that’s also part of the objective of empowerment not oppression and subjugation of the victims of psychiatry. The monsters who call themselves the human race to do succeed in achieving lots of control and cruelty but so little care and it’s this cruelty they have cared so much about when they take from me what makes my life my life – talk about what’s worse than death.

If you don’t understand what I’m talking about please ask me to explain.

Do you recognise what I’m talking about is achieving care based on the concepts of equality and democracy and human rights? Can’t you recognise I’m thinking about suicidal individuals as free men first and foremost so the goal is empowerment not the oppression of suicidal individuals?

It’s the objective of education that serves as one tool for empowerment as well as to achieve a level of empathy and understanding for mental diversity and mental suffering that will never exist as long as the lie of mental illness exists.

(I don’t think you recognise just how important this is when in this time in the advancement of technology it’s possible to completely remove parts of natural diversity using genetic selection and embryonic implantation technology. But it’s the logical extension of everything based on the lie of mental illness that such technology should be used to eradicate natural diversity – the diversity oppressed by psychiatry. You recognise what is necessary for a better future sooner.)

This is one of the things that should have happened a long time ago but doctors are tyrants so do not seek to achieve any empowerment whatsoever. The tyranny of evil doesn’t want to make the slaves of psychiatry free or freer so something so basic as education for empowerment they never cared about…or any method to achieve empowerment. That’s the proof of the history of psychiatry that the tyranny of evil never cared about empowerment except perhaps a tiny little bit in this generation of monsters.

It’s when you consider what’s the difference between the freedom and rights adults have versus children. It’s not simply based on age or the development of the organic brain. Education and other conditioning processes are what give adults so much more freedom than children.

The brain and mind get conditioned as part of growing up and education is one of these forces that is what differentiates the mind of a child from the mind of a free adult. Adults have much more freedom than children and one of the differences is made by education. So education for empowerment makes sense to me.

It’s also essential for every other freedom beyond liberating the victims of psychiatry. It’s a principle I sum up as “growing what must be free” which is the pursuit of greater freedoms as well as the imperative for achieving more liberty by education and other processes.

(Prostitution and illegal drugs for the mind for example are other liberties to be achieved.)

An educated mind is more able to make bigger decisions and take bigger risks – again it’s thinking about what differentiates the mind of a doctor who risks killing their patients from someone who doesn’t have a medical education taking such risks. You also recognise there’s another conditioning process involved in a medical education and that’s clinical experience but in the end their foundation and source of truth is fundamentally flawed so they don’t have even the most basic empathy to recognise everything wrong with the apathy for the plight of suicidal individuals as expressed by “you should get used to feeling suicidal”.

(Unfortunately a medical education is the wrong education for anything related to empowerment and equality and diversity and liberty and human rights and understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering for what it is.)

Education is a vital tool if you want to achieve greater freedoms. Obviously unimportant to the tyranny of evil disguised psychiatric care that’s in itself worth dying to escape from. I believe education will empower suicidal individuals to be freer.

It’s like how you consider driving. The way the criminalisation of assisted suicide is argued for is that it’s a decision too dangerous for any individual to be able to make. In the same way cars are too dangerous for anyone to be allowed to drive.

But by education the risks of driving cars are substantially reduced. Do you see what I mean? There’s the example of how education empowers individuals to make decisions and take risks that would otherwise be too dangerous. Education leads to freedom.

But the example of cars is also about what the government considers to be important. They don’t recognise just how important assisted suicide is. They don’t see the importance so they can’t make the right decision about risks versus rewards. They don’t have the empathy or understanding for the suicidal mind to recognise what’s the difference between cruelty and care let alone achieve anything that resembles humane care. What they care about is oppressing suicidal individuals as much as monsters want to do.

Look at the statistics about road deaths and injuries and they’re acceptable consequences but if the monsters who call themselves the human race were prejudiced against cars and car drivers like they’re prejudiced against suicide and suicidal individuals then they don’t recognise what’s important. The importance of cars and driving cars is important to the monsters who govern so there are acceptable risks and that’s obviously the same with the legalisation of assisted suicide but the government are used to oppressing suicidal as the primary recourse of the law makers and they are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel so they don’t recognise just how invaluable a protection assisted suicide is.

The replies I’ve had to my attempts to legalise assisted suicide have much in common with oppression and subjugation. The risks of, for example, individuals being forced or coerced into accessing assisted suicide they use to justify the continued criminalisation of assisted suicide because their entire approach is based on depriving suicidal individuals (and other victims of psychiatry) of rights and liberty – so they don’t consider protecting suicidal individuals by depriving the monsters who call themselves the human race of, for example, the freedom to force someone to access assisted suicide.

(Do you remember the point I made earlier about what’s worth dying for and killing for and is worse than death? Liberty and equality won by minds who kill and get killed?)

(They don’t care about equality and democracy and human rights. They don’t care about empowerment. They just want to protect the medical tyranny and the oppression of suicidal individuals. They do care about the unlimited cruelties monsters want to do to a suicidal individual – from vast amounts of my personal experience I have this truth – so won’t deprive the monsters who call themselves the human race of their freedoms but it’s these freedoms that makes assisted suicide even more invaluable in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil.)

Any education is going to succeed by making the monsters who call themselves the human race recognise just how beyond awful it is to be suicidal. This has never happened before. As always the monsters who call themselves the human race are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and this defines more than the laws that affect suicidal individuals in a civilisation of monsters. It’s going to shift the objective of care as well as the methods of care by having a humanisation basis instead of medicalisation.

I want to reinforce the risks versus rewards point by considering the acceptable risks of so many other things from road deaths – acceptable consequences and acceptable risks – or individuals joining the army or the decision to use the methods of war or the existence of nuclear weapons. The consideration is based on what’s important and that’s how the risks are weighed against the rewards. The monsters who govern make other choices that risk death and risk death without consent and accept the risks of death because it serves what is important to them. They won’t serve what’s important to a suicidal individual though…they just oppress us like always.

My efforts have been focused on making the monsters who govern recognise why assisted suicide is important – in fact it’s invaluable. But consider the risks of road injuries and deaths and recognise they are the risks of injury and death against consent whereas a suicidal individual choosing to die it’s our death. Their sense of care is full of cruelty – that’s obvious by now – because they’re well served by the prejudices against the suicidal mind perpetuated by the existence of psychiatry yet have no such prejudices against, for example, the minds of those who use the methods of war. What’s important – that’s the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth that it’s what’s important to a species of monsters born and bred evil is what curses every single suicidal individual.

It’s also about the question about what’s the difference between a suicidal mind and, for example, the minds of soldiers and those who choose to use the methods of war (like the government). By the standards of psychiatrists it’s the lie of mental illness that defines the difference, that the suicidal mind is the product of a defective brain and mind whereas the minds of mass murderers – war is mass murder – are normal and competent minds.

(You ever consider just how many want to live in a country that has the objective of safety from suicidality as part of living in safety – what competent minds want this?)

(You might want to contrast the criminal mind and the minds of enemy combatants and they get far more legal protections than suicidal individuals do. The criminal mind for example has protection against inappropriate punishment whereas there’s none of the jurisprudence in the criminal justice system in the medico-legal framework. And enemy combatants are protected against torture but suicidal individuals are not. We are made sub human by those who have a medical education and are left unprotected against the merciless winds of unlimited evil and cruelty. You recognise why I fight for the death I deserve not the life I deserve?)

Look at how easily the monsters who govern accept the minds of soldiers to kill and be killed. It’s a decision that involves risking death but it’s important for the monsters who govern to use the methods of war and make the choice to mass murder and neither their minds nor the minds of soldiers are prejudiced against by psychiatric prejudices like the suicidal mind is.

I think one difference between the minds of those who accept the methods of war versus the minds of suicidal individuals is pain but pain can cloud judgement as well as inform it. But both types of minds recognise the value in using death and they recognise there are lines that cannot be crossed (and I’m sure there are more things in common when you begin to think about the suicidal mind from a humanised basis). The similarity is the recognition of what is worse than death and worth dying for and worth dying to escape from. Then what separates the soldiers kind is the will to kill against consent. Soldiers and war makers choose to use death while suicidal individuals choose to use one’s death. The former minds are not prejudiced against like the suicidal mind is so they have so much more freedom and their decisions are respected.

You see a little bit into a better future sooner and it’s based on humanising suicidal individuals so it’s about the concepts of equality and democracy and human rights that’s how to reach for the better future sooner for suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry? It’s moving from the prejudice that suicide is wrong to recognising just how important of a protection it is. It’s not about denigrating the minds of suicidal individuals – that’s what psychiatric and mental health care does. It’s about the empathy of equality and the equality of empathy.

But it all requires humanisation – but dehumanisation as a basis for care has prevailed for centuries. So this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race like every other generation of monsters are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and seek to continue the ownership rather than, for example, understand why the right to use one’s death is a protection without equal.

Now let me get back to the point about education. It is fundamental to one way to achieve the objective of preventing individuals from becoming suicidal.

This is the area where the heartlessness of a species of monsters born and bred evil who call themselves the human race is so obvious. There are no concerns in the minds of everyone unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel for the risks of making someone become suicidal and stay suicidal. “So what if we make a suicidal individual want to die” – is the competency of the minds of monsters. There’s no care here because the monsters who call themselves the human race are as always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

The objective you have stated is to prevent things getting so bad that being alive is worse than death. Did someone tell you to care about this or are you affected by how suicidal individuals feel?

I talk about an individual’s will to live as something tangible. It’s obviously tangible to me because it’s been so successful taken from me by those who take from me what makes my life my life. To lose the will to live is part of becoming suicidal.

It has to be protected. This is so basic to a sense of care. The will to live is priceless but it’s protected by the prevailing sense of cruelty like it’s worthless and the destruction of the will to live is so lightly beared by the heartlessness that prevails. But the sense of cruelty that defines human nature is to achieve the protection of suicidal individuals by whatever evil and cruelty comes into the minds of sadists to do to a suicidal individual. So there are no humane protections yet.

It’s not a perfect truth but it’s the most important truth to guide the reach for a better future sooner: it’s human evil and cruelty that’s why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal.

Education is obviously not the most powerful way to change the evil the monsters who call themselves the human race actually want to do to a suicidal individual. But through a controllable conditioning process it’s possible to begin to protect suicidal individuals against the monsters who call themselves the human race. By making them become to begin to comprehend just how awful it is to feel suicidal.

The will to live can be shattered in an instant or it can be eroded away. I assume most of the time it’s the erosion of the will to live by all the evil and cruelty and heartlessness that prevails. So I assume there are pre states of mental existence – mental suffering – that commonly occur before a suicidal individual becomes suicidal.

For individuals to be able to recognise these mental states that if another harm and cruelty happens then then they’ll likely become suicidal it is one of the first lines of defence against individuals becoming suicidal. (In contrast to just how much the monsters who call themselves the human race care so much about inflicting crushing blow upon crushing blow and each blow would make me want to die if I wasn’t suicidal already….but I’m suicidal already and I face these crushing blows after crushing blow because the pursuit of sadistic cruelty is well protected by every single law that affects suicidal individuals.)

