Throughout all of this I want you to keep in mind one thing: we the legion of the damned who are better off having never been born. This point is most reinforced by the sentiment “we can’t legalise assisted suicide because we have to protect the vulnerable, the weak”. It is the point that the protection of suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected has not existed throughout the history of the monsters who call themselves the human race so we the legion of the damned are more legion (there are more of us).
If you feel like I do then what would you want?
Let me start with this. The human race are truly evil and that’s why I refer to you as the monsters who call themselves the human race using the meaning of words to describe all of you by name and by nature.
You note I separate myself from the human race. I have been so throughly dehumanised so the monsters who call themselves the human race they completely betray my humanity then force me to live for so long – too long but monsters don’t have a heart to recognise the limit to what I can endure – to only perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity.
They have dehumanised me so throughly they still deny me my death like they’re so proud of making me want to die again and again and again and never remorseful for this.
This blog was meant to be titled “remorse and mercy for failing to make my suicidality avoidable” and the title would be “what doesn’t exist” or something similar. I can’t expect you to feel remorseful. But I can’t expect you to have any competency to care about something like me. So i pick yet another thing that you don’t have in your sense of care: mercy.
Let me fire off a few points
- A decade of forcing me to live to stay suicidal and keep on making me want to die is a punishment too cruel to do to anyone. It’s because you’re a species of monsters born and bred evil you’re so sadistic you force me to suffer and endure against my will this long. This last decade is not the totality of my suicidality and that’s just more proof that I am something to you the monsters who call themselves the human race not someone like you and this complete dehumanisation by the monsters who call themselves the human race leads to such a complete betrayal of my humanity.
- But it’s dehumanisation that is what the monsters who call themselves the human race always do to suicidal individuals. That’s what the lie of mental illness and the biomedical model of mental health and illness does. It dehumanises. It creates and underclass who don’t have the protection of human rights – so profound is the dehumanisation that the human rights movement don’t protect suicidal individuals. So profound is the dehumanisation that the method of punishment – imprisonment – is used on suicidal individuals as if there’s no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual.
- This cruelty is matched by a dearth of humane protections. There are health and safety laws that prevent against the risk of a broken hand but no such protections for suicidal individuals. There’s the domestic abuse laws that protect against abuse in a relationship but the monsters who call themselves the human race have no concept of what’s the abuses suicidal individuals should never face so the law makers have made no humane protections. Hell there’s even the hate laws that decree a worse crime when it’s done out of hatred but there’s not a single humane protection for suicidal individuals.
- All of this evil and sadistic nature and dehumanisation of suicidal individuals leads to the utmost cruelty and the embodiment of this sadistic cruelty is the criminalisation of assisted suicide and the criminalisation of the victims guarantee – an obvious purpose of assisted suicide is it is without equal in serving as the victims guarantee and all the more invaluable when the monsters who call themselves the human race have no remorse for making a suicidal individual want to die again and again and again or mercy.
- A humane act based on consent – which is what assisted suicide is – is a crime but the monsters who call themselves the human race have absolutely no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual so the method of punishment of the worst criminals and imprisonment is a deliberate attempt to ruin quality of life it’s used on suicidal individuals because a species of monsters born and bred evil really can’t tell the difference between cruelty and care. No heart to stop you from using a method that is the deliberate act of ruining quality of life on a suicidal individual
- The suicide experts – the medical profession – have no concept of the harms and abuses done to suicidal individuals as too cruel so they do not fight for any humane protections for suicidal individuals and neither do the law makers or the human rights movement. So look at all the control and cruelty in the laws that affect suicidal individuals. That’s exactly how profound the dehumanisation of every suicidal individual is that defines something as barbaric as the criminalisation of assisted suicide. It’s cruelty without remorse or mercy that defines the sense of care of the monsters who call themselves the human race for suicidal individuals.
- Because the monsters who call themselves the human race always dehumanises suicidal individuals to such an extent that you have no concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual I have to fight for my death.
- Do you have the competency to recognise the monsters who call themselves the human race have never before protected suicidal individuals how the weak are meant to be protected? How else can assisted suicide be a crime.
I’m reminded of a joke. It is a conversation something like this.
1 says “six million Jews were killed by the Nazis in the second world war and six Mexicans”. 2 replies “six Mexicans?” then 1 replies “hah! See! No one cares about the Jews”. What I’m thinking about is how little the monsters who call themselves the human race care about suicidal individuals and the proof is how little you are affected by the monumental extent of my suicidality. You care about me like the Nazis cared about the Jews by the dehumanisation that makes suicidal individuals and other victims of psychiatry a sub human underclass. Without remorse or mercy. Without care about consent or free will. Without any protection against abuse and torture. Without recognising the limit to what I can endure and rather acting and controlling by ignoring my suffering and suicidality to achieve unlimited cruelties and evils. But you protect against the risk of a broken hand in the health and safety laws.
The truth
What do you think it feels like to be suicidal? I don’t think you have the truth to answer this question correctly. Because for centuries the monsters who call themselves the human race believe why suicidal individuals become suicidal and stay suicidal is it’s a symptom of a mental illness. It’s the product of a defective brain and a defective mind – that’s what the care system and the laws that affect suicidal individuals are based on.
How can this be possible?