It might be like not caring whether you live or die then something happens that is likely to turn this pre mental state – that’s pretty damn awful in itself to not care if one lives or dies – into a suicidal mind. It might be that feeling “I can’t take this anymore” that I assume is something lots of suicidal individuals face like I do but there’s a pre mental state before one becomes suicidal which is this feeling “I can’t take anymore” without an associated suicidal thought or feeling. There’s so many other expressions of these pre mental states that commonly occur before suicidal thoughts and feelings happen.

(Do you recognise why I never had a hope of living in safety amongst monsters like you at this point?)

You can call such pre mental states that exist commonly before a suicidal individual becomes suicidal as a symptom of depression or anxiety…then you will fail in your objectives. Because these terms do not evoke empathy and rather they justify oppression of the individual suffering and focus the cause of the suffering and worry as a problem with the individual. It’s words like anguish and torment and torture and despair and hopelessness I believe these are the words of empathy and it’s from empathy that comes understanding and humanisation.

These pre mental states have to be recognised by humanisation. They have to be recognised as too awful.

(* So for example a register like the child protection register could be there to serve the protection against becoming suicidal. When everyone is affected by how suicidal individuals this knowing that someone is at risk of becoming suicidal – it will only work when you’re actually affected by how suicidal individuals. There’s no point in this protection of knowing someone is at risk of becoming suicidal when you are still as utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel as the monsters who call themselves the human race always are. It’s a sense of care that recognises the risk of someone becoming suicidal for how unbearable it is. It’s never happened before.)

But by teaching individuals to recognise these awful pre mental states that commonly occur before a suicidal mind exists it’s the one of the first protections of humane care.

Remember me saying that it’s evil and cruelty that’s primarily responsible for why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal?

When you see a man being beaten to death you stand against the beating. You stop the beating… right? But when it’s mental suffering you have no concerns as you watch a man being beaten to death. All you care about is if he lives. That’s the sense of psychiatric and mental health cruelty that prevails. Do you see the difference between a basis of humanisation versus the dehumanisation of psychiatry?

(What I’m trying to evoke is the empathy you have when you see a physical beating to death but to have the same empathy for the pre mental states that commonly occur before someone becomes suicidal. It’s the opposite of “I don’t give a damn if we make him want to die and keep on making him want to die because my only concern is if he dies”. It’s to recognise the will to live is being destroyed and comprehend that this it’s worse than death – to prevent this that’s the first line of care, the first line of the humane protections for suicidal individuals.)

How you guard the will to live is with the most basic empathy. You try to understand these awful mental states by humanisation and that’s the beginning to achieving a better future sooner. The pre mental states are awful in themselves but they’re acceptable to a species of monsters born and bred evil still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

(Do you recognise why I never had a hope of living in safety amongst monsters like you at this point? You can’t care and protect me.)

The first line of defense is by education to recognise these awful pre mental states and recognise they’re too cruel to happen to anyone. Then the response to such awful mental states is the same as when you watch a man being tortured to death. But it’s impossible to care when you are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and have the dehumanisation of psychiatry to guide you to protect suicidal individuals.

This is how to protect the weak. There’s no other way to protect the weak. The first line of defence is before a suicidal individual becomes suicidal.

It’s to be the shield and the sword that is the protection of the weak not what is protected by psychiatric and mental health care. Psychiatric and mental health care doesn’t protect the weak. It oppresses the weak and it makes things so much worse for we labelled as severely mentally ill. It justifies the unlimited cruelties and evils a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to the weak. It’s the shield and the sword of the evil at the cores of the monsters who call themselves the human race – that’s what defines psychiatric and mental health care throughout the existence of psychiatry. Your kind only force me to live to make this truth completely obvious – you only protect monsters like you and the evil at the cores of monsters like you by denying me the right to use my death.*

(* But you’re all so cruel the human rights movement have never cared about a suicidal individual before. So such an obvious thing that makes my life my life and that’s what the right to use my death is. You’re all too cruel you don’t even have this right. But competent minds have always recognised the things worse than death throughout the history liberation – are you educated to recognise this truth about human nature? “Give me liberty or give me death” is no different in the quality of the mind as what I’m fighting for “give me liberty and give me death”.)

These pre mental states exist because of the cruelty of never recognising mental needs. That’s the product of the existence of psychiatry as is the heartlessness to ignore mental suffering and the product is that when you watch a man being beaten to death but it’s mental suffering so your only concern is that he doesn’t die.

You have this education then you have to try to understand every reason to die. Then you have a plan that uses every single reason to die to care. You find every reason to protect suicidal individuals by humanisation or not at all.

2) rights and liberty and happiness and quality of life and trust in care

This is yet another target. To begin to comprehend mental needs and comprehend them as as important as physical needs. Elsewhere I wrote about the fight against hunger and starvation. Not done for suicidal individuals of course but done by the empathy for this physical need and empathy for the suffering caused by this unmet need. But by caring about this physical need so many are freed from feeling suicidal because of hunger and starvation. Again it’s never counted how many felt suicidal throughout history because of the unmet needs that led to so many facing hunger and starvation. But so many more than ever before live in safety from feeling suicidal because of hunger and starvation.

To recognise the profoundly damaging effects of unmet needs is why so many – too many – feel suicidal. It’s a different way to care than anything built upon the lie of mental illness.

To recognise the diversity of mental needs is obviously vital as is the principles of democracy and human rights and liberty applied to suicidal individuals for the first time in history. By humanisation not by medicalisation you achieve the first line of defence, the first objective of humane care.

It’s hard. It’s difficult. It’s challenging. But it’s not impossible when you are guided by how suicidal individuals feel and by the humanisation of suicidal individuals instead of the medicalisation.

It’s because it’s beyond awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal. It’s “I cannot bear for him to become suicidal” instead of “so what if we make him want to die”. It’s the risk of someone becoming suicidal you bear this risk with the empathy you have when you see a man being tortured to death. That’s how you achieve the better future sooner you could never achieve for me.

Everything that’s actually care it flows from the same place and that’s being affected by how suicidal individuals feel. You yet recognise what prevails when the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel? The only humane protection I have ever had to be safe is assisted suicide and there’s not even this so I am tortured to death but as long as I live how I feel will be ignored.

It’s the apathy for the plight of suicidal individuals embodied by “you have to get used to being suicidal” that’s the product of the dehumanisation of suicidal individuals and equal to “I can bear you to be tortured to death as long as you don’t die” – but that’s what is psychiatric and mental health care.

It’s such extreme and profound dehumanisation of suicidal individuals that leads to no care and instead it’s the objectives of making suffering unlimited and the cruelty that can be done to a suicidal individual unlimited the monsters who call themselves the human race have always cared so much about.

In the pursuit of the fundamentals of democracy and human rights applied to suicidal individuals for the first time in history. The tragedy of every single suicidal individual is that this is a revolution that’s yet to happen instead of being started on a century ago or before.

But you don’t have the most basic empathy and understanding to guide you to recognise when trust in care is destroyed then that’s what kills a suicidal individual as surely as a bullet would once assisted suicide is legal. The monsters who call themselves the human race inflict exactly as much evil and cruelty as a species of monsters want to do to a suicidal individual and that’s what is responsible for the deaths of so many suicidal individuals not assisted suicide. You see a man being tortured to death but you don’t care as long as he doesn’t die so you don’t stop the torture – this is exactly the same sense of care that defines the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

3) wanting care

It’s abundantly clear to me the value of dying to escape from what a species of monsters born and bred evil does in the name of care when it’s clear they care about protecting their sadistic nature to achieving my unlimited suffering and their unlimited cruelty and evil by denying me my death.

I am not alone in this respect of being suicidal and recognising the sense of care of monsters for suicidal individuals is not worth engaging with.

I’m developing a post about suicidal individuals suffering alone.

The cruelty and evil of the monsters who call themselves the human race makes this possible that suicidal individuals choose to suffer alone and go to our deaths alone.

One aspect is having nothing to offer us but whatever evil and cruelty is possible to do to a suicidal individual in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil. It’s having a sense of cruelty devoid of humane protections and so few meaningful solutions that’s why the worst thing happens and that’s that suicidal individuals suffer alone than engaging with mental health cruelty.

It’s what crisis care can’t do well when it’s based on the dehumanisation of suicidal individuals by the lie of mental illness and the concepts of psychiatry. To achieve anything that resembles humane care and meaningful solutions that serve suicidal individuals not serve the monsters who call themselves the human race getting whatever they want from a suicidal individual using whatever evil and cruelty comes into the minds of sadists to want to do to a suicidal individual.

Assisted suicide serves one more purpose and that’s having something important to a suicidal individual to help suicidal individuals want to engage with care.

It’s the difference between “I care about you” and “I’ll get whatever I want from you” that’s why assisted suicide is so vital to achieving humane care instead of the best a species of monsters born and bred evil can achieve which is mental health cruelty.

In summary

Everyone I’ve ever met and more you are the things worse than death. All the power the monsters who call themselves the human race take over how a suicidal individual feels and you’re all as utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel as a species of monsters born and bred evil can be.

You face this – an inch of what I face – of the cruelty and evil that accepts these pre mental states as nothing too cruel to happen to anyone. But I face the miles and miles of such cruelty and evil and heartlessness free to do to a suicidal individual that is all that’s protected by the law makers. A sense of cruelty that believes years of forcing someone to live to force me to suffer and endure against my will – not just ordinary feelings but suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts – is because you care. You are worth dying to escape from as much as your sense of care is worth dying to escape from.

You want to torture me and in this pursuit of sadistic cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race really do succeed. Because while dehumanisation prevails the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die, to inflict further and worsen suicidality, is well protected.

Pick any of these statistics that only the devil’s own think is an acceptable consequence

• Half the days of my adulthood – half of the days in the last twenty five years – I am suicidal. Because the monsters who call themselves the human race are sadistic.

• A decade of continuously feeling suicidal

• A third of the years of my life I’ve spent a prolonged time feeling suicidal

You want to make it even worse than this. You know you can’t do anything else than do what monsters want to do to a suicidal individual.

Whoever you care about it’s not me you care about. My life should never be so bad but you want to make it even worse than being forced to live – that’s why everyone I’ve ever met and more you are the things worse than death. There’s never the sense of care that exists or succeeds in “we cannot risk making him want to die”.

Throughout my existence the human race ignore the limit to what I can endure and face and suffer against my will – that’s sadistic cruelty but it’s mental health care.

The first line of defence is “I cannot bear him to feel suicidal ever” – the monsters who call themselves the human race have never stopped failing to care. Still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

(You think it’s the tragedy that it’s no one’s job to destroy everything the monsters who call themselves the human race have built to be free to make a suicidal individual want to die? Or the medical profession protect such freedoms while depriving suicidal individuals of rights and liberty? And they do gorge on the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.)

I am not cared about. Never protected by empathy and understanding for my being. Because you have never stepped forth onto to understanding the wide diversity of mental suffering and mental diversity by humanisation – I’m talking about all of you the monsters who call themselves the human race. You don’t humanise any victims of psychiatry. So you’re still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and you don’t feel a shred of shame or remorse for every action done without even the most basic empathy and understanding for my being to protect me. You’ll never care about how I feel.

(Do you recognise why I never had a hope of living in safety amongst monsters like you at this point?)

Humanisation leads to a new direction of care – and that this has to invented is the tragedy of every single suicidal individual.

But you’re still unaffected by how I feel so I still have to fight for the most basic empathy and understanding to protect me. I’m still fighting for my death and my right to use my death and to destroy everything they’ve built to be free to make a suicidal individual want to die and so many other things that you have no concerns about when you are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

So the result is the sort of deprivation of liberty and inequality and subjugation and oppression and tyranny that’s what leads the choice to die. Your best attempts to care are driven by the unlimited suffering of suicidal individuals the monsters who call themselves the human race want to achieve by the criminalisation of assisted suicide. Your sense of care is there to protect the unlimited cruelties and evils sadists want to do to suicidal individuals – obvious most of all by the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

You do succeed when you achieve what’s worse than death. You can’t do anything else instead of killing me. That’s why I fight for the death I deserve not the life I deserve.

You have never cared about a suicidal individual. You don’t have competent minds competent to be affected by how suicidal individuals feel so you are utterly unable to protect the weak how the weak are meant to be protected.

The fragility of conscious beings is ignored by those who rule over mental diversity and mental suffering. This is the reason why assisted suicide is a crime for the same reason you don’t recognise the first line of defence to protect suicidal individuals. When it’s mental suffering we’re all here to be hurt and harmed endlessly never protected by empathy or understanding. Why do you think my death is the only way I can be safe? But why do you think I can’t take the pain of living as well. “he’s suicidal already so his suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives” – this is all because a species of monsters born and bred evil is always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. “He has to get used to feeling suicidal” – as evil and cruel as the monsters who call themselves the human race are evil and cruel.

You recognise why my life was ruined before it started? You recognise why I can’t take the pain of living? You recognise why I fight for the death I deserve not the life I deserve?

You have never cared about the limit to what I can endure and face and suffer against my will. You care about making certain my suffering is unlimited and that’s the purpose of denying me my death. You can’t do anything else because this is the best a species of monsters born and bred evil can do. And in this pursuit of sadistic cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race have already spectacularly succeeded in achieving their objective of making my suffering unlimited – the very purpose of denying me my death.

Why do you think I fight for the death I deserve not the life I deserve?

You only have the competency of sadists and sadistic nature defines far more than the criminalisation of assisted suicide. You can’t care about how I feel even when I’m suicidal already. You will never care about the limit I have – the monsters who call themselves the human race are the monsters who have always ignored the truth about the very existence of my limit because you always dehumanise suicidal individuals.

A limit I only have one way of enforcing. That’s why I fight for the death I deserve not the life I deserve. You don’t even have the competency to recognise I can’t bear the pain of living. But you should trust human nature to never be satiated when giving a suicidal individual even more reasons to die – I trust you and your kind to succeed in this cruelty and evil.

I got a couple of responses. This is one of them.

We know that living with serious mentaI illness can be extremely challenging, but as a charity we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact. We know mental health treatment has been underfunded for decades, our lobbying led to the NHS Long Term Plan which prioritises treatment for people who are severely affected for the first time, and we’re working to make sure that it’s implemented. We hope that this will help more people in crisis and reduce the number of people who reach the point where they are considering taking their own life.

Still need to die.

Do you know what it feels like to be owned?

That’s the point isn’t it? Your response cares about nothing. You don’t know what it’s like to be the property of monsters do you?

How do you have any protection against being owned when you are blessed whereas I’m cursed?

“Rethink believes in…” You speak of no empowerment in your response. What am I fighting against it should not be Rethink I’m fighting against. I have all all the treachery of everyone I’ve ever met and more and I have to fight against the medical profession for care. Do you trust you and your kind make it worse to still be alive?

Why do you care so much about unlimited suffering and want to achieve it?

Do you know what unlimited suffering is?

We know that living with serious mentaI illness can be extremely challenging,

But do you recognise what uniimited suffering is? I’m asking for the most basic empathy. Do you recognise what unlimited suffering is and what it feels?

What do you think a life worse than death feels like? What do you think it feels like to spend every single day looking forward to death? What do you think it feels like to be suicidal and then forced to live to suffer even more against your will? What do you think it feels like when it’s even more unlimited suffering that’s the objective of care never ever any humane protections against unlimited suffering?

Did someone tell you to betray my humanity or do you do it naturally? What else is the will to achieve unlimited suffering?

You know what I face,..or are you as utterly unaffected by what I face like everyone else?

My humanity is there to be completely and utterly betrayed. The limit to what I can face and suffer and endure against my will is there to be ignored. Do you comphrend just how much better off I’d be if I was never born?

Rethink believes in “His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”?

When’s it going to be my life?

It’s one of the things the monsters who call themselves the human race have done well. They’ve taken from me what makes my life my life to protect their unlimited cruelty.

It’s what psychiatric and mental health care does to so many victims. It’s sense of cruelty that takes away what makes my life my life and in return protects the unlimited evils and cruelties a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to we who are too different and suffer too much.

It’s abundantly clear the monsters who call themselves the human race force me to live to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual and that’s the problem. If they take away what makes my life my life and if they have power over how I feel then my life will be hell on Earth. Thru can’t do anything else because they’ve never protected me by empathy and understanding for my being.

So what they have succeeded in achieving is making more than half my adulthood worse than death. It’s a conservative estimate that half of the days of the last twenty five years I’ve wanted to die. How easily a species of monsters born and bred evil bears this truth…they actually think they care about me?

The great impacts the mental health community have achieved…how can anyone be trusted to care about me when they bear such a horrific awfulness of existence of years of forcing me to live like it’s nothing?

To not have empathy or understanding for me and other victims like me is a problem that’s never changed. To not have empathy and understanding to protect me it defines what the monsters who call themselves the human race do to me by taking from me what makes my life my life. They care so much about their objectives of unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and that’s the proof of the monumental extent of my suicidality.

It is so much effort by so many monsters to prove why I need the right to use my death and this is the reason why assisted suicide is never a crime. It is what makes my life my life to have the right to use my death and due a death of my choosing.

(High powered sniper rifle bullet fired at point blank range. To instantly shred as much of my brain as possible.)

The cost of failure is becoming suicidal and staying suicidal

This is why the monsters who call themselves the human race have achieved unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering. They cannot care.

Much as I am good at ruining my existence the monsters who call themselves the human race do it so much better than I can do.

What else can they do when all they’re good at is dehumanising suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry?

What else can they do when they’ve never had empathy and understanding to protect me?

This post is a quick summary of the condition of the minds of the monsters who call themselves the human race when it comes to having empathy and understanding for we who are too different and suffer too much. The reply I quoted at the beginning talks about mental illness and that’s what I mean when I say “we who are too different and suffer too much”.

Where to even begin to counteract the massive damage of the existence of the lie of mental illness and the existence of psychiatry?

Well there’s just Time to Change that over the last decade has been trying to combat so much evil and cruelty to begin to achieve genuine care.

But it’s typically like what the mental health community succeed in achieving. An inch towards a better future sooner – that’s the best I can trust the mental health community to succeed in achieving. Where’s the mile and where’s the marathon? The best they achieve is an inch towards a better future sooner – and that’s all they’ve achieved for me not the mile or the marathon.

They have no empathy and understanding for me.

This is what they have to say to me.

but as a charity we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact

It’s the typical sort of sense of ownership that mental health is about. What’s the impact I needed them to make before I was born or when I first became suicidal or when I spent a year feeling suicidal?

But I trust they’ll achieve an inch towards this target they choose to fight for. Not the mile or the marathon. I do believe in having a meaningful existence and equal opportunities to be rich but..is a fulfilling life the panacea that achieves what’s important to a suicidal individual? Look at the medical profession and how many doctors feel suicidal and I understand most if not all* the reasons why doctors choose to die. But think about a fulfilling life and fulfilling work doctors have.

(* – I’m reminded of something a retired psychiatrist said about what’s not a mental illness is understandable suffering so I wonder if they’d judge suicidal doctors as mentally ill?)

Obviously there are good reasons why doctors feel suicidal even though they have so many protective factors the victims of psychiatry can only dream of.

But equally there are those who don’t want to work and are happy with meaning for existence being to be happy and poor. Especially when psychiatrists have done so much to denigrate the human value of their victims it’s better to not work than to be treated like your being is worse than worthless. To be utterly devalued and work it’s the same curse of poverty. But work is full of pain.

(There’s a book called Schizophrenia and Human Value but I couldn’t make it past the first chapter because it described so many of the terrible evils and cruelties the monsters who call themselves the human race always do well to the schizophrenic mind.)

It’s deeply personal isn’t it? What’s a life worth living? For example some are happy with being poor whole others are suicidal and rich. This is not about a meaningful life but what is happiness and what leads to happiness beyond the dictate of a mental health charity that it’s a meaningful life that’s the objective.

I don’t understand a life worth living without having meaning to exist but it’s because I’m cursed like so many others who need a meaningful existence are cursed whereas others are blessed by being happy without a meaning for existence. I have the meaning to exist for a species of monsters born and bred evil to force me to suffer against my will so they know there’s nothing humane that’s innate to human nature but sadistic cruelty comes so naturally to the monsters who call themselves the human race to want to do to suicidal individuals.

What’s in the quoted text they are saying they don’t believe in the value of assisted suicide.

This rambling text here I’ve written is to think about diversity and suffering. But it’s the response that I’ve gotten that demonstrates so clearly that the objectives of mental health charities are not about empathy and understanding.

I worked at one of these charities a decade ago and they thought the important thing was to fight for men to get it off our chest. Not fight against the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. Not to fight for humane protections against what a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to be free to do to a suicidal individual – which is abuse and torture that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about doing to suicidal individuals not about protecting suicidal individuals.

“His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”.

Long term objectives are something I think about.

I face “His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”.

I face cruelty not care.

The objectives of care based on the most basic empathy and understanding is that the failures of care are when a suicidal individual becomes suicidal and stays suicidal.

This sense of care doesn’t exist. Instead it’s cruelty I face that’s all about ignoring my suffering even when I’m suicidal already. What does a meaningful life matter when it’s the meaning to exist to be forced to suffer against my will so the monsters who call themselves the human race know they’re truly sadistic by nature never humane?

Where they can only manage to achieve an inch of care they succeed in achieving miles and miles of cruelty.

Because of the high standard of education I had as a child I had higher hopes of a rich and meaningful life than most do. But it’s my pain that’s dominated my wretched existence.

But the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t care so they don’t recognise the cost of the failures of care and they just do so much more cruelty once they’ve completely and utterly failed to care.