Care bases on a lie – the lie of mental illness and the biological model or biomedical model of mental illness – is the best the monsters who call themselves the human race can achieve for suicidal individuals. That’s the ‘care’ in the Mental Health Act that justifies the use of imprisonment on those the monsters who call themselves the human race think have a defective brain and a defective mind in “nature and severity of mental disorder”. What else can a defective species achieve…you can’t do anything else but use the method of punishment that’s a deliberate attempt to ruin quality of life on suicidal individuals. You are too evil to have any concept of what’s too cruel to do to a suicidal individual even if you try to care.
Here’s a post about the universality of the suicidal mind and decision to die.
So what if it’s not a mental illness you might have this thought.
Well when it’s not a mental illness that’s responsible for cause and effect then you get hit with the hard truth. More than these hard truths you have to come up with a genuine basis for care.
You can’t care when your sense of care is based on a lie. In fact from vast amounts of personal experience the monsters who call themselves the human race have so generously given me you can’t recognise the difference between cruelty and care when your sense of care is based on a lie.
From the lie of mental illness you do not have the truth that it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal.
I remember the majesty of the evil of those who believe in mental health and illness concepts when I worked at a mental health charity. They thought it was so important to campaign for men to “get it off your chest” not to fight against the freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die. It’s obvious when you recognise the truth that it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal that it’s the job to destroy everything the monsters who call themselves the human race and your suicide experts have built to be free to make a suicidal individual want to die. But the truth doesn’t prevail.
Dear gods?! It’s the sort of protection you want when you’re suicidal already isn’t it? Because it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal and that’s the truth every single suicidal individual knows but it’s the truth ignored because the best the monsters who call themselves the human race can achieve is care and cruelty – so much cruelty – based on the lie of mental illness.
With the truth on your side what do you want to achieve? If you have empathy for suicidal individuals for example then what are the objectives of care based on the truth that it’s too awful to become suicidal and stay suicidal?
It’s so much of what defines the difference the monsters who call themselves the human race make to my existence but it defines the betrayal of the humanity of every single suicidal individual before me.
Dehumanisation only leads to the acceptability of suffering and suicidality. Empathy is yet to exist. So the fight against the existence of suicidal thoughts and feelings and the objective of living in safety from suicidality is yet to be invented. (Where’s the protection of the weak?)
It’s so many things isn’t it. When you face the truth when you are suicidal already that your suffering is there to be made unlimited you’ll understand the truth about what I face is I face the diametric opposite of care.
Well what do you think is going to happen when the instincts of your medical suicide experts are to invent prisons for suicidal individuals not fortresses? That’s just how little your suicide experts care about suicidal individuals and how we feel and are going to feel. They use the method of punishment on suicidal individuals as if ruining quality of life is the best a species of monsters born and bred evil can do for a suicidal individual. Psychiatric hospitals are built upon the freedom to make a suicidal individual and that’s the best the monsters can do. Not to create a metaphorical fortress against this freedom to make a suicidal individual want to die.
Your medical suicide experts just succeed in failing to care about we who face life worse than death. They can’t come up with a single humane protection so neither can the monsters who govern.
I… no…you…do you get a sense of what I feel about what I face? The post above and other posts here I have tried to write emotionless but it’s not possible so I swear a lot and express the hatred you all deserve because you accept the constancy and inexorable progress of my suicidality as if the evil at your cores is never satiated when making me want to die.
Even now my continued suicidality and the infliction of further suicidality and the worsening of my suicidality – as they always are to the monsters who call themselves the human race. – are all acceptable consequences because they really want to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity. Perhaps only in a millennia or two in the future will the monsters who call themselves the human race recognise just how important it is for this generation of the monsters who call themselves the human race to perfect their complete betrayal of my humanity like I recognise they do now. A reach for perfection only possible by denying me my right to use my death to stop them (and obviously the monsters who call themselves the human race have no heart to stop them from their complete betrayal of my humanity).
Do you get the sense of the cruelty I face? You might not recognise the cruelty I face because all the monsters who call themselves the human race do well is not care about how I feel or am going to feel even when I’m suicidal already. But it’s the basis of psychiatric and mental health care to not care about how suicidal individuals feel and I assume that’s why you don’t recognise the cruelty I face is cruelty not care.
What do you think is going to happen when your medical suicide experts invent prisons not fortresses for suicidal individuals? How does the information about what makes me want to die and makes other suicidal individual like me want to die factor in when your suicide experts invent prisons not fortresses for suicidal individuals? What do you think is going to happen when your suicide experts have no concept of what’s harm done to a suicidal individual?
I’m reminded of someone who said that the legalisation of assisted suicide is the cheap option. It’s not. It’s part of care when the monsters who call themselves the human race begin to have the competency to care and that’s why it’s bloody expensive.
Because the legalisation of assisted suicide is based on empathy for suicidal individuals. It’s based on recognising what it’s like to feel suicidal, what it’s like to feel the same suicidal suffering, feelings and thoughts like a suicidal individual does. It’s the truth that is going to create a revolution that’s only ever a revolution in a civilisation of monsters born and bred evil.
But even after a century of the progress of this revolution in basic compassion and understanding I don’t believe I can live in safety amongst monsters like you. But that’s the beauty of having the right to use my death. I’ll always be safe from the evil at your cores and so much more safe once dead than trusting you the monsters who call themselves the human race to have a heart to fear losing all hope of my forgiveness. Because it’s not important to act with hope of my forgiveness in mind and that’s what you think is care and have always believed that this is a basis for care.
“I’ll force you to live to keep on making me want to die because I have to control you” – care? The sadists who want to do this have the law makers on their side.
a thing that defines the competency to care 