The cost of failure is when a suicidal individual becomes suicidal and stays suicidal. That’s the obvious logical sequitur when you have empathy and understanding for suicidal individuals.

But a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t care. So care is to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual that’s what is protected and the objective is to force suicidal individuals to live indefinitely…they do miles and miles of cruelty to achieve their objectives and achieve only an inch of care.

So all they do is ignore the limit to what I can endure. That’s been happening most of my life. They refuse to recognise I have a limit to what I can suffer and endure and face against my will… because they have no understanding or empathy to protect me.

Should I blame myself for not communicating my needs or my suffering well enough? The mental health charity I once worked for had the campaign objective of men getting it off our chests.

But the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t understand what the words “I want to die” means. They’ve never recognised the truth about these words spoken throughout history by so many suicidal individuals and the meaning is always ignored by the monsters who call themselves the human race. So they abuse and torture suicidal individuals without remorse or mercy.

Their choices to make suicidal individuals suffer beyond the cruelty of being forced to live. It’s damned my existence and made me one of the legion of the damned – we who are better off having never been born than born to live amongst monsters like you.

It’s that act of taking from me what makes my life my life that’s the act of being forced to live. The monsters deem this to be essential care. But in return for taking away from me what makes my life my life…all the monsters who call themselves the human race care about is achieving unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. They take from me what makes my life my life and in return they protect every single cruelty and evil a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to a suicidal individual.

“His suffering will never be too much for me to bear as long as he lives – even when he’s suicidal already his suffering will never be too much for me to bear”. With this – the truth – the monsters who call themselves the human race achieve an inch of care and miles and miles of cruelty.

They do not understand what the words “I want to die’ means – I’m talking about ever in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race have they ever recognised what these words mean. So like they do to every other suicidal individual they take from me what makes my life my life – by forcing me to live – and in return they really do care about doing whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual.

Xxxxxx

You need me to suffer against my will and you won’t even give me the right to use my death to stop you.

We know that living with serious mentaI illness can be extremely challenging, but as a charity we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact. We know mental health treatment has been underfunded for decades, our lobbying led to the NHS Long Term Plan which prioritises treatment for people who are severely affected for the first time, and we’re working to make sure that it’s implemented. We hope that this will help more people in crisis and reduce the number of people who reach the point where they are considering taking their own life.

Hope it’s so vital isn’t it?

But all they can do is at best achieve an inch of care about hope. But they achieve the miles and miles of cruelty and evil a species of monsters born and bred actually wants to do to suicidal individuals.

The first mile is the right to use one’s death. It’s the first mile of a sense of care that recognises the cost of failure by recognising the truth and the meaning of the words “I want to die” means for the first time in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

It is the first mile against the tyranny of evil that is the best a species of monsters born and bred evil can achieve in response to the words “I want to die”.

It’s “we focus on what’s important to a suicidal individual” than “we do everything we can to make sure that everyone severely affected can lead a fulfilling life and believe this is where our efforts can have the greatest impact“.

Throughout the existence of this mental health charity who decided to reply to me they’ve never focused on such an important question as why do suicidal individuals choose to suffer alone.

In so many ways I’ve tried to make the monsters recognise the difference between cruelty and care. It’s the objectives and the methods the monsters who call themselves the human race think are care but they’re so cruel when it’s based on the medicalised approach.

This is another way to make some of the points in this post.

To force someone to live and keep on making them want to die is care. But to force someone to live to keep on making them want to die is torture. If I fail to make the point about the conditions that prevail and the minds of monsters that prevails then this is the point.

What do you do when you really want to hurt someone? You force your victim to live to keep on making them want to die.

If you really want to hurt someone you cannot stop at making them want to die. You have to force them to live to keep on making them want to die. You have to achieve the mental state of life worse than death but you cannot stop there if you really want to hurt someone. If your really want to hurt someone you can’t stop your evil when your victim faces the worst state of conscious existence and the worst state of mental suffering. You have to force your victim to keep on making them want to die.

Do you recognise what is pure evil? Do you recognise what is absolute sadistic cruelty?* Of course not. The monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual and this is what defines more than the unlimited cruelty of the criminalisation of assisted suicide.

( * Do I need to explain to you why such acts are acts of pure evil? Probably… only need to explain this because you are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.)

Look at the laws that affect suicidal individuals and see what they legislate for and against.

It is the brutality and the barbaric cruelty of monsters that defines what the suicide laws legislate for and against.

Think of the intentional act I’m starting this piece off with. If you really want to hurt someone you have to make them want to die then force them to live to keep on making them want to die. The suicide laws do not protect against such pursuit of sadistic cruelty and pure evil.

Who would do such pure evil? I assume torturers want to. Torture is more than about inflicting suffering. It’s about breaking the victim’s will. It’s about getting whatever the torturers want from their victims that their victims won’t give them. Let’s say it’s information torturers want and the enemy combatant won’t give up the information. So torturers succeed by inflicting extreme suffering.

But as much as torture is about using extreme suffering it succeeds by making the victim want to die then forcing the victim to live to keep on making them want to die. The victims of torture won’t willingly give up information so the torturers have to start by making the victim want to die. They have to achieve a state of personal suffering worse than death to force their victims to give up the information then force them to live to keep on making them want to die until they get whatever they want. Perhaps this is not the case with every victim of torturers but I assume it’s common to make force a suicidal individual to live* to keep on making them want to die that’s how torturers succeed.

(* Because the right to use one’s death and the universal provision of access to assisted suicide prevents torture and puts torturers out of a job. It is absolutely necessary to force a suicidal individual to live to achieve the objectives of torturers. I am reminded of the Sri Lanka civil war and the rebels were provided with cyanide to get in the way of the government who used horrific forms of torture. Torture can only happen to the living.)

Obviously there are laws against torture. But the laws that affect suicidal individuals don’t protect against torture and that’s the tragedy. The suicide laws in a civilisation of monsters do not protect suicidal individuals against the will to deliberately force a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die. But it’s humane suicide laws that are I believe the only hope that torture will never succeed and that’s what will put torturers out of a job. For the simple reason that assisted suicide gets in the way. The right to use one’s death is far more powerful a protection against torture than the existing laws against torture but so is the protection against the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.

Do you recognise what happens when the law makers are so utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel? There is no protection from the suicide laws against the will to intentionally make someone want to die then force them to live to keep on making them want to die. This profound heartlessness is so profound and pervasive that assisted suicide is a crime.

When it’s so bad to be suicidal…but it’s this truth that’s never been recognised or has prevailed before that it’s so beyond horrifically beyond awful to feel suicidal. It defines what exists right now and what exists right now are the opposite of humane suicide laws. To be unable to recognise a state of mental existence worse than death for what it is is what defines the purpose of the suicide laws in this civilisation of monsters.

What else is going to happen when the (medical) suicide experts are devoid of even the most basic empathy or understanding or compassion or mercy or even remorse to protect suicidal individuals? But their very involvement in ruling over mental diversity and mental suffering is based on a monumental fallacy which I crudely refer to as the lie of mental illness.

I started this with an example of pure evil and absolute sadistic cruelty that’s the will to really hurt someone by making them want to die then forcing them to live to keep on making them want to die. It’s not legislated against by the suicide laws and in fact in a way it’s legislated for by the criminalisation of assisted suicide. The key element of really wanting to hurt someone is evil not satiated by making the victim want to die but it’s the acts of forcing someone to live that’s how such barbaric and sadistic cruelty can be achieved.

I started with this example of pure evil and absolute sadistic cruelty not legislated against by the suicide laws and in fact by the criminalisation of assisted suicide it’s legislated for.

So can you now consider the lesser evils than the will to really hurt someone defined by making them want to die then forcing them to live to keep on making them want to die?

Again if you can’t recognise what’s pure evil and absolute sadistic cruelty then I trust you are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. It’s worse than death. It’s the state of conscious existence and the worst state of mental suffering. When being alive is worth dying to escape from. To be beyond the limit to what can be suffered and endured to such an extreme that dying becomes a welcomed solution. This is what feeling suicidal is about.*

(* The tragedy is I’ve failed to make this point clearly. My incompetency is that I’ve failed to humanise suicidal individuals.)

But for centuries the suicide experts have dehumanised suicidal individuals. They have consistently misrepresented the mental state of feeling suicidal as the product of a mental illness, the product of a defective brain thus the product of a defective mind. It is the dehumanisation of suicidal individuals based on the belief of your suicide experts that it’s a brain defect that’s responsible for why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal.

So the law makers have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual. Because the law makers are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

So acts of pure evil done to a suicidal individual are not legislated against and by the barbaric cruelty that’s the basis for the criminalisation of assisted suicide such pure evil is legislated for.

Such a protection against the will to really hurt someone by making them want to die then forcing them to live to keep on making them want to die is a protection that protects only a few suicidal individuals.

But what are lesser evils and cruelties suicidal individuals should be protected against?

For centuries the suicide experts have believed in one harm that can be done to a suicidal individual and that’s successful suicide. They have not had any other concept of harm. Because they’re utterly incompetent to care about suicidal individuals the only harm that for centuries your suicide experts have believed can’t be done to a suicidal individual is successful suicide and dying a good death. Such is how cruel human nature is.

So such pure evil as I’ve already described here is possible. But what about the lesser evils when no one gave you any concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal?

The tyranny of the heartless – the law makers and the medical profession – is so revealed by what are deemed acceptable consequences. It’s the harms and abuses that cannot be done to a suicidal individual it really does reveal the truth about human nature.

The suicide laws in a civilisation of monsters primarily focus on doing everything possible to deprive suicidal individuals of successful suicide. They do absolutely nothing to protect against the harms and abuses – there’s no protection against the cruelties and evils that cannot ever be done to a suicidal individual.

It’s the acceptable consequences that are acceptable consequences for monsters to do to suicidal individuals that are what the suicide laws protect. But the laws that affect suicidal individuals also legislate for unlimited cruelty and evil and unlimited suffering because these are acceptable consequences for monsters to do to suicidal individuals.

For example would monsters use the method of punishment on suicidal individuals with no qualms about the suffering the deliberate act of ruining quality of life has? But it’s one of the first recourses of monsters to imprison suicidal individuals.*

(* But of course monsters make every effort to differentiate between the use of imprisonment as punishment and as care…no…monsters don’t even bother to try to make this difference.)

Because it doesn’t matter if you and your kind make a suicidal individual want to die does it? Because you don’t have any concept of the harms and abuses that can’t be done to suicidal individuals. Because you have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.

You are happy with the freedom to do whatever evil and cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to a suicidal individual.

So when the monsters who call themselves the human race force a suicidal individual to live then keep on making them want to die – that’s the lesser evil compared to the intentional act of pure evil of deliberately forcing a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die. You’re okay with this. You’re happy when this happens not to just this suicidal individual but so many more like me. That the monsters who call themselves the human race accept as acceptable consequences that they force a suicidal individual to live to keep on making us want to die.

Because while your suicide experts have done so much to achieve control and cruelty and to own suicidal individuals and rob us of liberty and the protection of human rights…these acts of cruelty are married to an anarchy of having absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.

You see what the lie of mental illness has created and see it like I do. The freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely is what’s protected. The freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die is so well protected that assisted suicide is a crime.

You can tell me you care but what care do you have?

The intentional act of pure evil and then what’s the lesser evil?

What you think by the monsters who call themselves the human race being free to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual – which is protected by the laws that affect suicidal individuals – you care? But by the same sense of care the only protection against the uniimited cruelties and evils the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to a suicidal individual – you think it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime?

What do you think it feels like to face what’s worse than death? What do you think it feels like to look forward to dying every single day? You have never ever answered these questions before with a heart to guide you…you have never answered these questions with an iota of a shred of competency to care.

You accept the risk of making a suicidal individual want to die as an acceptable risk and an acceptable consequence. You support the anarchy legislated for by the suicide laws that there’s absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual and in fact abuses and harms too great to do to a suicidal individual are legislated for not against.

This anarchy is married with the cruelty of the criminalisation of assisted suicide. The criminalisation of assisted suicide is in itself the protection of the will to achieve unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering – what I know too well as well as victims of torture know.

You even have an iota of empathy for me? With the opportunities to care and succeed in achieving what’s important to a suicidal individual I give freely. Then there’s the opportunities to care achieved by force and control and cruelty…they fail too. But it’s care without mercy or remorse so it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime.

But it’s care that fails so often because it’s not humane. It’s all about control and cruelty that’s what the laws that affect suicidal individuals serve and not a single humane protection that’s so so obviously important to suicidal individuals.

And it’s all about what’s in the minds of monsters. “we force you to live because this essential care” and “we deny you your death because this is essential care” that defines the cruelty of the criminalisation of assisted suicide. But this cruelty is married to the anarchy legislated for by the suicide laws that protects the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.

Would the monsters who call themselves the human race force a suicidal individual to live to keep on making us want to die? Yes. This comes so easily to do to the monsters who call themselves the human race.

How do you use the information about what makes a suicidal individual want to die and makes other suicidal individual want to die to protect suicidal individuals? You don’t. You don’t even try to protect suicidal individuals.

When you think the only harm that can be done to a suicidal individual is successful suicide and there’s no other harm. When you have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual. When you clearly believe there’s no harms or abuses or too much evil or too much suffering too great to expect a suicidal individual to face.

How can you save us when you are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel?

Your suicide experts have taught you to built (metaphorical and physical) prisons instead of (metaphorical) fortresses to protect we whose lives are worth dying to escape from. Assisted suicide is part of the fortress and it’s even more invaluable when the law makers are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel so do legislate for evil and pure evil not against it.

Do you even recognise the acts of forcing someone to live are about taking power away from a suicidal individual and taking power over how we feel? But it’s power with no sense of responsibility to protect suicidal individuals from even more of what can’t be beared by any humane being. Unfortunately there are only monsters here.

My gods…it should be entirely about what you want when it happens to you but this sense of equality is utterly worthless when you are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. And that’s the proof of my suicidal thoughts and feelings. You really are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

You want prisons or fortresses to protect suicidal individuals? You only have invented prisons at the moment. The criminalisation of assisted suicide is a prison and the tragedy really really is that the will of the monsters who call themselves the human race to hurt and harm me and risk making me want to die because the evil at your cores isn’t satiated by imprisoning me alive.

That’s the reason if no other why I have so much proof – too much proof – that I’ll never live in safety amongst monsters like you. That’s the difference you make to my existence.

If nothing else can you recognise why the monsters who call themselves the human race will only care once they fear making a suicidal individual want to die?

It’s the question Too many suicidal thoughts and feelings for you to bear – this begins when? You know the monsters who call themselves the human race are too evil to be able to care by the truth about the answer

If you are the Prime Minister then your answer to the question it makes the difference between cruelty and care. Too many suicidal thoughts and feelings for you to bear – this begins when?

You define how affected by how suicidal individuals feel the monsters who call themselves the human race are. As do I.

Too many suicidal thoughts and feelings for you to bear – this begins when?

To serve the protection of those too evil to care about themselves and who always get the answer to the question wrong. It is you who needs to get the answer right to lead. You have the power to draw a line in concrete I never had but it’s a line based on the right answer to Too many suicidal thoughts and feelings for you to bear – this begins when?

It’s a few words that changes civilisation. Because the line has to be drawn before someone becomes suicidal. That’s the first line of humane care. It’s too cruel to happen to anyone.

You live with a privilege I don’t have. You live without the proof that only by dying will you be safe. Pain. Pain. Pain. It’s all about pain you won’t bear when it happens to you and when it’s forced on you.

You can do whatever you want to do to me except stop making me want to die – you are the monsters who call themselves the human race after all by name and by nature. What sense of responsibility do you have for every single suicidal feeling and thought you force on me?

But the monsters who call themselves the human race are always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel – this is your excuse? Here’s a few obvious examples of the evil that prevails and won’t stop.

This post is the tragedy of every single suicidal individual.

The monsters have no heart to protect suicidal individuals. Neither do the monsters who call themselves doctors.

A decade spent being forced to suffer and endure against my will – and not ordinary feelings but suicidal feelings and thoughts – is so far beyond too cruel to do to anyone. But so sadistic is human nature you don’t recognise this truth.

So sadistic to ignore my suffering even when I’m suicidal already. So sadistic to ignore the limit to what I can suffer and endure.

So I need to die to be safe.

This post is the tragedy of every single suicidal individual.

Do you recognise what makes the right to use my death even more invaluable? Do you recognise what makes assisted suicide even more invaluable in a civilisation of monsters?

I can’t live in safety because too many bear my suffering and suicidality too evilly to be able to care. What do you think is going to happen when the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely?

This post is the tragedy of every single suicidal individual.

It’s the “indefinitely” that’s clearly the will of sadists to want to take the cruelty inherent in the acts of forcing someone to suffer and endure against my will – not ordinary feelings but suicidal feelings and thoughts – and want to make such cruelty unlimited. That’s what the criminalisation of assisted suicide is. It serves those who are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel so they bear years of forcing a suicidal individual to live too lightly to be able to care. How can any suicidal individual live in safety when such profound disregard for how suicidal individuals feels prevails? Years of failing to end suicidality and make it avoidable – but assisted suicide always delivers on what’s so important to a suicidal individual. It’s why it’s fundamental to anything that resembles humane care.

It’s my job to have to fight for this safety. When is it going to be your job? You who have the privilege of living without the personal experience to recognise why assisted suicide is even more invaluable to end unlimited evil.

Legalise assisted suicide for mercy. Or legalise assisted suicide for the sense of remorse you should have for every single suicidal individual who faces the tragedies upon tragedy in the examples below.

This post is the tragedy of every single suicidal individual.

That’s the point but I don’t think you understand why. Do you have any comphrension of the truth about human nature and that’s why you want the right to use your death to exist?

But the monsters who call themselves the human race have no line they can’t transgress when it’s their will to use whatever method no matter how cruel and evil the methods are they use on suicidal individuals. The sort of unlimited cruelties and evils legislated for…along with the unlimited cruelties and evils only ever possible by denying access to assisted suicide. Do I need to bother to explain there’s no care by the other point I can make about what prevails when the unacceptable consequences of unassisted suicide are beared so lightly?

There’s a different mentality. It is to recognise a state of conscious existence too cruel to happen to anyone. Pain. Pain. Pain. It’s all about pain you won’t bear when it happens to you and when it’s forced on you. It’s about the limit to what I can be forced to suffer and endure against my will that’s why I need to die to achieve this absolutely humane care that gives me this humane limit.

Do you know what I’m talking about? You never want to face what I face instead of being killed. Do you know just how much cruelty the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to a suicidal individual instead of killing me? To want to take the cruelty in forcing me to suffer and endure against my will and want to make such cruelty unlimited – so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel it’s only going to lead to the protection of monsters not the protection of suicidal individuals. What do you think is protected when the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely is what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about?

If you have any competency to recognise the truth about human nature then you have to have the right to use one’s death. Of course you don’t have this for the same reason you are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and have always ignored the truth that I have a limit to what I can endure and suffer. When I am beyond this point…just how much proof do I have you the monsters who call themselves the human race will never care about me.

There’s more here if you want to go further.

I don’t know what is the path the monsters who call themselves the human race have to take to understand the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering. Except being forced to suffer and endure against their will until they recognise the truth that it’s not killing me by my consent that’s the crime.

Even the minds of psychologists are like the minds of monsters all devoid of empathy and understanding because of the prevail of psychiatry and the lie the medical profession have at the foundation of this medical speciality.

If the institution of psychiatry and the mental health system was destroyed today it wouldn’t make a difference. The damage has already been done.

For the centuries psychiatric and mental health care the monsters who call themselves the human race have never cared. What’s done in the name of psychiatric and mental health care is too cruel to be called care.

It’s what psychiatric and mental health care is care without understanding or empathy. Because what empathy and understanding can come from the lie of mental illness, that certain types of mental suffering and mental diversity are the product of a brain defect?

I often cite the will of the monsters who call themselves the human race to endlessly and completely and utterly betray my humanity as one reason to die to be safe from all who want to betray me so much that’s what they force me to live to perfect.

But they don’t recognise they’re completely betraying me and my humanity. They actually think they do it to me because they have the competency to care.

I read something someone wrote to me today. It typifies the will to completely betray my humanity that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about. They said something like “I’m sorry you’re still suicidal” not “I can’t bear you to still be suicidal”. Then they told me to get help from those who are complicit in torturing this suicidal individual, to recommend I get care from those who never protected me with even the most basic empathy or understanding.

It’s already worse than death. I’ve been so forced to exist so far beyond the limit to what I can suffer and endure for so long – too long by any humane standard – for the truth that I can never be protected by even the most basic empathy and understanding of me. I cannot be cared about.

Thanks so much Rethink for making me have to fight for this. Thanks so much for reminding me I will never be cared about. I already know the competency to care about me doesn’t exist, that I will never be protected by even the most basic empathy and understanding for me by the species I once thought I was part of.

I really wanted to ask them if they recognise why my kind can’t live in safety amongst your kind. They want to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity. They know so much about doing this so very well and knowing so much about me helps them to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity.

I wanted to ask them if they think I’m cared about. If they know how alone I am then might recognise a loneliness they’d kill themselves than face. But such loneliness is not worse than death to me because there’s something so so much worse than death and they call themselves human and the human race. Do you think it’s because I’m cared about is the obvious question. To be expected to be cared about I should give up on – is this the point?

But value they take in their actions when they’re guided by always being devoid of empathy and understanding for me? I’m talking about the monsters who call themselves the human race here. My enemies.

My enemies cling to the products of the lie of mental illness so dearly they cannot care. The prevail of this lie is why I have not been protected by empathy and understanding. These are qualities fundamental to any sense of care but it’s nowhere in the centuries of the existence of psychiatry and mental health care.

It’s all about the unbelievable cruelties and the impossible evils the species I once thought I were impossible for the species I once thought I was part of to do to anyone. To perpetuate the unbelievable cruelties and impossible evils they force me to live…to only perfect their complete betrayal of me and my humanity they force me to live…then my enemies they expect me to live…as if I’m not human.

But value they take in their actions when they’re guided by always being devoid of empathy and understanding for me?

I am the victim of so many and so much all so much better having never been born than born to be expected to face – expected to face so much more cruelty and evil but the monsters think they do it because they care about me.

But my enemies have always ignored the limit to what I can suffer and endure. What’s a basis for sadistic cruelty? This is the answer to the question what do you want to make me feel and what can’t you bear to make me feel with so much power over how I feel? The limit to what I can face and suffer and endure against my will is there to be ignored by the sadistic nature of human nature.

Crushing blow after crushing blow when I’m suicidal already – that’s what I’m expected to face. Each blow would destroy my will to live if I wasn’t suicidal already. But my enemies never cared about how I feel or am going to feel…not even when I’m suicidal already.

My gods… can’t you recognise what’s better to never be born than be born to risk facing?

But the monsters who call themselves the human race they take value in what they do to me when they’re devoid of even the most basic empathy or understanding for me. That’s why my kind have no chance of living in safety amongst the monsters who call themselves the human race. It’s the truth about how you can do all this to me when I’m suicidal already: I’m not human so not human you can’t stop making me want to die and you know this from so much proof already so you force me to live regardless of the truth.

Why do you think I’m fighting for the death I deserve not the life I deserve?

I’m only here to be victim to what happens when the monsters who call themselves the human race have never stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering.

My enemies dehumanise me so throughly I don’t have my right to use my death to stop them. My enemies only force me to live to keep on proving I am here to be victim to the evil at the cores of a species of monsters born and bred evil and clearly the monsters who call themselves the human race have no heart to stop them.

I’m always faced with the sense of cruelty of a species of monsters born and bred evil who have never stepped forth onto the path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering.

Never protected by even the most basic empathy or understanding for me because instead of the truth about mental diversity and mental suffering a species of monsters born and bred evil needs the lie of mental illness to force them to care.

But nothing that resembles humane care comes from the lie of mental illness. In fact the existence of this lie does everything to prevent humane care and humane protections from existing.

The path to understanding the wide diversity of mental diversity and mental suffering has been blocked and destroyed by the existence of psychiatry and the lie that’s at the foundation of this evil profession as evil as a species of monsters born and bred evil.

I have no comphrension of why you would want to live with what I am expected to suffer and endure and face against my will…that’s not true is it? You the monsters who call themselves the human race have made me wake up to the unbelievable cruelties and impossible evils I couldn’t believe are possible to do to anyone…because you do care so much about the crushing blows you always expect suicidal individuals to face like you’re born and bred evil.

But the monsters who call themselves the human race they take value in what they do to me when they’re devoid of even the most basic empathy or understanding for me – what do you think is a life worse than death is created and perpetuated by?

The protection of the weak doesn’t exist yet. Not for suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry. When it is already worse than death there’s nothing that resembles humane protections for the weak.

The law makers just like the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals to such a profound extent that something so important for the protection of the weak – what assisted suicide obviously is – is a crime.

“We can’t legalise assisted suicide because we have to protect the vulnerable”

My personal experience of being suicidal is that the minds of monsters prevail.

What good is there in forcing me to live when the competency to care doesn’t exist? I am forced to suffer and endure so much – too much if the monsters had a heart to recognise the limit to what I can endure – against my will because the competency to care doesn’t exist yet.

It is because the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Because their medical suicide experts are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. There is not a single humane protection of the weak.

No one in this civilisation of monsters who has any power has any competency to care about suicidal individuals. Thus I’m still fighting for the only protection by which I’ll be safe at last.

One of the responses I’ve had to my fight for the protection of assisted suicide is “we can’t legalise assisted suicide because we have to protect the vulnerable”. This is the epitome of the evil that prevails throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

The individual who gave me this reply is at best talking about the protection against the fallibility of the mind. That’s the corrupted meaning of vulnerability that’s been used throughout the history of the existence of psychiatry. Vulnerability in the meaning used by monsters means having an incompetent mind but an incompetent mind defined by the concepts of mental illness. Not by the real meaning of words such as vulnerable or illness.

(The individual who gave me this reply believes that nuclear weapons aren’t too evil to exist. Such incompetency of a mind. She voted for nuclear submarines designed to mass murder.)

The common meaning of vulnerability is weakness. This is the truthful meaning of vulnerability that it means weakness and fragility and sensitivity.

This truthful meaning of vulnerability is why assisted suicide is never a crime. The weak need the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide to be safe. Assisted suicide serves so many purposes of which it’s without equal and one of these is the protection of the weak it serves without equal. To protect against unlimited suffering and unbearable suffering and unbearable quality of life and unlimited cruelty this is why assisted suicide can never be a crime but it’s illegal when the monsters who call themselves the human race are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

Feeling suicidal is the worst state of conscious existence. It’s the worst state of mental suffering. It’s facing what’s worse than death that’s what being suicidal is about. It’s about being beyond the limit to what a conscious being can suffer and endure that’s the horrific awfulness of choosing to use one’s death.

It is the fragility of a suicidal individual’s psyche that drives the decision to die. It’s the capacity to feel that obviously comes with a limit to what can be endured and beyond this is when a suicidal individual recognises that safety is achieved by death that’s the weakness of every suicidal individual. It’s when facing unlimited cruelty that’s when the weak become suicidal and stay suicidal.

Having a limit to what can be endured is why there are things worse than death. Having the capacity to feel comes with a limit to what can be endured and beyond this living is worse than death. This is all about weakness and fragility and sensitivity to recognise that there are things worse than death and worth dying to fight against or escape from.

(Here I’m alluding the to the commonality of the decision to use the methods of war and the decision to use one’s death.)

So where’s the protection of the weak? Perhaps a better way to say it is who in this civilisation of monsters has a mind competent to protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected?

There are many laws and legal precedents that legislate against being forced to suffer and against suffering without consent. This is the protection of the weak.

At the same time there’s the freedom to suffer with consent. This link here is to broken bones in mixed martial arts fights. The strong can choose to suffer more and face injuries the weak can’t bear to face. Less brutal and violent than MMA and UFC fights are marathons but still there’s pain and injury that’s consented to.

Where’s the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected the law makers care about? Where’s the respect for the consent of suicidal individuals and our choices and free will the law makers care about?

What the law makers believe in is the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. What the law makers protect is the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. This is the effect of how profoundly dehumanising the medical profession are in their pathetic attempts to care about suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry and the effect is the law makers are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel or care what’s important to us. Ask a suicidal individual how much they want to face the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die – but the law makers don’t care.

Consider the domestic abuse laws. They’re obviously important to victims of domestic abuse but they’re also the protection you’ll never understand why it’s important because you are protected from domestic abuse.

They legislate for a higher crime than the rest of the laws that legislate against suffering and injury without consent. It has not always prevailed throughout history that the law makers know just how wrong domestic abuse is. But by the progress of empathy they are so against domestic abuse that the domestic abuse laws legislate for a higher crime than the common laws against suffering and injury without consent.

The domestic abuse laws protect the weak. They achieve a way the weak can live in safety when domestic abuse is recognised to be too cruel to happen to anyone by the law makers.

So where’s the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected? No doubt such protections are difficult to achieve but more essential and vital than difficult.

But the law makers care so little about protecting suicidal individuals from unlimited cruelty and in fact in the name of psychiatric and mental health care they do legislate for unlimited cruelty done to suicidal individuals. The obvious example is the use of imprisonment – the method of deliberately ruining quality of life as punishment – to “protect the vulnerable”.

They care about the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely and the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. They always have throughout the history of the existence of psychiatry. They seek to legislate for the unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelties done not just to suicidal individuals but so many other victims of psychiatry because “we have to protect the vulnerable”. What competency do you recognise in the minds of monsters?

(You recognise the difference between controlling suicidal individuals and controlling the monsters who call themselves the human race as the protection of the weak? The former is achieved by any cruelty justified by the minds of monsters while the latter it doesn’t exist.)

Now consider the health and safety laws. They’re quite new in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race that such precautions are deemed to be worth legislating for.

(Imagine you teleported back a hundred years ago and explained that while the health and safety laws are difficult they are more necessary than difficult to care about. Then you might understand a tiny little bit about what I face.)

They reach for a level of precaution and prevention higher than the other protections of justice and punishment. They are difficult protections to achieve but they’re based on a level of compassion and empathy higher than has existed except in the last half century to go so much further to protect the weak and strive so much harder to combat the evil and cruelty that prevails.

But where’s such protections of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected? How much can the monsters who call themselves the human race recognise the difference between cruelty and care when they’re still so utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals? Contrast the protections the weak deserve who are not victims of psychiatry with what we face and recognise the awfulness of human nature that is revealed in the anarchy of zero protections of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.

(At this point consider my despair in expecting care. Recognise why I can’t live in safety.)

Now consider the human rights framework. It is the pain in the arse of every government and it is so important for the protection of the weak as well as to protect liberty and free will and make consent important.

The human rights movement are just like every beautiful fool who tries to legislate in wars. When mass murder is a justified method – one definition of war – there are the beautiful fools who try to legislate and protect in wars.

Wars are all about the will to achieve the goal by any means necessary but the human rights movement tries to legislate in war. War is all about justifying the use of any method no matter how cruel or evil the methods are but the beautiful fools try to limit the cruelty and evil of the methods used in wars.

For example prisoners of war they try to protect against unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty by the human right against torture. Again it’s the protection of the weak they want to extend to enemy combatants by depriving torturers of their freedom.

But where’s the beautiful fools to protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected? Where’s the protection of the human rights movement against unlimited suffering and the unlimited cruelties the victims of psychiatry face every single day for centuries?

They protect prisoners of war and enemy combatants before the human rights movement wants to protect suicidal individuals. Why do you think this is? The monsters who call themselves the human race can’t care?

Should I include the Queen too in all the hells of being suicidal and living amongst the monsters who call themselves the human race? There’s the Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals and there’s the Royal College of Psychiatry but there’s no Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Suicidal Individuals.

Even though it’s the worst state of conscious existence and mental suffering… who wants to protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected? Where’s the protection of the vulnerable in the common meaning of the word?

You recognise why I can’t live in safety and why the safety I’m fighting for is the mercy and protection of assisted suicide. There’s no protection of the weak for suicidal individuals. So profoundly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel the monsters who call themselves the human race think of all the things they can’t do to me it’s the mercy and protection of assisted suicide they can’t bear.

You can’t feel the effects of these truths I see so clearly? Don’t you recognise yet I face cruelty not care?

Do you recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t have competent minds to care and protect the weak because they’re always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel? Empathy for suicidal individuals is not innate to human nature. Barbaric cruelty is what’s innate to human nature.

The legalisation of assisted suicide, the establishment of the right to use one’s death to stop the monsters who call themselves the human race, the protection against unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering are yet to be invented because the monsters who call themselves the human race are monsters and reveal their nature to me – if not you – by what a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t bear to happen or to do to a suicidal individual.

They bear years of forcing me to suffer even more. Not ordinary suffering but suicidal feelings and thoughts. They do care about making me victim to unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty.

In all of the times in my life I spend suicidal they have had more than enough opportunities to care but they mostly succeed in achieving control and cruelty – even today it’s their control and cruelty that comes first and is furthered by denying me my right to use my death to stop them. They take so much power over how I feel and only have the competency to make their cruelty what’s absolutely flawless.

To begin their evil by ignoring that I have a limit to what I can face and suffer and endure against my will… but it’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race always do because they’re utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. So devoid of understanding of their own nature that something so obvious that the capacity to feel comes with a limit to what can be endured they only succeed in achieving control and cruelty.

The monsters who call themselves the human race have already succeeded in achieving my unlimited suffering by denying me my right to use my death to stop them. This is one purpose of assisted suicide to protect against unlimited suffering but they are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel always.

But do you comphrend just how much unlimited cruelty and evil this suicidal individual and every other suicidal like me faces when the monsters who call themselves the human race take power over how a suicidal individual feels by the acts of forcing someone to live? Reread this from the beginning if you can’t recognise the sadistic nature of human nature cares about the uniimited cruelties and evils that can be done to a suicidal individual.

All this unlimited cruelty it only makes assisted suicide even more invaluable in its role of protecting the weak. Because they’re still unaffected by how suicidal individuals and devoid of even the most basic compassion for suicidal individuals.

Without this foundation of care that’s being affected how suicidal individuals feel they don’t have the competency to care and that’s why my existence is for them to torture a suicidal individual without remorse or mercy.

All my existence they only prove the limit to what I can suffer and endure is there to be ignored and that’s what they’re still doing because they’re still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

Look at the uniimited cruelties and evils I mention here that’s what the law makers legislate for not against. How can any suicidal individual live in safety?

To protect their freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely that’s why the monsters who call themselves the human race take away what makes my life my life. But I’m not human so I don’t get the protection of human rights. So I don’t have the right to use my death to stop the monsters who call themselves the human race.

They take away this right that makes my life my life but because the human rights movement don’t care about suicidal individuals such an essential right it doesn’t exist. They always do care about protecting the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die though. The beautiful fools who would try to legislate against torture they have no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual. They don’t protect suicidal individuals so the right to use one’s death doesn’t exist yet.

And what do you do when all these hells upon hell are happening to me and other suicidal individuals? Your life is full of the privilege of not recognising why you need the right to use your death. You have the blessing of not recognising the human race are a species of monsters while I face the proof of the sadistic nature of human nature that’s never changed throughout history. So sadistic they’re always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Too cruel to have an iota of empathy for suicidal individuals so there are no humane protections for suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected. And no heart to stop them – and that’s why the right to use one’s death is even more invaluable in a civilisation of monsters as truly evil as the monsters who call themselves the human race are.

Why can’t you even recognise what happens when the monsters who call themselves the human race force suicidal individuals to live without the competency to care so without any humane protections of the weak? They torture suicidal individuals without remorse or mercy.

But assisted suicide is the best protection against torture. It’s is without equal in so many purposes in its role in protecting the weak. Torturers will only ever have a job whenever and wherever assisted suicide is a crime. Because they can’t succeed if their victims have the right to use their deaths to stop them.

Assisted suicide is without equal in its role in protecting the weak from unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty in so many respects. It’s even more invaluable when the competency to care about suicidal individuals doesn’t exist yet. When the monsters who call themselves the human race are still unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel it only makes assisted suicide even more invaluable. When they have no heart to stop them it only makes the right to use one’s death even more invaluable.

Do you comphrend the truth? Do you know what you have to do when you are affected by how suicidal individuals feel yet? Do you even recognise what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual when the competency to care doesn’t exist?

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I know what a species of monsters born and bred evil wants to do to a suicidal individual and why the monsters who call themselves the human race can’t do anything else. The proof of these truths is neverending and only limited by my death.

But what do you do when you know the monsters who call themselves the human race can’t do anything else but torture a suicidal individual?

It’s the fundamental question about you. When you know a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t do anything else to a suicidal individual are you part of it or on the side of a suicidal individual? When a suicidal individual faces so much unlimited cruelty do you want to take away what makes my life my life and deny me the right to use my death to stop them or be part of the unlimited cruelties and evils achieved by denying me my right to use my death to stop you?

Can’t you recognise what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual… can’t you recognise the truth?

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What’s the definition of torture? Extreme and prolonged exposure to the freedom of sadists and the pursuit of sadistic cruelty?

Or is just about a level of suffering you can’t bear anyone to endure ever that’s what defines the human right that protects against torture?

By which I mean is the definition of what torture is is it unlimited suffering?

But consider why torture is acceptable. It’s not just being victim to the minds of sadists. The sadists have a purpose for their sadistic cruelty. This is certainly true in war that those who are experts in torture have a reason to do it.

In war torture is used to break a prisoner of war. It is used to make a prisoner of war do something they don’t want to do. It’s not just about the freedom of sadists that’s what defines torture used in war. It’s the use of inflicting extreme suffering to, for example, learn about the enemy’s plans.

But how does torture work? Torturers have make their victims want to do anything to escape the suffering sadists want to achieve. To get their victims give up information against their will they have to inflict enough suffering that their victims are willing to do whatever the torturers want to end the torture.

Do you think torturers succeed by making their victims suicidal then force their victims to live to keep on making them want to die?

So desperate to escape life worse than death and suffering worse than death the victims of torture would do anything…do you think such desperation is what torturers depend on achieving by first making their victims want to die then force them to live to keep on making them want to die and that’s how torturers succeed?

I truly believe that if the monsters who call themselves the human race were ever affected by how suicidal individuals feel then it would be the suicide laws that protect against torture. The acts of deliberately forcing someone to live to keep on making them want to die would be recognised as pure evil if the monsters who call themselves the human race are ever affected by how suicidal individuals feel.

But do you recognise why assisted suicide is a protection without equal? Do you recognise just how powerful the right to use one’s death is as a fundamentally humane protection against unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty? Torturers can never succeed. Torturers would be out of a job if there are humane suicide laws.

But just how much evil prevails in this civilisation of monsters?

The very purpose of denying the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide is to protect evil never satiated when making a suicidal individual want to die.

There is an an amount of deprivation of liberty between decision and death that serves as a protection. But to completely deny the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide only protects the pursuit of sadistic cruelty.

But just how much evil prevails in this civilisation of monsters? The human rights movement protects prisoners of war not suicidal individuals.

I can’t live in safety.

The monsters who call themselves the human race do not have a heart in them to recognise these truths

• I have suffered too much already

• More than this I’ve been forced to suffer and endure against my will too much suicidal thoughts and feelings already. Not ordinary feelings I’ve already been forced to suffer and endure against my will already but suicidal thoughts and feelings

• I have been suicidal too long

• I’ve spent too much of my life being suicidal already

• I face the will to achieve unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and this is what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do well by denying me my right to use my death to stop them

They can’t do anything else. They only have evil at their cores and no heart to stop them.

What I am victim of is the sadistic and brutal things one man can do to another that’s never changed. To this day this sadistic nature of human nature has never changed so my continued suicidality is an acceptable consequence.

The barbaric nature of human nature refuses to end my suicidality.

It is because the monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.

For centuries the medical suicide experts in this civilisation of monsters have never recognised the harms and abuses done to suicidal individuals are to be protected against. The medical profession have utterly failed their duty of expertise

The monsters who call themselves doctors and other mental health professionals believe the worst harm that can be done to a suicidal individual is us dying. They have no other concept of what’s harms and abuses so the laws that affect suicidal individuals are so brutal and heartless. The monsters who are suicide experts have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so neither do the law makers or the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

Thus what is protected is the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. What the monsters who call themselves the human race really do care about is the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die and these freedoms are so important to the monsters who call themselves the human race that assisted suicide is a crime.

When the humane protections for suicidal individuals fail then assisted suicide is a protection without equal. But there are no humane protections for suicidal individuals throughout the history of psychiatry. There’s never been anything that resembles humane care for suicidal individuals and that’s why I’m still suicidal.

It’s so cruel what the monsters who call themselves the human race think that is care for suicidal individuals. There’s just the disempowerment of suicidal individuals and we’re stripped of the protection of the law and human rights so the monsters who call themselves the human race can do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual. This need to do so much cruelty to suicidal individuals is so profound in the monsters who call themselves the human race that they think it’s killing me by my consent that’s the crime. Not the unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty that’s only ever possible by denying a suicidal individual death.

It’s what happens when the monsters who call themselves the human race are still and always unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel. Thus their basis for care for suicidal individuals is with absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual. So devoid of even the most basic empathy for suicidal individuals the monsters think the worst harm and the only harm to a suicidal individual is successful suicide.

It defines what the laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for and against in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil.

Look at the purpose of the health and safety laws that do try to protect against the risk of a broken hand. But no such purposes are served by the laws that affect suicidal individuals so the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die prevails. Because the monsters are unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

Consider the hate crime laws that legislate a worse crime when done out of hatred. But there are no humane protections for we who face the worst state of conscious existence and the worst state of mental suffering.

Consider the domestic abuse laws that legislate for a higher crime because of the awfulness of domestic abuse is recognised and recognised as something to be protected against. But the laws that affect suicidal individual legislate for unlimited harms and abuses and unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty to be forced on suicidal individuals. There’s no concept of what’s harms and abuses suicidal individuals are meant to be protected against. Because the monsters who call themselves the human race are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel.

Every single law and legal precedent against being forced to suffer against one’s will the law makers are so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel that the purpose of these protections is utterly irrelevant for them when they attempt to care about suicidal individuals. The purpose of the laws against suffering without consent and being forced to suffer against one’s will are so irrelevant to the protection of suicidal individuals in the minds of the law makers that they believe assisted suicide is a crime.

Do you recognise what I say when I say when the protections of suicidal individuals fails then the protection of assisted suicide is without equal? Do you recognise no humane protections for suicidal individuals exist yet not even assisted suicide…and why?

Do you understand? So unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime to the monsters who call themselves the human race. So unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel the monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so the laws that affect suicidal individuals legislate for unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. The laws that protect suicidal individuals in a civilisation of monsters legislate for the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. They legislate for the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.

Do you even recognise these truths about what suicidal individuals face and the monsters who call themselves the human race are devoid of a heart to guide the humane protections to exist?

Even the acts of deliberately forcing a suicidal individual to live to keep on making them want to die those who want to do this have the law and the law makers on their side. The law and the law makers are clearly not on the side of suicidal individuals.

Do you think I face cruelty or care?

Mostly what I face is control and cruelty when I’m suicidal. I wake into hell every single day. For longer than a decade I wake into a life worse than death. For over a decade I am forced to exist far beyond the limit to what I can endure. For over a decade I am forced to suffer and endure against my will – not ordinary feelings but suicidal thoughts and feelings.

In all this time I face the brutality that one man can do to another that’s never changed in the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race. I face the barbaric and sadistic nature of human nature that is what is constant and immutable.

Do you think I face cruelty or care?

Every single day is only more proof I can’t live in safety. Every single day is only more proof why I need the right to use my death. Every single day it’s the proof that my worst failures are when I failed to kill myself. Every single day is just more proof that the best decision I ever made was to protect myself by killing myself. Because that’s how I can stop being suicidal. That’s how I’ll be safe.

Safe from all of you who always believe my suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts are acceptable consequences. Only ever acceptable consequences when they don’t happen to you but the monsters who call themselves the human race have never protected a suicidal individual before by even the most basic empathy.

My free will is to be ignored. My consent is irrelevant. The limit to what I can suffer and endure has always been there to be ignored. I am stripped of the protection of human rights. I have zero protections against being forced to suffer and endure against my will. My needs always fall so low on the agenda whereas the freedom to do whatever evil and cruelty monsters want to do to a suicidal individual is what is so high in the agenda of psychiatric and mental health care.

Do you think I face cruelty or care?

The law and the law makers legislate for the unlimited harms and abuses the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to suicidal individuals. They legislate for unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty not against it.

This is how the monsters who call themselves the human race think they save suicidal individuals.

What do you think a life worse than death is? When the monsters who call themselves the human race think the only harm and the worst harm that can be done to a suicidal individual is ending our suicidality by a good death?

Look at everything built to protect the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely. You don’t feel the despair of facing such cruelty when this prevails. But I face this every single day. Because the brutality one man can do to another has never changed when it’s the barbaric and sadistic cruelties that can be done to a suicidal individual.

The health and safety laws protect the weak. The domestic abuse laws protect the weak. All the laws that legislate against being forced to suffer against one’s will they protect the weak.

But the monsters who call themselves the human race do not protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected.

When did you recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race are too evil to care about suicidal individuals? When do you recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race are utterly unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel and that’s why I’m denied my death?

They don’t have the objective of making suicidality avoidable. They don’t have the methods of care that end suicidality. They don’t even have the most basic empathy to protect suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected. Instead suicidal individuals are expected to have so much taken from us and we are expected to gladly accept the sacrifices expected from us.

I can’t change this. You can’t change this. But do you yet recognise how I do why assisted suicide is never a crime? If for no other reason than the monsters who call themselves the human race have no heart to stop them.

This is all about the truth I face every single day. What happens to me if I don’t kill myself.

The first time I decided to die this is the best decision I ever made. To be safe from what the monsters who call themselves the human race want to do to me without remorse or mercy. My worst failures are when I failed to kill myself. I failed to protect myself from the evil at the cores of the monsters who call themselves the human race.

I can depend on the monsters who call themselves the human race to do evil and pure evil to me and do this well. The very purpose of denying access to assisted suicide to achieve unlimited cruelty and unlimited suffering the monsters who call themselves the human race prove this truth every single day they force me to live. Their will to achieve pure evil is what’s protected by denying me my death.

What you think I face care by what the monsters who call themselves the human race do to me instead of killing me? You obviously have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual and that’s what the monsters who call themselves the human race call care for suicidal individuals. What they do to me instead of killing is cruelty and sadistic cruelty protected by the laws that affect suicidal individuals and the law makers. It’s the choices of the monsters who call themselves the human race to make certain my suffering is unlimited and their cruelty is unlimited – the very purpose of denying anyone the hope of the mercy and protection of assisted suicide.

The monsters who call themselves the human race only ever cared about getting whatever they want from a suicidal individual. Never cared about the protection of the weak. Never cared about what’s important to a suicidal individual. Never cared about what are unacceptable consequences to suicidal individuals. Never affected by how suicidal individuals feel so they only succeed in achieving control and cruelty not care.

That’s why I only face the barbaric cruelty one man can do to another that’s never changed throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race. The monsters who call themselves the human race have never cared about a suicidal individual before. They’re too evil by nature. Too evil to know when to stop making me want to die or why.

So evil they don’t care about making suicidality is made avoidable. Thus assisted suicide is a crime. So utterly devoid of any care about what’s important to a suicidal individual. So the cruelty of care so ineffectual when ending suicidality is matched by the cruellest thing and that’s the expectations that suicidal individuals should get used to being suicidal. Thus assisted suicide is a crime. So devoid of even the most basic empathy for suicidal individuals and that’s what defines psychiatric and mental health care. Thus it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime. So devoid of understanding of the suicidal mind that your law makers are not on the side of suicidal individuals. Thus it’s assisted suicide that’s the crime. Because a species of monsters born and bred evil really does believe that the expectations that suicidal individuals should get used to being suicidal – so unaffected by how suicidal individuals feel the monsters who call themselves the human race think this expectation has anything in common with care.

Do you think I face cruelty or care? They have already taken more from me than they can take from someone you care about. But they take so much from me when I’m suicidal already and in return all they protect is the freedom to inflict, prolong and worsen suicidality indefinitely.

It is this barbaric cruelty and they’re utterly devoid of a heart to recognise these truths.

• I have suffered too much already

• More than this I’ve been forced to suffer and endure against my will too much suicidal thoughts and feelings already. Not ordinary feelings I’ve already been forced to suffer and endure against my will already but suicidal thoughts and feelings

• I have been suicidal too long

• I’ve spent too much of my life being suicidal already

• I face the will to achieve unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty and this is what the monsters who call themselves the human race really do well by denying me my right to use my death to stop them

I speak to you as an individual. You want to be part of all of this or do you want to end my suicidality? You care about what you get from me or you care about me?

Support the legalisation of assisted suicide because that’s the protection against unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty that’s what you want when you face unlimited suffering and unlimited cruelty. There’s no other protection of the weak how suicidal individuals are meant to be protected yet.

Else you will face the barbaric cruelty one man can do to another that’s never changed in the history of suicidal individuals in this civilisation of monsters. So devoid of any concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual that the law makers actually think the only harm is a successful suicide.

You have the choice to make a difference. Support the legalisation of assisted suicide and my death.

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This is the short version of this attempt to make you the monsters who call themselves the human race have remorse and mercy.

Here’s more for you if you still can’t recognise what is the difference between cruelty and care.

The medical profession think they’re too good to perform assisted suicide because of their ethic First do no harm.

They really don’t have the competency to care because they don’t have any comphrension of the harms that can be done to suicidal individuals except to protect and gorge the freedoms to harm and abuse suicidal individuals.

It leads them to have the most awful thoughts such as the expectations that suicidal individuals should get used to being suicidal. The harms of this one cruel expectation alone it is the opposite of care to expect suicidal individuals to get used to being suicidal. It matches the will of the monsters who call themselves the human race to criminalise assisted suicide as the sort of cruelty only monsters can do to suicidal individuals.

But what else is the proof of the lack of the competency to care? Would the monsters who call themselves the human race deliberately ruin the quality of life of a suicidal individual? When the monsters have no concept of what’s harms and abuses suicidal individuals are meant to be protected against they use the method of punishment – imprisonment – on suicidal individuals.

Do the monsters even make any attempts to differentiate between the use of imprisonment as punishment and as care? Yes. Suicidal individuals get less justice than prisoners do. Suicidal individuals get fewer protections than criminals and prisoners. There’s the jurisprudence in the criminal justice system that’s nowhere in the laws that affect suicidal individuals. But no the monsters who call themselves the human race do not attempt to make the psychiatric hospital environment any different from a prison environment. They make no attempt to protect suicidal individuals against the deliberate attempt to ruin quality of life.

First do no harm? The deliberate act of ruining the quality of life of a suicidal individual is what imprisonment is. How many times has this happened because the suicide experts only have one definition of the harm that can’t be done to a suicidal individual.

More than this though the medical profession really has no ethics. The ethic of first do no harm doesn’t affect what real doctors do. This is irrespective of the crime and crimes against humanity done by psychiatrists.

Doctors follow the prevailing morality of the monsters who call themselves the human race. They do make risk versus reward decisions but without even a half thought about the medical ethic of first do no harm.

But any decision about risk versus reward has to measure the harms correctly. The medical profession like the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race do not have this competency thus they do not have the competency to care.

I should tar myself with this same brush. I weigh the harms other than dying heavily unlike those who own me. But I am fighting against a status quo that has prevailed for centuries and I lose every single day to the evil at the cores of a species of monsters born and bred evil. This doesn’t excuse my failures but it’s because I have a clear definition of who I’m fighting for and what I’m dying to escape from that’s why I heavily weigh the harms and risks of being suicidal in this civilisation of monsters. I face the evil and cruelty that’s well worth dying to be safe from throughout my existence.

The medical suicide experts think the cause of why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal is because of a brain defect. I know the cause is human evil and cruelty.

Do you think I’m still suicidal because I am loved or cared about or respected?

Your suicide experts don’t recognise the worst state of conscious existence and the worst state of mental suffering for what it is. They don’t even recognise that there are things worse than death.

Do you think the medical profession has any comprehension of the harms that can’t be done to suicidal individuals when they weigh the horrific awfulness of feeling suicidal so lightly? They lie about caring because they don’t have any concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual but death.

In the work of doctors they do risk killing their patients. This is obvious to every doctor. That the medical ethic of first do no harm they never consider when they do their jobs. They have to risk killing their patients because the rewards outweighs the risks. But to justify using any cruelty and evil on suicidal individuals and deem that’s what care is?

But that’s not the point I’m making. The point is the suicide experts in this civilisation of monsters born and bred evil do not recognise what are harms and abuses suicidal individuals are meant to be protected against. They’re just as cruel as the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race and they do gorge on the freedom to hurt and harm and abuse suicidal individuals.

You recognise it’s a sad sad thing when the monsters think the only thing too cruel to do to a suicidal individual is grant a good death? When do you care about how I feel every single day I’m forced to live?

When you don’t recognise the cause is human evil and cruelty…what’s what defines what the monsters who call themselves the human race wants to do to a suicidal individual? What’s made unlimited in the name of psychiatric and mental health care and that’s what defines the laws that affect suicidal individuals?

What I am expected to face and get used to – I can’t live in safety amongst monsters as truly sadistic as the monsters who call themselves the human race are.

To recognise the truth about the harms that can be done to suicidal individuals is to recognise the truth that there are so many things worse than death. To make certain these things to happen and keep on happening you should trust the medical profession to achieve. They’re just like the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race and too evil to be able to care and that’s why they won’t recognise the worst harms are not by providing a good death

But by denying successful suicide the most evil can be achieved.

Not because you care about ethics. But because you ignore ethics and the purpose of the truth.

Assisted suicide has none of the cruelty of murder. But what does have the cruelty of murder in the harms and abuses routinely done to suicidal individuals throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race?

I’m still suicidal because a species of monsters born and bred evil can’t do anything else.